Kunjungan ke RS

http://www.handuniversity.com/index.html (everything bout sakit pergelangan ku)

Siang hari aku ke RS Adi Husada Kapasari. Setelah sekian tahun, akhirnya niat ku terkumpul dan aku foto rontgen ct scan. Kali ini yang kebagian foto2 si pergelangan tangan kiriku dan lutut kiriku. So, hari ini juga dapet hasilnya bahwa aku nga perlu operasi apa2... sukurlah. Tapi musti sedikit extra hati2 dengan sendi2 ku yang memang bermasalah. Lututku as nya miring tapi nga perlu diapa2in sejauh ini kalo tidak lepas :p

Thanks untuk yg sdh mengkawatirkan sendi2 ku yg suka aneh2. hahaha....

Sore hari aku ke RS Adi Husada Undaan. Vanie's baby memutuskan untuk segera menikmati udara dunia. So setelah melewati operasi caesar dengan kondisi yang mengkhawatirkan (tekanan darah tinggi), syukurlah ibu dan anak bisa melewatinya dengan cukup baik. Sekarang tinggal memantau pemulihan sang Ibu dan proses pertumbuhan sang anak yang belum selesai. Be tough, Pal! Just think positive and calm your mind. You know we're still here, right? Don't ever worried bout that.

Life is a game of Fate, and a test of Faith

Setahun lalu, ada promo dari salah satu maskapai penerbangan dengan harga tiket Rp 0 ,-. Saat itu ada 16 teman yang ikutan titip untuk dicarikan tiket. Saking serunya aku click2 n berburu dengan waktu, alhasil sebuah kerugian cukup besar berkat kecerobohan ku harus kutanggung. Dan kecerobohan itu membuatku juga menetapkan langkah keikutsertaan ku (tadinya masih ragu, apakah harus ke Singapore lagi). Namun tak ada perasaan terpaksa, bayangkan kapan lagi bisa pergi bareng ama temen2 se gank an dengan jumlah besar dan ke luar negeri!!!! WOW..... I can't wait for a year!! Walau sudah berkali kali ke Singapore, I'm still looking forward for this trip because it's going to be fun.

But ....
4 bulan kemudian, sebuah berita mengejutkan, 1 dari mrk hamil dan gugur keikutsertaannya.
5bulan kemudian, 4 dari mrk batal ikut karena mempersiapkan sebuah langkah besar dalam kehidupan rumahh tangga mrk
7 bulan kemudian, 2 orang (suami istri) gugur pula karena bbrp sebab yang tidak bisa di sebutkan
2 minggu sebelum keberangakatan ( 13 Okt 2007 ) 2 dari mereka batal karena bekerja tanpa libur.

Saat ini tidak sampai 1 minggu menjelang keberangkatan. Tinggal 3 kelompok yang tersisa. Akankah ada pengguguran lagi? Only God Knows. Is it our fate or is it just we don't have this faith in us?

Yeah I know, people change, time change, yeah.... I guess we play with our destiny here? I did enjoy my trip to Thailand alone,but I don't have the same feeling now since I'm not preparing to go alone nor just with one of my friend. Whatever, I still have to enjoy my only long holiday in a year right? So for the rest of the team who really go, LET'S ROCK!!! We're the champion who have this faith in us ( I guess :p )

Serupa Tak Sama

with Ve

with Crl

Ini foto2 di meritnya Pei. Ayo cari perbedaan di wajahku.... hahahahaha....

7°58′48″S 112°37′12″E

My Fav Spot, Batu 2007

Setelah cukup lama tak bersua

Akhirnya ku temukan kembali

Wahai kau Cahaya Malam

Dirimu pun telah banyak berubah

Semilir dinginnya Angin menyapaku bersahabat

Ada yang berbeda dalam dirinya

Belaiannya terasa semakin membekukan

Dirimu pun telah banyak berubah

Ku mencari dirinya, namun sulit kutemukan

Kenapa kau bersembunyi wahai Bintang nan indah

Kelip mu memudar diatas sana

Diselimuti sang awan

Apakah dirimu juga membeku kedinginan?

Kesunyian dan kedamaian dalam gelap ini

memelukku mesra

Menghapus semua letih

Oh betapa kurindukan kalian semua

Ocha's Baby (the real one) :p

Buat tante2 yang penasaran.ehhehehehehe Perkenalkan Keysia ....... ........ (lali blakange)

Making Video

Sudah lama banget sejak aku buat video amatir sendiri. Dari proses pengambilan(pake handycam pinjaman) sampe editingnya. Akhirnya aku berhasil mbuat 1 karya amatiran lagi for my bestfriend wedding dalam bentuk DVD. Akhirnya aku bereskan dalam 1 minggu. Ada banyak hal yang perlu di perhatikan, mulai dari detil gambar yang diambil. Mana yang harus di sensor, mana yang tidak diperlukan. Memilih lagu sebagai background sound juga harus sesuai dengan kondisi dalam film tersebut agar lebih mengena.

Seru juga sih,setidaknya dapet ilmu baru lagi soal convert meng convert. Alhasil aku harus cari program lagi sebelum hasil editing bisa di burn di DVD, untung deh ada yang bisa di download di net. After all, lumayan juga sih hasilnya(narcist mode:on). Yah semoga suka deh yang punya gawe.hehehe. Mohon maaf dengan segala kekurangannya :p

Ocha Baby

The Crazy Gank

9-9-2007

Matahari uda naek, tapi badan rasanya nga mau kompromi untuk bangun. Tapi, still I hv agenda for today. Abis beres2, trus sarapan ma Lys(sungguh sarapan nih). Nga lama kami uda jalan ke bandara. Lys balik Jkt, aku terus nuju rumah Lik n kmdn sama Cin jg ke Batu untuk menjenguk baby Ocha yang dinamain Keysia. Congrat!! Bener2, hidup itu penuh kejutan ya.

Kami nginep di rumah Lik. Cuaca cerah berangin, tapi brrrrrrr the only problem is ..... duinginnnn. 13-14 derajat C. fiuh... kalo uda dingin gini, minumnya wedang jahe, sekoteng, teh panas,wes smua yang panas deh. Makan juga nga berhenti bakso, suki, roti, sup merah.Wes pokoknya makan mulu.hehehe.

10-9-2007

Balek Sby ama Cin, mampir di Pandaan (future house of Hendry n Ve) buat moto in koper n ranjang. Malemnya masih ada ketemu makan di Malioboro ma HenVe.

What a weekend! Akhirnya setelah aku pulang, tiba tiba krasa Sby lebih sepi dari biasanya. Yah.. rasanya sih cuman perasaanku sih. :p

The Wedding

Keep that smile forever

Jam 06.00 sms ku berbunyi, kulihat sebelah mata. Walah...pengantin ceweknya uda bangun duluan dari aku. Hahaha ... nga bisa tidur kali ya?
Jam 8.00 aku jemput banlang n wali dari Hendry trus menuju ke Salon Camelia. Ditengah jalan si Lys telp, disuruh mampir rumah nye (yang jadi posko bbrp hari ini :p) buat breakfast. Thank U for taking care of me that couple days.
Jam 10.00 smua prosesi dimulai. Pasang Jas, Pasang Slayer, temu manten, dll
Jam 14.00 pemberkatan nikah di Bethany di mulai. Mempelai pria berhasil membuat air mata para tamu gereja merembes. Terharu ketika dia menitikkan air mata dan menangis saat membaca janji nikah di altar gereja Bethany. That's sweet.
Jam 16.00 ke rumah Lys, ambil smua barang, mandi bebek (karna keburu waktu) tapi.... ketika mau brangkat ada Lys menghadang dengan peralatan makeupnya. Doeng!!! Mati dah, dia bawa pisauuu. Takutttt! Alhasil yah gua nyerah aja deh, masih percaya kalo dia nga bakal make up in yang norak :p n untung bener dia bisa dipercaya.
Jam 19.00 Pengantin memasuki ruang resepsi di Jade Imperial Restaurant. Acara memang dibuat santai. Makanan disajikan prasmanan. Ada lempar buket berhadiah, ada foto untuk ditandatangani. Sayang aku nga terlalu bisa ambil banyak foto :(
Jam 22.00 ringkas semua barang, balek ke apartment HenVe, bantu Ve lepas riasan
Jam 22.30 pergi makan bebek penyet, ayam penyet ama HenVe, Crl,Felix. huahuauahau mohon maap EO nya jarang makan sampe lupa nyisain penganten e makan.
23.00 ke Bintoro beli pembersih muka
23.30 Pulang ke Lys, kaki uda seperti mati rasa. Mata uda perih pake soft lens. Langsung dah, terkapar bobo.

Afterall, it's good to help my bestfriend step one more further

Setelah mengikuti bbrp wedding secara dekat, aku melihat tidaklah mudah untuk memuaskan semua orang, apalagi kalau masing2 orang merasa berkepentingan dalam sebuah masalah. Abis dah. Yang penting tutup mata,telinga dan hatimu untuk sebuah hari besar begitu.Sayang sekali, sebuah hari besar ,tapi someone bisa berbuat hal yang tidak patut dicontoh, atau menyakiti hati orang lain dengan disadari atau tidak dengan alasan apapun.

Kapan ya kawin tamasya bisa jadi trend? Mungkin aku mau merit waktu kawin tamasya lagi In aja kali ya? hehehhehe....

Ve's Bachelorette Party

Circle of Friends

Now that you start to fly

Fly hard

Now that you start to have fun

Play hard

Now that you start to get drunk

Hold us tight

Now that you start to dream

Keep our smile with you

So when you got your bad day, you can still smile with us

Lusida Vs Nyo

Di lingkungan keluarga dan teman kecil aku di kenal dengan nama Ching - Ching
Dari SD ampe SMA aku dikenal dengan nama Lusida
Dari Kuliah aku di kenal dengan nama Nyo

Itu berarti uda ampir 10 tahun aku dikenal dengan nama Nyo. Kalo dikampus kau bilang Lusida, mungkin hanya 30 % yang tahu. Tapi kalo bilang Nyo FKIP'98, ampir 90 % seisi kampus tau. Terkenal ya? hahahahha. Nah, aku sih nga terlalu mempermasalahkan aku dipanggil apa sih, jadi ya begitulah akirnya sampe detik ini temen2 kuliah masih memanggilku dengan nama beken ku.

Lalu, ada Lys yang baru kukenal sekitar 2 taon ini dari Pei. Baru lmyn deket sekitar tengah taon trakir. And OMG, she's trying to kill Nyo. Helpp!!!!! Hehehe I appreciate it Lys. Do your best. Hahaha skrg kalo ada dia yang ada cuman Lusi, nga tau napa dia musuhan ama Nyo. Jadi nga boleh ada yang menyebut namanya kalo ada dia tuh. Sementara Nyo kabur kalo ada Lys.

The Last Single Women Crown

In another 11 days, I'll be the one
Does it means that I'm the one to be left outside?
Maybe ....
I'm not asking all of you there to pull me inside
I know this is the risk that I have to face
So I'll face it with my way

This pattern has already begin
Couple of you met couple of you and then met another couple of you
And so on and so on
There's even a "wedding party" that I'm not invited into
How amazing this friendship become
I'll not blame anyone nor asking your pity

Guess that we have to walk our own path of life now?
Enjoy and Take Care

Hasil test dari Tickle.com

Lusi, you have an unusually strong psychic talent in the area of Precognition

This means you have an uncanny ability to look into the future and anticipate what is going to happen. By knowing something's going to occur, you can even change the outcome of events for the better.
Lusi, our in-depth analysis also shows you have other hidden psychic strengths including retrocognition (the ability to know what has happened in the past), telepathy (the ability to sense people's true thoughts) and clairvoyance (the ability to see the unknown).

How many soulmate I have?

Telepathy, from the Greek, tele meaning "remote" and, patheia meaning "to be affected by", is a term used to describe the transfer of information on thoughts or feelings between individuals by means other than the five classical senses

Pernahkah kau memiliki hubungan yang cukup erat dengan seseorang yang akhirnya bisa memungkinkan proses semacam telepathy diantara kalian? Asik juga ya kalo kita bisa mengasah kemampuan telepati kita, jadi bebas pulsa deh. Nga perlu susah2 sms pula :p
It's about my highschool bestfriend and I Entah apa istilahnya untuk komunikasi tanpa kontak itu, tapi kayaknya akhir2 ini terjadi cukup sering kebetulan untuk kami.Saking sering e uda rada lupa apa aja.

Yang terakir critanya aku janjian nih ma dia. Waktu mau pergi aku pake sweater item, uda mau brangkat krasa nga enak jadi ganti lagi pake kemeja cewek putih. Ternyata ... dia juga mau pake item nga jadi trus pakenya juga putih.

Dari smua kebetulan2 itu akhirnya penasaran juga. Apa bener seseorang bisa punya kontak batin dengan orang lain yang deket? So, katakanlah rabu malem aku iseng. Coba ah, jadi aku batin dia, n aku bilang kalo emang dia krasa, brarti bsok (kamis) dia bakal sms aku. Sore2, bukan hanya dia sms aku, dia juga telpon, n juga ngajak dinner bareng padahal harusnya dia ada kegiatan lain n tiba2 malas melakukannya. Doeng.... nah loh!! Kebetulan lagi?

Hahahaha whatever it is, no matter we got it or not, you're still one of my goodfriend, dear.

Kata bbrp temen dicoba aja lagi keorang lain,sapa? rahasia..... hahahha

Another Congratulation

Engagement : ........ & .........

I know the time will come
Should I feel sad, Should I feel dead
I know that you will say it
Should I feel dissapointed, Should I feel dread

You try to say "What If"
But I think we'll never know right?
Just don't ruin everything
I know I'll miss you, I know that I'll loosing you
But.....
Not in the way I'm loosing you when I'm loosing you as the one I love
Because I already loosing you a long time ago
Thanks to me
I'll just loosing you as a bestfriend I can always counting on this time

8 years
And all of that time we're stuck with the question "what if" without doing nothing
8 years you've been with her
I think it's time to go on
Go on even if that means I'm not apart of anything on your future

Congratulations...hope that you really find "the one"

Thank You Letter

I wanna say thank you for all the concern and surprises (the good and the bad) that all of you gave to me on my day. Lucky me to have you pal! Thank you ....

For Lik n Yen untuk midnight sms nya

For Cin for the call at 2.30 a.m. (Walau nga tak angkat, tidur bok!!)

For Dvs, Lily, Maria, Nyak (walo dlm kondisimu yg buruk), Meri, Melly untuk semua wish lewat sms.

For Pyor, Panci, Bo, and Ellys for the surprise and mess my studio up :

For Valen,Pre, Jus, Pei, Bus for the "lovely and special" birthday cake. Sad, you can't come.For Mut, Silvi, and Memot, Vles untuk PM di YM

For Nettie , for showing up in my studio

For my workmate Yen n Lilik for the present and the cake

For Pon and Yem for the phone call

And untuk smua yang mungkin terlewat atau tidak tersebut satu persatu, am really thank you for walking through this day with me.

Happy 27th Birthday to ..... Me :p

From Astrology.com :

Refresh and renew yourself with what July has to offer! Mercury ends its retrograde in Cancer on July 9, marking the moment that you should begin to incorporate the lifestyle changes or new ways of thinking you've confronted since the retrograde began on June 15. If you have taken care of business, so to speak, you will have the opportunity to move forward.

The new Moon in Cancer on July 14 calls for you to kick back and relax. Pleasure is beckoning now, so you should make the most of it! When Mars -- in determined Taurus -- is activated by independent Uranus on July 20, it signals the perfect time to focus on self improvement. Don't forget to think outside the box!

Too young for me to say I know everything
Too Old for me to say I'll wait
One more years has pass me by
Still that feeling haunting on me

Too young for me to decide my way of life
Too old for me to wait for ... nothing
One more years has pass me by
And it's all coming back to me now

Too young for me to stay awake at this time of midnight
Too old for me to spend my first second of my birthday this way

So I'm telling myself
Every second in this life is to precious just to say that I'm too young or to old for something
You can mention thousand of too young n too old and do .... nothing
Just believe in yourself, enjoy your life, and walk through this with brave
Whatever you lead your life into, just make sure that you're happy
Happy Birthday ... :p Amen.

Masih tentang Kebetulan

First Costumer di studio ku ber initial R. Sedikit banyak, keberuntungan yang aku dapat juga hasil promosi dia di sekolahnya. I have to say thank you to her, n wish her luck at her new college. Jadi itu crita pertamanya.

Crita ke - 2, my bestfriend DJ, sekitar 3 tahun lalu waktu merit dia membuat furniture di seseorang yg berlokasi di daerah rumahku sini. Lalu dia merekomendasikan ke Ve karna she'll getting married also.

So, tadi aku temani Ve ke tempat furniture itu. Sehabis membicarakan apa saja yang mau di kerjakan, kata punya kata, bicara punya bicara.....ternyata tak lain adalah sang empunya adalah mama dari R.

Winter?

Tahun ini rasanya semua jalan serba cepat, malah bisa dibilang lari. Setuju nga? hahaha bahkan si musim panas nga mau tinggal lama2, dia langsung lari sprint trus ngasih tongkat estafet ke musim dingin lagi. Musim dingin??? Lah gimana nga, skrg ini uda mulai hujan2 lagi tapi tidak parah sih. Cuman dinginnyaaaa.....brrrrr.

Tadi dengar di radio kita bakal berada pada kedinginan sekitar 20 derajat C (di pagi hari) sampe sekitar bulan September. Air uda mendekati air es nih kalo malem.Wahhh bayangin tuh kalo di Batu brapa derajat sekarang? brrrr.

So, ini saatnya kuarin baju musim dingin nih. Take care n jaga kesehatan deh buat kalian smua terutama yang punya masalah ama rematik. Hhahahahaha....

Crossing Life Path

I don't know how bout with you, but do you ever notice there's some people that we don't know and they don't even know us either but always around us? Let me tell you mine.

There's one girl earlier when I was in highschool. I always saw her passing me to another direction everyday when I go to my school. It's happen almost everyday. Then I go to college, still sometimes I saw her on the street.We both using motorcycle.

There's also one man. There was a time when my mother have a plan to make a boarding house, we search some advertisement on the newspaper. There's one interesting house, so we called the person who have it. He asked us to come to his house (the one he living at) not the one he sell to talk first and then his son will take us to the house we interested. Both of them is a dentist(the father and son). There was my first time met his son, then I saw him some couple time again in some different places.

Then there was my bestfriend wedding, I and one other bestfriend become the organizer. We try to find the right flourist for the wedding party. After some phone call we interested to see the flourist portfolio so the contact person (a she) tell us to come to her house. I just can't believe it, again I come to the dentist house!!!!!! And the flourist is the mother!!!!! What a coincidence??
I told you this story because I just see the son again yesterday.

Maybe I'll tell myself that maybe he's my soulmate if he doesn't have wife and kid(s). I know this just because I saw him with them a couple time. I'm not doubt that I'll see him again.

My Pepsi Collections ;p

Ayo sapa mau bantu lengkapin koleksiku? Dari negara mana aja welcome kok , cukup kalengnya aja ;p Thanks before :)

Fullmoon

Just wanna share what I saw from my house's rooftop. Isn't it beautiful?
Happy Anniversary Surabaya (tuh TP yg di poto). Happy Waisak Day buat yg ngrayain.

May Fiesta 2007

Kangennya denger kata2 itu. May Fiesta ,the (only) time in a year I see all of those face. So familiar n friendly faces. Those faces that fill up my days on my younger years. Those faces that I missed so much! Those laughs, those chat, those synical word, those harsh language, everything of those....hahaha .... I can forget all of that life matter that 2 hours. That happy face menghapus sgala kecapean.

This year, like before May fiesta diadain di BananaLeaf Mayjend. Acara ritual ini buat ngrayain ultah Vei,Hen,DJ,Ardi,Mbang,Jov,Lun yg smua jth bln Mei.By destiny they found each other n become friends n even lovers. Personel tamu kl ini sdkt berubah formasi : me, iyan (n new girlfriend vera), nico,novi,nonik,encep.

Next year or another year on the future, I hope we still can see each other pal. Just this one time in a year. Just another 2-3 hours to catch up, updating each other, and see all of that faces again. Faces that filling up that old n happy times. We grow up, we change, we take our chance in life, but let our friendship also grows with us. Nice to have u all my friends, I'll not bored to documented all of those smile. Your smile always inspired me!

One "busy" Day

Sunday, demi mendapat interior portfolio gue off kerja hari ini. Siang gitu, I menuju rumah Maria (my highschool bestfriend) buat moto bbrp sudut rumahnya. Baru kali ini juga kerumahnya yang ditinggali setelah merit. Jadi inget dulu juga sering nongkrong di rumahnya juga. Kayake the longest friendship I ever had deh. Setidaknya kami kembali aktif kontak taon ini setelah sebelumnya sedikit renggang dengan kesibukan kami sendiri2. Skrg ketemu di dunia maya ato di real world. Sekian taon, we are change, we've been through a lot of things. But, I'm glad that one thing never changes between us. We are still a bestfriend walo hmpr tdk ada kesamaan diantara kami :p
So, abis moto kami lunch di PTC. And for the first time she drives and I'm the passenger. Huahahaha you driving good pal. Trus I balek ke studio, sedikit lembur.

Sore, I met Lik n Cin without the other 2 girls in our "crazy" gank. They're my college bestfriends. Again, we've been through a lot....and here I meant really a lot of things. Then the busy years come, some of us not actually live in Sby any longer. Lik came from Jember(where she works now). We had a gathering at TP, updating each other. Then suddenly I think I miss all that "crazy years" and we were really2 crazy those days. So, we go to wuf2 karaoke at PTC (secong time in one day???) Time rushing and nga krasa akhirnya kita ambil paket happy hour ampe jam 2a.m. Ketika kita kuar, doeng ..tiada org lain di PTC kecuali kami ber3. Hahaha. Mau pulang? bisa nga dibukainn portal, so kami ke .... Taman Bungkul!! Minum red wine, nikmatin the new taman bungkul. Ada bbrp orang ber internet ria tp we're the only women there. Lmyn narik perhatian, but we just having fun n talk sampe akirnya I plg jam 5 an (portal dah buka).

Untung senin gue libur. tp ya nga libur sih cr foto interior lg di HOS ma pyor, lembur lg, trus bulutangkis.HUA!! abis sudah seger tp abis. Hahahaha, Nite nite pal! It's good to hv you all in this life.

Celebrities Human Right???

Early morning
She wakes up Knock, knock, knock on the door
It's time for makeup
Perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for
Isn't she lovely
This Hollywood girl
And they say.. She's so Lucky She's a star
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?
Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning and she keeps on winning
But tell me, what happens when it stops

cuplikan lagu dari Britney Spears yang menggambarkan kehidupan para bintang, celebrities, dan smua orang terkenal yang bisa kita lihat di tv.

Tonight, I watch some television show about PAPARAZZI. Lalu kubayangkan bagaimana rasanya jadi para celebrities itu ketika hidup mereka di intai 24 jam non-stop. Isn't it creepy?
Dari mereka bangun dan keluar beranda mereka menikmati matahari, jalan2, naik mobil, turun mobil, makan, minum, berlibur,berjemur, melahirkan, bawa anak jalan2, bawa anak ke sekolah, nonton di bioskop, ke supermarket,shopping, olahraga, bahkan waktu pinjem video. Dan segudang kegiatan mereka, setiap langkahnya selalu diikuti dan dikuntit demi menemukan sedikit celah dan kesalahan yang mereka buat.Bahkan jika sang artis berbaik hati berpose demi mendapat 1 hari ketenangan .... Paparazzi tetap tidak melepas mangsa mereka.

Begitu banyak cara mereka gunakan demi memancing emosi sang artis,termasuk mengata-ngatai,mengolok dan lain sebagainya yang sangat memalukan. Jika sang artis bereaksi maka semakin senanglah sang fotografer.
Jika celebrities marah, mengumpat, menghajar sang fotografer, melempar kamera bukankah itu suatu hal yang manusiawi? Come on, they just a human being. Bayangkan kalau ada orang asing membuntuti mu dan anak mu diam2 dalam mobil mengawasimu, bukankah insting sebagai orang tua untuk melindungi anakmu akan timbul??? Binatang aja juga begitu!!Nah kalo sudah begitu .... sang artis lah yang dianggap bersalah kalau sampai menjamah sang fotografer atau kameranya. Pengadilan akan nyuruh mrk bayar pada sang paparazzi.Weird?? Yah...sometimes we can't really expect justice in this weird world. Lalu dimana yang namanya HAM mereka??? Emang mereka tidak berhak sebagai manusia? Jadi apa dong? Bagaimana kalau seorang kriminal berkedok sebagai paparazzi dan mencelakai para celebrities ini???? HUH!!!

One thing .... it's so lucky dictionary have other word for this shallow photographer who can't respect their object so I'm not shame with who I am right now ..... A photographer!

"Desiderata" - Max Ehrmann

Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant, they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble, it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in face of sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery & broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.
Be careful. Strive to be happy.

Baru kliatan lagi puisi ini, jadi ingat puisi ini dulu diajarkan waktu kuliah... jadi bernostalgia...a good poem that make us remember....that we're worthed n have the right to be happy. All of us!

2 days eat like a pig!

16.00 1 porsi bakso
19.00 2 piring nasi + sambal
22.30 1 potong es krim
22.40 1 gelas jus anggur
23.00 1 gelas sekoteng

10.30 1 piring nasi + soto + telur orak arik
18.00 2 piring nasi goreng + 3 potong ayam bumbu kecap + sate +urap2 + buah
19.30 1 kue kukus
21.00 1 gelas susu coklat
21.00 1 porsi indomie kuah

++ camilan2 n air bergentong - gentong

Ini adalah menuku slama 2 hari di Batu n Malang. Bawaannya laperrrr mulu. Hari pertama dari sby I mampir di Taman Dayu, jemput Ve trus ke Malang main bentar, dah lama nga ngobrol. Malemnya I ke Batu tinggal di rumah Lik. We have a bestfriend wedding ceremony the next day.

Love and Mistake

Maybe the only thing (at least one of them) in this world that has no answer
Is the question : What is love?
Love can be fun, Love can be dangerous

There's a lot of feeling we have when it's deal with love
Happy,Sad,Anger,Jealous,dissapoint, possesive ...
Love can be anything

So, should be love become the only thing we think
When we have to choose our path of life?
I don't know my friend
I don't really know how it can happend in our life
How we make mistake
How we misinterpret this love

But what I really know is
We all make mistakes
Whatever it is, there's always a way to fix it
Just remember that you're not alone
We're always be here to lift you up when you're down
And I know that you'll also do that when the other down
Then we'll now that everything's gonna be okay

I can feel a lot of anger and disapointment fill the air
We hardly breath and the time ticking
Ready to take the life we have if we're not solve it right now
That's why above all of the hurt and anger feeling
I'll wishing you the best with the new family

--me--

Today Tarot Card

The Temperance card reversed suggests that extreme emotions could flare up as patience is pushed to the limit, which means built-up frustrations finally seek their release.

Once it is all out there, you can regain composure or self-control and work toward a long-term solution or compromise.

As long as you don't expect a quick fix, you can recover a balance between the stresses of daily life, personal gratification and romantic desires or relationship goals that may have been taking a back seat to emotional or sexual dysfunctions.

Take it one day at a time.

(Wow, today Tarot card said a lot bout me. Take a rest, and recover from the stresses)

KAPAN NIKAH? By A-mild

Masih jomblo?
Kapan nikah?
Tunggu apalagi
Jangan pilih - pilih
Kapan nikah?
kapan?
kapan?

May....

Maybe yes
Maybe no

ENJOY AJA!

Since I'm being the last person to married
It doesn't meant that I'll be a miserable and pathetic person, right?
Why rush?
Because the women body ticking?
Is it wrong if I just waiting for that someone
Someone who meant to be here by my side?
One side said no it's not
The other said yes that's selfish

So....I think for now....ENJOY AJA!

The Joy of Life

Last night I hv the courage
The courage to let it go
Let my job waiting

Last night I sipped the joy of life
In this tough moment
I made myself laughing so hard
I drunk and felt something unfamiliar lately
Happiness ...

Last night for a moment ... I don't feel alone
That's not my job who's standing next to me
But it's you my friends

Last night all of you remind me
There's still a life to walk on
A joy to be share
A laugh to make
A friend to hold

Thanks for being there to share your love

One Regret (Dedicated to a broken hearted friend)

One moment
One love
One person
One regret

Too old to regret
Too young to be truth
I was letting you go with the ship
Bring out the light from my life
Sailing with someone else

One isle
One soul
One wing
One regret

My body screaming
This heart bleeding everytime I hear your voice
Whenever I think of you
Wherever I go
I just wanna hold your hand

One universe
One regret
We've been together
Always together even now ...
I can see your eyes
I can feel your breath
I can hear that laugh but ...

One regret
you're not mine anymore
One regret I have no courage to tell you that I LOVE YOU
One regret I'll let you go and try to live my life without you

--me--

LOCKED

I think I have a new hobby here
Getting locked

Okay .... a couple month ago, I got locked inside my studio. I left the key outside and I couldn't reach it. Luckyly Vei dan her brother was around, they save me

A couple week ago, I got locked outside my houseAfter locked every door from inside, I close the rolling door from outside. Soo.... I couldn't get inside again to get my studio key that was inside. Then Vei, Maya and I had to sit outside the studio waiting for the customer until my family getting back 2 hours later from Lawang

Yesterday, I got locked outside my studio I couldn't get my car and house key that was locked inside my carIt was raining ... n... nobody can help this time,no one around me now

Okay, so I'm walking in the rain going to my boarding house
Climb up the door (lucky there's no other people there since it's raining)
And so lucky the other car key can be reach from my room's window. After climb the wall again, I walking back to studio n open my car

What's next???
Oh I really had to get my concentration back!

The Queen of Pentacles

The Queen of Pentacles card suggests that you could reap the benefits from this Queen's generous domestic connection, perhaps by learning from her example.

You can create the comforts of a career, home and family without being run ragged or seeming smug.

Treat each project, plant, pet or job like your baby. Foster its independence or its ability to grow big and strong.

Give someone who looks up to you another chance, or turn an error into your unique style by adding your special touch. Choose quality over quantity and love may flourish.

You might have the opportunity to nurture some sensual pleasure or acquire a more abundant and fertile environment.

There She Goes

It's been so long
when I had this feeling
It's been so hard
to remember what's this feeling stand for ...
I think it's ... alone

Some friends walkout from my way of life
Some friends still keep in touch whereever they are
Some friends still here on my way

And one of the best will have her new path of life soon
Getting along with the crowd before her
Leave me the only ladies out of the big crowd

I will miss ...1...2...3...4......................
I will miss a lot of things I can barely counting in this life
I will miss my schoolmate, I will miss my workmate
I will miss my assistant, my cashier, my make up artist
I will miss my housemate, my good counselor
I will miss you my bestfriend

We'll take different bus from here and now
But still, remember to turn around sometimes
Because I'm still here, a mile away but still on the same direction
Too catch up our own dreams

Gud luck with your new journey of life
Wish everything good for you and your love one

Ting ting ting

Tuh bunyi bel kentongan menandakan jam 3 pagi udahan. Udah lama nga denger bunyi itu, sekitar 4 tahun sejak pindah ke kos. ting ting ting. Kalo jam 12 kentongannya juga dipukul 12 kali. Trus aku berpikir, emang kentongan itu di bunyiin untuk ngasih tau jam ke sapa ya? Kan smua orang pada tidur, mang ada yang butuh tau jam brapa skrg? hehehe... any answer?

Udah lama banget rasane aku bisa melek sampe jam gini. Hiks.. nga bisa bobo. Kopi tadi siang kemanjuren...

Move to Studio

30 - 3 - 2007---12.54 a.m. Tangan udah mati rasa, mata udah lengket ama monitor. Itu dah terjadi beberapa minggu belakangan. Nope, aku nga bete kok. Cuapek tapi ya sueneng banyak costumer. Lalu, keadaan lebih menggila lagi untuk 1 bulan ke depan. Dapet job buku kenangan punya sekolahan deket sini tapi juga akan ditinggalkan oleh "tangan kanan"-ku. Menyusul bulan mei "tangan kiri"-ku juga pergi, dah mau di amputasi smua.Huks........ will miss you girls. So little time so much to do deh, otak dah mau pecah rasanya.

Pikir punya pikir, berhubung blom punya laptop akhirnya kemarin bareng sama Vei, aku "pindah" ke Studio supaya bisa kerja di malam hari juga. Hahahaha.....workaholic? Nga juga kali ya, buktinya masih bisa nge-blog malahan. Ini hanyalah tuntutan hidup demi sesuap nasi n segenggam berlian. huahauhauha......

Buat yang ngira I punya pacar makanya menghilang( I wish), yah pacar baruku ya seperangkat kompie ini. Mohon maklum untuk bbrp saat ini kalo nga bisa muncul ya. Miss you there.

Records ?

Ini pe-er nya dari Imoet soal record record an gitu. So langsung aja ya ....

Records that change your life
Nga sampe segitunya sih ....

Records that you've listened more than once
Tergantung apa yang baru aku denger kali ya. hehehe.... skrg lagi nelly furtado,sebelumnya Because of you by Kelly Clarkson.

Records that you just don't understand
Hummm kayake tuh Underground and Hard Rock gitu yang (spt kata Imoet) gedumbrangan nga jelas.

Records that made you cry
Nga sampe cry lah cuman krasa sedih gitu kali ya, humm ada show me the meaning of being lonely by backstreet boys? nga inget deh kalo lagi mau diinget gini. Aslinya sih uda melankolis .... hehehe ... ama lagu ne ebiet g ade yang tentang orang buta....dst dst ..

Records that creep the hell out of you
blom kepikiran,abis lagu-nya Gregorian or Enigma yang kata temen2 menakutkan, menurutku asik tuh. Full of mystery. Mungkin kalo yang nyanyi aku baru menakutkan bagiku.

Records you wish never been made
Apa ye? ya mungkin lagu lagu gedumbrangan yang nga jelas itu. Buat rusak tenggorokan.

Records that you've just listening
ALL THE GOOD THINGS by Nelly Furtado uda dengerin entah keberapa kali ampe Pei ngomel. Biasanya request di Pre-chan tapi akirnya dapet mp3 nya. hehehe....

Hot Shot's Angels

2 of my bestfriends and I

Yah beginilah kalo lagi bosen n jutek ma kerjaan. Jadinya pose sendiri deh, yang moto Mr. Tripod. Huauahahaha.....

When the time is come

I really don't know what will happen next
Suddenly the fog climbing down closing my road
On this street of life
I can't see clearly nor thinking clearly
It frozen and foggy

Should I go back jump to the sea
When I already on the hill top?
Should I go back to the billow and salty wave
When I already taste the sweet berry and calm wind?
Should I run down the hill
When all of my lovely friends go to the top?
Should I?

The clock ticking
Still I can't see it
The future of my life
I ran out of answer, I lost directions

A couple of months
That's all I got
I think it's going to be a very hard and rocky road after that
Please give me your wind God
You're the only one left here to help me
Swept away the fog
And show me the way

-me-

What If ?

Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change
Well I triedBut I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayedIf you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
Many roads to take
Some to joy Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change
Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayedIf you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the lineAnd still this question keep on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away'Cos I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayedIf you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know

Song By : Kate Winslet

I'm back to this Internet World

So, I'm back in 2007. Hope I can updating my long lost blog. hahaha... So let me check what missing here ....hummm ...hummm I already forget . The only thing I remembered the blog missed my trip to Thailand. But I have it upload in another blog.

Now, it's already 2 months since my studio HotShot Studio open. Everything going fine and I hope it's continued like that. 2 of my friend help me with the operational thing and it's kind of helping me a lot. Btw, since the raining season coming I shoot some interesting picture in front of my studio. Check this out ... believe me it's not on the river... it's a main road :p

New Year Resolutions for Internet Junkies

" I will answer my snail mail with the same enthusiasm with which I answer my e-mail "
" I will stop sending e-mail, YM, ICQ, and be on the phone at the same time and same person "
" I will spend less than one hour a day on the internet, that will be hard because I'm not a clock watcher "
" I will try to figure out why I "really" need 12 e-mail address and account in every new website"
" I resolve .... I resolve to...uh.. I resolve to....uh get my, er....I resolve to....uh.. get my offline work done too!"

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

The 7th International Lion Dance Judge Training

I was in Malaysia last week. I was sent by PERSOBARIN as the head organization of Barongsay in Indonesia to be there at 7th International Dragon and Lion Dance Judge Training. It's kind of fun. 4 days and 10 hours each, I learn there in the super duper cold hotel room.

At first it's kind of weird to be there between about hundred of men there. There's just 3 women in the room. 2 from Indonesia and 1 from China. But I'm also proud of that because I've become one of the first Indonesian woman who have this International Dragon and Lion Dance Judge License except my cousin who also come with me.

Blog

udah lama nga nge-blog, jadi kuberi kehormataan dia nongol sebagai judul kali ini.n... yah hanya ini lah yang akah ku blog.hauahuahuahua nga niat banget sih!

Lagi heran sama orang - orang

Katanya sih tanah airku lagi dihela bencana

Katanya sih tanah airku lagi kena demam berdara

Katanya sih tanah airku lagi kena flu burung

Katanya sih tanah airku lagi bingung bayar utang

Eh..... ternyata semuanya itu hanyalah masalah sepele

Ada yang lebih penting! Majalah Playboy Indonesia menduduki peringkat pertama masalah Bangsa.Siaga 1......siaga 1.... perang sedang berkobar! Tapi tunggu dulu.... perangnya melawan Majalah bukan kelaparan,kemiskinan, and penyakit.

Heran, napa ya kok semua pada munafik. Bukannya manusiawi kalau yang namanya manusia selalu ingin tahu??Bukannya itu yang dulu disekolah diajarkan, namanya kodrat? Dengan ditutup - tutupinya hal2 berbau sex dan sebagainya itu,bukan malah mendidik bangsa kan? Dengan minimnya sumber dan pengetahuan tentang hal itu,malah semua jadi salah kaprah.

Bukannya dunia ini sangat simple seharusnya? Yang nga mau lihat,jangan lihat.Beres! Jangan menghalangi kebebasan rasa ingin tahu orang lain donk. Sebagai manusia kalau emang imannya kuat, godaan apapun kan seharusnya tidak membuatnya kalah? Sekarang harusnya kita lihat sejauh mana kekuatan iman kita.

Kalau mau memberantas pornography kayaknya kita harus mengasingkan diri ke perut bumi kali ya? Soalnya disudut manapun di permukaan bumi rasanya uda ada itu.

Yah itu sedikit keheranan dari orang yang heran.

Back to the real world (read : jobless)

I was so that day (22-12-2005) From 6 a.m. I have to pick up some of my guest for Surabaya Gaul 2005 ( A study tour for Youth Guang Zao Clan) at the airport.

So, there I am driving in the middle of hard rain. Then a message came into my mobile phone. "We're Fired" no other explanation. HAA?? How come? And thousand of question come into my mind.

Then everything become clear when I call the office. It's time to back to real world. Let's take the positive side, at least we're rich for a while. hauhauhaha.

I'm busy now. Gud luck to all of you my workmate.Nice to work with U. Hope we can find another good future ahead.

My Best Friend Wedding

Yang satu ini bener2 menguji kesabaran.Tapi yang namanya demi my best friend ya mau gak mau harus sabar. Bayangin aja,masak perjalanan yang bisa ditempuh waktu 45 menit kemarin itu harus kutempuh selama 2 jam.Muacettt banget. Temen baekku waktu SMA si Maria akhirnya merit di Imperial Ballroom PTC. Sesampainya disana terobati sedikit kekesalan selama di perjalanan. Ketemu teman lama di SMA dulu,ngobrol2 and update kabar masing2. Ngobrol ama Maria's parents,akhirnya mereka tinggal berdua aja di rumah. Anak ceweknya dua2 skrg uda keluar rumah semua.

Standing partynya meriah and santai. Setelah beberapa lama akhirnya aku gabungan ama Maria di meja keluarga nemenin dia makan sebelum terakhir foto keluarga.

Congrat Pal...

Aku sebagai Sapi perah

I'M SICK OF IT !!!!

This is about a mistake I made in my life recently. Aku menuai benih kesalahan itu sekarang. Ingin kubuang jabatanku sebagai wakil ketua.Terdengar seperti jabatan yang keren huh?Believe me you don't want to be here in my position.

Tidak bisakah kita bekerja demi kepentingan bersama bukan kepentingan MENCARI MUKA pribadi? I'm tired! Semua orang cuman bisa ngomong,dari A-Z. Tapi nga ada yang mau jalan ngerjainnya except some of them. Kami dengan bodohnya mempersiapkan semua, dengan bodohnya mensurvey dan membuang - buang tenaga,waktu dan pikiran kami. Dan yang kami dapat cuman "Saya nga setuju,....." TITIK. Ganti semua.That's all?F*&% You! "Saya kenal dengan pengurus .... jadi kesana saja" "Saya kenal dengan pemilik hotel ... pakai sana saja sudah" (Hotel itu not even close dengan kebutuhan kami untuk acara kami!)

Aku masih punya pekerjaan lain saudara2,aku tidak meluangkan waktu hanya untuk kemudian melihat hasil pekerjaanku dihapus begitu saja hanya demi kalian orang2 terkenal dan high class. Aku akan menerima kalo itu REASONABLE.Ok,I'm nothing! But at least DO SOMETHING!
Mau menyuruh masuk mahasiswa yang lagi liburan akhir tahun?Are you Mr. President?
Come on!Get real!

Talk...Talk...Talk.. and that's the only things you can do??
Menyerahkan semua ke generasi muda bla bla bla......Kami percayakan semuanya ke generasi muda bla... bla... bla....BULL SHIT! Kalau memang mau menjadikan kami sapi perahan bilanglah dari awal, sehingga mereka yang bersedia menjadi sapi itu mengikuti kalian,not me! Yeah...aku terjebak.

The leader?And you said that you're the leader? Ow man! You know nothing bout your team!You know nothing bout the agenda!You know nothing bout everything!You don't even have A note bout your event! The only thing you can do just shout to us and asking everything done.You don't even have a picture of your event except ..... Singing good on the stage and wear a good uniform. That's all you worried about? I can give you a list of the things we have to do ASAP,but yeah I know, You don't care, you just wait everything done. Emang kamu pikir list itu bisa jalan sendiri? You don't even defense your team!

Huh...I'm sick and tired. So I'm gonna be in hybernating mode this week. Gud luck "team"!

Hari ku di camp pengungsian

Mulai 3 hari lalu aku dan beberapa temanku yang biasa berdomisili di dunia atas harus mengungsi dikarenakan "gempa kecil" telah merusak tempat kami tinggal. Beberapa lantai pecah.

Jadilah kami menganggur 1 hari menunggu jatah pembagian kamar di camp pengungsian. Hari ke 2 kami sudah mendapat tempat tinggal. Yah namanya pengungsian, jadinya aneh ditempat yang nga biasanya.Orang yang ditemui juga beda,suara2 yang masuk ke telinga juga berlainan,kabel2 berbahaya berkeliaran di sekitar kami (kalo disenggol yang teriak banyak ;p), belum lagi daya listrik tidak mencukupi jadi sebentar2 listriknya padam, blom lagi networknya putus,dsb. And problem utamanya......puanaaaaassssssss apalagi AC nga boleh diidupin sementara.HIKS!!!! HELP!!!!!

Hehehe tapi ada juga sesuatu yg membawa kegembiraan padaku di camp ini. Huahaha aku dapat anak angkat baru. Namanya Canon Powershot A610. Kereeeennnn ternyata. Walaupun beli juga harus nyicil, tapi uda seneng banget bisa megang dia sebagai ganti anak angkat ku yang telah gugur yaitu si X20.

Begini ini kalau listrik mati

Begini pula kalau network mati

Camp Pengungsian

The Death of the Independent Woman

She grab the paper
Hardly read the letter
Try to sing the song
In a perfect tone

78 years
The spirit still there
The spirit to know
what, when and how
the world turn around

Some medicine go through her vein
Following the blood,
she get from some anonim person
who willing to share their blood
Just to give her some more time
to complete her mission

"Take me home" she told us
"Being in the hospital is a horrible" she complained
"Let me live my life peacefully in my own house" she assured us

The small and homely house,
Open the wardrobe and you'll find
So clean and perfect piles of clothes
Like if somebody preparing to go travelling

Today,
She told us the plane has come
Her husband is waiting
"Where r u going?"
That's what we're asking

Going to the place
Where I can have the eternal peace
Where I can watch the news
Where I can hear the song
Where I can sew my own clothes
"Heaven" she whispered

--Dedicated to my Grandmother"

Tentang arti sebuah kepuasan

--Manusia tidak pernah puas--

Seorang pelari ditugaskan oleh pelatihnya untuk berlatih untuk jarak 200 m. Dia berlatih dan berlari tiap hari sampai suatu ketika sang pelatih menyuruhnya mencoba berlatih tanding untuk pertandingan kelas 200 m.

Si pelari dengan semangat dan percaya diri tau bahwa dirinya telah siap untuk mencapai goal itu.Garis finish telah dirasakannya.

Pelatih telah berdiri di garis finish menyiapkan pita kemenangan. Tiba di garis itu dia berpikir "Ah, kalo cuman 200 M pasti semua pelari2ku bisa mencapainya dgn mudah. Humm....aku buat 500 saja ah"
Tanpa memberitahukan maksudnya pada pelarinya,dijauhkannya tali kemenangan 300 M kedepan,dan tentu saja tidak ada yang melihatnya karena letaknya setelah tikungan.

Pelari2 bersiap,ketika pistol tanda mulai meledak bagaikan anak peluru mereka melesat. Beberapa tertinggal sedikit dibelakang,beberapa di depan. Pelari dideretan depan berlari sekuat tenaga,matanya sekilas memperhatikan tanda cat di pinggir lintasan. 50 meter......aku bisa....150 meter.....sedikit lagi......200 meter ....yeah..!! Semua pelari yang hampir bersamaan masuk garis itu memperlambat langkah dengan muka ceria. Yah...mereka berhasil sampai batas yang ditentukan.

Tapi sang pelatih datang dan marah2 kepada mereka. "Kenapa kalian berhenti? Bukankah kalian belum mencapai pita kemenangan?Kenapa kalian tidak berusaha untuk lebih lagi?"

Semua pelari itu dengan kecewa berjalan kembali ke garis start untuk mengulang lagi. Tapi tiada semangat dan percaya diri yang tadi ada dalam diri mereka.

Tewasnya foto ultah

Sabtu kemarin Pei,Hen,Len,La and aku ngasih surprise Pitria buat birthdaynya. Sampe di Excelso kita makan and minum trus Pe yg ngajak Pit ketemu dulu baru diajak ketemu kita. Alhasil sih lumayan berhasil karena si Pit seperti yang kita harapin, surprised!! hahahaha.

Trus karena kamera ku malang lagi nggondok, kita pake kamera Hendry.

Hari ini maunya sih kita transfer ke komputer untuk diliat - liat,eh kompie ku langsung teriak2 "VIRUS......VIRUS....." gitu. Alhasil aku suruh si Norton cari tau penyebab keributan itu.Trus si Norton balik lapor kalo sudah dibereskan 20 pengacau yg membuat keributan.Tapi sayang telah jatuh korban dalam peristiwa tersebut.Hanya 3 nyawa yang selamat.Sayangnya itu nyawa cadangan yang nga bisa hidup tanpa nyawa yang asli. Hiks..........let's remember it in our mind.

My life in a Month

It's been a long time since I wrote here. Separuh karna males,separuh karna terlalu repot (maklum akhir quartal),separuh lagi karna too much yang mau di tulis,separuh juga karna internet yang kayak keledai tua ini.

Jadi aku buat summaries aja ya (^.^)

2/9/2005
Temenku yang "kecil" alias Imut pergi ikut seorang samurai.Hehhehehe akhirnya dia merit dan tinggal di negeri impiannya....Jepang. Bukan hanya itu, dia juga sedang menantikan datangnya buah hatinya bersama Hiro (ato pepe ya? tauk ah ...huaha just kidding). Pesta meritnya diadain di Dian Istana,kecil aja tapi akrab. Walau banyak aa ii oo ee uu dalam persiapan pesta ini tapi akhirnya senyum itu terlukis di bibir kedua mempelai.

Setelah 6 taonan kenal orang narcist ini akhirnya dia pergi melanjutkan hidupnya di Korea untuk beberapa taon sebelum balik ke Jepang. Kangen juga sih, biasanya slalu ndegerin dia ngoceh.Hehehe..... mumpung dia nga bisa ngapa2in aku. Yah...congratulations aja dah.Take a good care

1/9/2005
Suatu hari yang aneh. Dimana untuk pertama kalinya aku bekerja seperti layaknya "orang normal" hehe maksudnya...ke kantor pagi pulang sore. Tapi ya itu masalahnya,trus kalo malem mau ngapain???
Bingung juga mau apa,mau les?mau olahraga?mau jalan2? nga tau ah gelap

30/8/2005
Kali ini tentang seorang bestfriend sejak masuk kuliah di WM dulu,temen senasib seperjuangan,temen munguti gelas/botol aqua bekas di kampus buat nutupin kerugian kegiatan Senat, temen makan durian,temen ndekor di kampus juga.

Akhirnya today dia berangkat kerja + blajar di Washington D.C. untuk 10 bulan ke depan.Sebuah kesempatan emas untuk otak dan kemampuannya yang cukup encer.

Tepat hari ini adalah ultah si Cindy, jadi kami buka grape juice di bandara dan toast bersama untuk mendoakan suksesnya Lilik and juga birthdaynya Cindy. What a day! Good luck deh...take care juga.

uhmmmm trus apa lagi ya?
Yah pokoknya mulai bulan lalu I juga ketanggungan kerjaan sebagai wakil ketua untuk panitia Surabaya Gaul 2005. Pada awal mulanya cukup mengasyikkan karna orang2nya lumayan bisa bekerjasama,tapi akhir2 ini rada jengkel juga sih karena ternyata dewan yang ada diatas kami yang nga kompak sendiri. Jadinya kami kayak terombang - ambing nga tentu arah gitu.
Sebel,kirain nga ada kerjaan kali?!

600 th Cheng Ho di Semarang

Baru balek dari Semarang. Dari Kamis uda disana dalam rangka penjurian Cheng Ho Lion Dance Championship 2005. Kejuaraan tingkat nasional nih.

Katanya sih Semarang rame banget di klenteng,di laut,katanya dimana2 ada arak2an. Tapi...hiks..aku nga menyaksikan semua itu. Aku terdampar di GOR Jati Diri di pinggiran kota dalam rangka persiapan pertandingan. Judge pertandingan kali ini diketuai langsung oleh Suhu or Master Siauw dari Malaysia.

Lalu 4 hari berikutnya baru aku melihat yang namanya semarak kota dalam perayaan besar2an Cheng Ho ini yaitu di malam terakhir sebelum ke stasiun untuk kembali ke Sby.

Kami sempat mampir di semacam bazar,pekan raya gitu.Lokasinya besar dan ramai,tapi sayang dan anehnya kenapa orang Semarang ini nga terlalu menonjolkan ke khas-an kotanya?Banyak sekali barang2 yg dijual adalah barang khas luar Semarang.Apakah akunya yang nga melihat?

Sudah cukup capek kami selama 4 hari bekerja di sana.Kami memesan kereta jam 23.30 wib untuk pulang ke Sby.Tak disangka penderitaan masih mengikuti kami. Kami harus tergeletak dan tertidur-tidur di lantai stasiun karena kereta mundur kedatangannya sampai jam 02.00 wib.

Akhirnya kami tiba di Sby jam 06.00 wib.Langsung bobo deh.Trus siang uda masuk kerja lagi.Ngantuksss....

Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough.

Now, I don't want to lose you
but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you
but I don't want to be the one to cry.

And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

(Chorus)

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you
I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.

(Chorus)

And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No

Happy Family

Mirip siapa?

Akhirnya Owen Raphael Rasmono kemarin keluar dari tempat persembunyiannya setelah hampir satu minggu di selidiki keberadaannya oleh pihak yang berwenang.

Hehehhee,another baby has come. Why I feel so old now?

Different Path

Stay back please...It doesn't work this way.
We have a very different way to go.
Stay back please...You better go now.
Take the plane and leave

I'll stay here with my dear dolphins
Swimming in this lonely and secluded beach
Drink this heavenly water
Dream my own dream
Sleep with thousands of stars hug me
Protect me from the storm

Just go now before it's too late.
Before U fall in love to the beauty of this island
And trapped here before U exploring
Thousands of big and beautiful city that you're looking for.

== Me ==

New baby born --- Abigail

Today,at about 6 a.m. a new baby girl coming to this world. The first baby in my circle of friends. It's Melky & Lily's baby.Her name is Abigail. So cute, and thanks to God they all in a good condition. Congratulations!!!! Coming soon in a couple of days....Ardi & Dj's baby!


Abigail n her mother

About Anarchist

Don't u wondering about how can Law of Nature still happens here?
In this big and metropolitan city?

Do we have a lot of wild and uneducated animal among us? We can meet them in our office,street,government office,campus,mall,market,everywhere even in our house.When they're angry or not satisfied then there'll be a riot. They're more aggressive and wild than our pet in home.

Do U have some way to feed them all? They're unlimited and you just hv your both hand.What'll you do if they can't feed themselves,they can't help U hunting even it's for them,and they also can't calm down and back U up. They just shout and force U to your limit and maybe they'll eat U if u're not feed them as soon as they want. They ruin everything in their way even the trees that standing still on the side in silent.

Now,can U say? Are we live in a big city or just in a wild nature???

Cinderella ?

Should all of us being like this one of the lifetime fairy tale icon? I don't think so...and I'm very agree with this song. I'll depend of myself before I find the key to man of my dreams's heart.

Cinderella by Tata Young

When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory

I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me

[Chorus]
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself

Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me

I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing

[Chorus]

I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free

Happy Birthday to me :-)

Hummm so lazy to write lately....but today I feel that I'm in the mood of write something because today's so special to me. Yeah...today is my birthday.A quarter of century.Being 25.

25 years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this
Brotherhood of man
For whatever that means

Some sms from lovely friends wherever they are, some phonecall, some e-mail from long lost friend,all of my colleagues and boss who celebrating it with me, dinner with family,and another dinner with my dear old friends (yeah...I'm sooo full :p) are brighten this day. A warm smile, wishes and congratulation words make it very special.Some surprise present also make it wonderful.


My colleagues and I

Second Dinner :p

Thanks to all of you my friends....wherever you are.I really appreciate all of your attention. I feel blessed cause u still remembering me that way.

Key of Love

The only problem is everything I'm looking for,
Is there in you
Lock there and become a treasure
Everyone trying to find and have it
Where did U put the key
To your treasure island?
Will I find it?

--Me--

Lilik's Poem

Oh beautiful sea
Do take me
To thy wonderful journey
Beyond what eyes can see
I promise to obey thee
And never be weak
Just one guarantee
Not to ever desert me
----Ave----

Maybe this is the end?

Remember about my decision to take both ways in front of my life lately? To work both on my parent's office in the morning and also at the beloved Excellogix office at noon until night(where I got my first job until now).Maybe I should end up one of them (the nice and friendly one)??

Yesterday my boss announced that they will close the night shift on September because of some reason. Then?? For my future,it's definetly I hv to choose to work on my family company.Oh Excellogix, You don't give me another choice again this time.You close your shiny way for me?Hummm I don't know what should I do,but for now, all I can see it's mean goodbye for me.

Hoaaaaa???Than what should I do at night?I'm not used to have so much free time.

Like Old Days

Tonight, the routine May Fiesta that we,ve been celebrate for some years was held. It's to honor some of almost half of the '98 gank birthday. The hosts/hostesses : DJ+Ardi,Vei+Hen,Pauw+Jovita,C'Lun. And tonight,maybe the last May Fiesta we have (who knows?).Next year will gonna be a lot of changes.Ardi-Dj will be busy with their child.Mut will live in Japan with her husband(even it's still unbelievable).Vei-Hen uhmm who knows? I'll be the one who still here maybe??

A lot of changes between us, especially with one of us. He choose not to come to this celebration because of no reason but the price of the food??? Hey man,do u really the one I know in that old day? Do u know that sometimes I also don't feel comfortable when I hv to come to this kind of celebration? Especially tonight when I am the only single there.But, come on they've some footprints in our life.We cross our path since we're nothing but a student.

Am Back
To where I used to belong
The quiet small room
Which used to be teh center
Of the whole world around
Flash of memory
Come and go constantly
Lugubrious joy
Grorious sadness
Such an overwhelming feeling
It has never been forgotten
Will never be
Why did we ever let go?
Because we have to move on...
-----Ave-----

All of u must be know where is it guys...Let's move on but please don't forget about this old Friendship story in this old dusty book.

About Marriage

Lately I'm wondering what's the meaning of marriage for today people?
Lately I'm wondering what's inside those couple marriage people mind when they like to have a baby even their condition isn't supported?
Lately I'm wondering what's the meaning of couple?
Lately I'm wondering what's the meaning of the phrase "....in good and bad time until die do us apart..." when a couple do the marriage ceremony in front of the church?
Lately I'm wondering should we marriage as soon as possible no matter what?
Lately I'm wondering is marriage just a joke,to get what we're dreaming on?
Lately I'm wondering is it that bad to be a single these days,before u find the right person to marriage?
Lately I'm wondering is it just a matter of a piece of legal paper?

I'm not an expert, I'm just wondering...

A little Poem...

Captain oh Captain
Don't come please don't come
Sail away oh sail away

I've already settle down here
Don't invite me to sail again with u
Just because you lost your crew
I've been build my house
Protect me from rain and storm

I know it's empty
But a lot of friends come and go here
I haven't sailing again since our last journey
Am I afraid of the seasick?
Am I waiting for another ship?

Sail away oh sail away
Captain oh Captain
Should I or shouldn't I go with U
Will I find another ship come to this harbour?

---Me---

Lamongan-Tuban-Bojonegoro Journey

Last Friday was a holiday in my Alto office. So,this time my travelling partners and I decided to go to Tuban and some places around it.Jadi kita coba lewat tol Sby-Gresik jurusan Manyar. Kluar dari Manyar kita tinggal jalan lurus aja mengikuti jalan besar itu. Sekitar 2 jam dari Sby kita sudah sampai di Gua Maharani and Wisata Bahari Lamongan (Tanjung Kodok)yang berseberangan. Karena matahari masih menyengat kita putusin masuk gua dulu. Untung sekali waktu kita didalem cuman ada sekitar 6 orang.Uda puas tembak sana sini (baca=foto2) kita keluar nyebrang ke WBL.

Di WBL kita hanya membayar tiket yang terbatas(hanya bisa memainkan beberapa wahana gratis) seharga Rp 15.000,- . Bagi yang ingin memainkan semua wahana (sekitar 26 wahana)di dalam bisa membayar tiket terusan seharga Rp 35.000,- .Disana ada jetski,kano,bumper boat,bumpercar,go-kart,motocross,rumah sakit hantu,taman air,taman kaca,kolam renang,restaurant,museum kapal dan kerang, n masih banyak lagi deh.Kita kelilingi lokasi wisata itu sampai pukul 17.00 WIB dan kita sudah diharuskan untuk keluar karena lokasi akan ditutup.Tetap saja acara tembak menembak camera blum puas terlaksana.Note : WBL ini pantas untuk dikunjungi

Kita lanjutin perjalanan menuju Tuban.Setelah sampai di kotanya,sambil jalan sembari kita mencari hotel yang cukup murah.Lalu dari rekomendasi beberapa orang Hotel Ratna di jalan Ronggolawe adalah yg disarankan.Setelah berkeliling beberapa lama kami putuskan untuk makan seafood dulu di jalan Panglima Sudirman (di sebelah toko Ana).Perlu diingat bahwa Tuban memberlakukan jalan satu arah alias kalo terlewat kita harus balik lagi satu putaran panjang lewat jalan Basuki Rahmat :( Kita makan diiringi bunyi ombak di lautan di seberang kita.

Akhirnya kita putusin check-in di Ratna. Kita ambil 1 kmr besar double bed+AC+km mandi+TV Rp 100.000,- untuk Gbus,Hertong,Panci,Jus and I and 1 kmr kecil 2singgle bed+AC+Km mandi+Tv Rp 85.000,- buat Bo n Yeyen. Setelah mandi semua sekitar pk 00.00 kita putusin kluar bentar liat Masjid di Alun2 yang unik and "rencananya" ke tepi Pantai duduk2 n ngobrol di barengi deburan ombak n mungkin minum apa yang hangat.Blarrrr batal deh, cuman hanya karna ketakutan yang tak beralasan dari bbrp orang.Ya uda, sebel abis puter jauh2 ternyata cuman mau lewat tepi pantai (yang entah udah brapa kali kita lewati)yg bener aja. Pulang dah.... bobok!

Paginya kita brangkat ke Nglirip.Kalo dari Tuban kita ke arah Montong.Akhirnya kita sampe kurang lebih 2 jam perjalanan.Nga rugi juga ternyata air terjun di Nglirip ini keren juga.Sekali lagi kita diberkati.Tak ada seorangpun disana,tidak panas n tidak hujan.Siiiipppp.....

Akhirnya kita pulang lewat Bojonegoro daripada kita balek lagi ke Tuban.Waiting for the next trip...

Maharani Cave	Tuban Mosque	Enjoy
Me	Nglirip Waterfall

Another Photos

What's the meaning of Adventure?

ad·ven·ture

1. An undertaking or enterprise of a hazardous nature.
2. An undertaking of a questionable nature, especially one involving intervention in
another state's affairs.
3. An unusual or exciting experience
4. To take a risk; dare.
5. To proceed despite risks.

It means that if we're not a risk taker don't take a risk by being an explorer,a pioneer who's always hungry to explore a new place and longing to be close to the nature. Risk taker doesn't means that he/she is a blind person who want to suicide or hurt themself without preparation or blind knowledge about the place. An adventurer preparing themselves for the worse risk but doesn't mean that they want to find troubles.

Good Luck ...

On a day like today
a young lady feels sad
For she knew the time
has come to leave
this limbo of joy and
belonging and return to the
far lonely world elsewhere.

Bravely, she forced
a smile at her friends
Without much of a second look,
she bid them farewell.

Unconsciously,
a faint smile ghosted at her mouth.
'I'll see them again soon.
Take care, my friend,
I'll be back.

(adopted from Melvin Lee Poem)

"Good Luck","See U" being my favorite word lately. Now,I hv to say it once again to a friend of mine n once again....she's my "neighbour", my officemate, and one of my travelling partner.

Have to give applaus for her because she's willing to take decision for her live even she has no idea what will she do for her life except being an artist right now.As long as you happy with your decision I'm happy for U Pal. Try your best n Gud Luck!

I know that life's full of choices.This year a lot of choices has been made by some of my friends and I. Maybe I hv to say that words once again in August to one of my bestfriend who choose to take her scholarship to Washington D.C. After some time,she decided to take it and leave her job at EF and also her boyfriend here.

C Ya, fren...

Dedicated 4 Binx (Ex Altoers,tetangga ku di kantor,adik kelasku walau nga kenal sebelumnya baek di SMA n Univ yang sama)

Friends Forever
© Mariah Hinshaw

We will be friends forever
Amigos, buddies, pals
Where you are, I’ll be
No matter how many miles
We will be friends forever
No matter how many mistakes you or I make
Because as long we are friends
There’s nothing we couldn’t take
We will be friends forever
No matter where we’ll be
Because when we leave one another behind
You’ll be in the heart of me
We will be friends forever
No matter how old we are
Because when you’re friends forever
You’ll never be too far


Maem di Wing Dome

About Trust...

"Loe boleh nga percaya sama orang,tapi kalo loe nga percaya ama orang yang sayang dgn tulus sama loe itu beda,itu sama dengan penghianatan" (Tentang Dia, Melly Goeslaw)

Menurutku kepercayaan itu sangat tinggi nilainya. Pernikahan didasarkan atas kepercayaan.Persahabatan didasarkan atas kepercayaan.Pembagian pekerjaan didasarkan atas kepercayaan. Semuanya berawal dari sebuah perasaan percaya sehingga terbentuklah suatu hubungan atau interaksi dengan sesama manusia.

Kepercayaan yang tinggi kepada kita menunjukkan bahwa harga kita di mata orang lain itu adalah tinggi juga. Oleh karena itu kepercayaan ini haruslah di jaga dengan baik. Agar supaya kita juga dihargai dengan tinggi di mata orang lain.
Apalagi kalau kita merusak kepercayaan orang terdekat kita, seperti kata film itu, itu bisa dikatakan mirip dengan penghianatan. Selain nilai kita jatuh, kita juga melukai teman,sahabat,istri,suami,atau saudara kita yang mempercayai kita.

Desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
and remember waht peace there may be in silence.
As fas as possible without surrender be on good tems with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons,they are vexatious to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career,however humble;
it is a real possesion in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your bussiness affairs;for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be Yourself.
Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is a perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,gracefully surrendering the thingsof youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God,whatever you concieve Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham,drudgery and broken dreams,it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.Strive to be happy.

---Max Ehrmann---

Back to Reality

2 ways....and I take both of it. So starting from today, I'm working on 2 places.One still the old one, at Excellogix.com and the new one is on my own family company. Hope I can stay long enough at the second one. I don't like it and I know I'll not enjoy it.I'll do my best!(hope so)

Today our last year bonus at Alto is flying away....there's a mistake or human error or whatever it called.Hiks.....And I use it to pay my new MP3 Player hehehehehe.....Thanks 4 Yunita who help me to bought it from Germany :p

Malang Trip (Again)----Batu

Third time ..... it means I've been to Malang for 3 weekend in a month.Bravo!!! Okay...this time I drive Ivon's car and there's a problem with it. I can speed it max in 80km/hour. Yeah right....the road so empthy and I've to be patience and drive slowly.It's 2a.m. when we arrive at Batu.We find a hotel for Ivon because she bring her boyfriend along with her,since it should be a ladies night and her boyfriend always come along with her in our meeting lately. Then Rosa,Cindy and I spend the night at Lilik's house. We hv a lot of chit chat about ourself lately.

When I just close my eyes at around 5 a.m. Ivon's boyfriend call us and tell us that Ivon's sick and need to go to the doctor.Ohhh.....I'm go to the hotel with Lilik and bring Ivon to the clinic,nothing serious just a problem with her stomach. Puhhhh....

Spend one more day at Batu, eat ,talk, and playing at Jatim Park with Henny.We spent the night together tonight,playing Cashflow (our favourite game). Tomorrow we (Cindy,Ivon, and her bf) gonna back to Surabaya and back to work!!!!!


Old Gang

Jember Trip

With my journey friends(bus,byor,panci,and the new and unusual one hertong), yesterday I'm going to Ambulu,Jember to see Tanjung Papuma beach. It's 5 of us and no guys going with us this time. Like usual,I'm the driver ^_^ We take about more than 3 hours ride on my car. A strange accident happen to one of the wheel before we left Surabaya.I'd to change my tire first but nothing happen to that wheel.

We arrive at the hotel at about 1 a.m and take some I don't know what should I call it?Supper or dinner? hahaha ^_^ Then we take some rest and sleep.We woke up early in the morning because we're very excited to go to the beach ASAP.

We arrive at the beach at about 9 a.m. Yeah.....we made it!!!Oh, just hear that sound of the wave and smell of that salty water.It's hot but we like it.Take a lot of picture there,it's awesome. It's forbidden to swim here because its huge wave of the south sea.

Tired but feel satisfied somehow. :p Can't wait 4 another crazy trip........

Me	Tanjung
The Rock

Another Photo

Malang Trip (Again)----Car's Wedding

Wow,yesterday is the second time in this month I go to Malang.It's because of Caroline's wedding's held in Malang.Going to Malang with the '98 gang.Iyan & his new girlfriend aren't going together with us.We bring 2 cars from Surabaya,mine and Ardi's.

We stay at Hotel Perdana,Batu(20-30 minutes) from Malang and the hotel quiet cheap and clean.We take 2 rooms,one for the boys and one for the girls.After some preparation and make up,together we go to the restaurant.Unlucky since we come a little bit late,we hv to separate so far cause the table is not enough 4 all of us.

After the wedding ceremony we going back to the hotel,the ladies clean of the make up and going to bed eventhough some of us still can't sleep.The gentlemen playing card on the other room.Not so long, Lilik and Rosa (our friend who live in Batu) come and have a chat since they haven't meet the gang for a long time.

After midnight Lilik,Rosa and I going out to buy some durian and go back to the hotel.Most of them hate durian or didn't want to eat it so Iyan,Lilik and I finish it ourself like the old time ^_^

Today we check out from the hotel and going to Malang,eat Bakso Bakar,then stop for a while at Vei's house before we playing bowling and go-kart at Puncak Dieng.

Caroline & Michael

' 98 Gang

Another Photos

Malang Trip

Yesterday I'm going to Malang with Xtien,so nice to see her again and talk a lot during the trip. We're going to see the boys (Ikang,Ian,and Iten). All of them are here because they want to avoid the black out in Bali (Nyepi celebration).They come since 9/3.

After we're arrive,I take them eat at Waroeng Steak then playing at Plaza Araya. It's already around 7p.m. when we going back to Surabaya and the boys also coming with us.

We take our dinner at Kya Kya Kembang Jepun and then still we take some snack at Citras when C Fong (Xtien older sister) calling and ask us to join her at RedBoxx.I take them to some popular night place of Surabaya.

We take a drink and listen to the hard music and sometimes the boys also dance.We left RedBoxx at about 3 a.m. I certainly will not going home at this time.Xtien ask me to sleep at the hotel together with her and the boys(luckyly the place is big enough for all of us)


Bali Gang

What will Happen?

Where are we on 5 or 10 years later?
Mungkin kita akan bertemu di sebuah cafe (ato rumah Ardi - Dj,like always)
Duduk dan berceloteh dan tertawa dan menanyakan
"How's your life?" "Gimana kabarmu?" "Sekarang ngapain?"
Mungkin dengan anak2 berteriak dan berlari di sekeliling kita
Mungkin salah satu dari kita sibuk menyusui bayinya
Mungkin salah satu dari kita menggendong bayi yang lain
Mungkin salah satu dari kita blajar lagi ke luar negeri
Mungkin salah satu dari kita tlah berkeliling dunia
Mungkin salah satu dari kita menjadi ibu rumah tangga yang baik
Mungkin salah satu dari kita terlalu sibuk dengan pekerjaan (sampe2 masih single)
Mungkin pembicaraan kita tidak lagi connect(jadi musti blajar telepati kayak Iyan n Botak)

Hahaha yesterday '98 gank kumpul2 ngrayain Imut's birthday and mumpung Sheila di Sby (lagi blajar di Germany). Melihat mereka smua jadi ingat mereka yang dulu dan perubahan mereka sekarang. Otomatis jadi berpikir...hemmm...kita akan jadi seperti apa ya di masa yang akan datang?

People change but...keep up the team guys...miss u all.