Key of Love

The only problem is everything I'm looking for,
Is there in you
Lock there and become a treasure
Everyone trying to find and have it
Where did U put the key
To your treasure island?
Will I find it?

--Me--

Lilik's Poem

Oh beautiful sea
Do take me
To thy wonderful journey
Beyond what eyes can see
I promise to obey thee
And never be weak
Just one guarantee
Not to ever desert me
----Ave----

Maybe this is the end?

Remember about my decision to take both ways in front of my life lately? To work both on my parent's office in the morning and also at the beloved Excellogix office at noon until night(where I got my first job until now).Maybe I should end up one of them (the nice and friendly one)??

Yesterday my boss announced that they will close the night shift on September because of some reason. Then?? For my future,it's definetly I hv to choose to work on my family company.Oh Excellogix, You don't give me another choice again this time.You close your shiny way for me?Hummm I don't know what should I do,but for now, all I can see it's mean goodbye for me.

Hoaaaaa???Than what should I do at night?I'm not used to have so much free time.

Like Old Days

Tonight, the routine May Fiesta that we,ve been celebrate for some years was held. It's to honor some of almost half of the '98 gank birthday. The hosts/hostesses : DJ+Ardi,Vei+Hen,Pauw+Jovita,C'Lun. And tonight,maybe the last May Fiesta we have (who knows?).Next year will gonna be a lot of changes.Ardi-Dj will be busy with their child.Mut will live in Japan with her husband(even it's still unbelievable).Vei-Hen uhmm who knows? I'll be the one who still here maybe??

A lot of changes between us, especially with one of us. He choose not to come to this celebration because of no reason but the price of the food??? Hey man,do u really the one I know in that old day? Do u know that sometimes I also don't feel comfortable when I hv to come to this kind of celebration? Especially tonight when I am the only single there.But, come on they've some footprints in our life.We cross our path since we're nothing but a student.

Am Back
To where I used to belong
The quiet small room
Which used to be teh center
Of the whole world around
Flash of memory
Come and go constantly
Lugubrious joy
Grorious sadness
Such an overwhelming feeling
It has never been forgotten
Will never be
Why did we ever let go?
Because we have to move on...
-----Ave-----

All of u must be know where is it guys...Let's move on but please don't forget about this old Friendship story in this old dusty book.

About Marriage

Lately I'm wondering what's the meaning of marriage for today people?
Lately I'm wondering what's inside those couple marriage people mind when they like to have a baby even their condition isn't supported?
Lately I'm wondering what's the meaning of couple?
Lately I'm wondering what's the meaning of the phrase "....in good and bad time until die do us apart..." when a couple do the marriage ceremony in front of the church?
Lately I'm wondering should we marriage as soon as possible no matter what?
Lately I'm wondering is marriage just a joke,to get what we're dreaming on?
Lately I'm wondering is it that bad to be a single these days,before u find the right person to marriage?
Lately I'm wondering is it just a matter of a piece of legal paper?

I'm not an expert, I'm just wondering...