Love and Mistake

Maybe the only thing (at least one of them) in this world that has no answer
Is the question : What is love?
Love can be fun, Love can be dangerous

There's a lot of feeling we have when it's deal with love
Happy,Sad,Anger,Jealous,dissapoint, possesive ...
Love can be anything

So, should be love become the only thing we think
When we have to choose our path of life?
I don't know my friend
I don't really know how it can happend in our life
How we make mistake
How we misinterpret this love

But what I really know is
We all make mistakes
Whatever it is, there's always a way to fix it
Just remember that you're not alone
We're always be here to lift you up when you're down
And I know that you'll also do that when the other down
Then we'll now that everything's gonna be okay

I can feel a lot of anger and disapointment fill the air
We hardly breath and the time ticking
Ready to take the life we have if we're not solve it right now
That's why above all of the hurt and anger feeling
I'll wishing you the best with the new family

--me--

Today Tarot Card

The Temperance card reversed suggests that extreme emotions could flare up as patience is pushed to the limit, which means built-up frustrations finally seek their release.

Once it is all out there, you can regain composure or self-control and work toward a long-term solution or compromise.

As long as you don't expect a quick fix, you can recover a balance between the stresses of daily life, personal gratification and romantic desires or relationship goals that may have been taking a back seat to emotional or sexual dysfunctions.

Take it one day at a time.

(Wow, today Tarot card said a lot bout me. Take a rest, and recover from the stresses)

KAPAN NIKAH? By A-mild

Masih jomblo?
Kapan nikah?
Tunggu apalagi
Jangan pilih - pilih
Kapan nikah?
kapan?
kapan?

May....

Maybe yes
Maybe no

ENJOY AJA!

Since I'm being the last person to married
It doesn't meant that I'll be a miserable and pathetic person, right?
Why rush?
Because the women body ticking?
Is it wrong if I just waiting for that someone
Someone who meant to be here by my side?
One side said no it's not
The other said yes that's selfish

So....I think for now....ENJOY AJA!

The Joy of Life

Last night I hv the courage
The courage to let it go
Let my job waiting

Last night I sipped the joy of life
In this tough moment
I made myself laughing so hard
I drunk and felt something unfamiliar lately
Happiness ...

Last night for a moment ... I don't feel alone
That's not my job who's standing next to me
But it's you my friends

Last night all of you remind me
There's still a life to walk on
A joy to be share
A laugh to make
A friend to hold

Thanks for being there to share your love

One Regret (Dedicated to a broken hearted friend)

One moment
One love
One person
One regret

Too old to regret
Too young to be truth
I was letting you go with the ship
Bring out the light from my life
Sailing with someone else

One isle
One soul
One wing
One regret

My body screaming
This heart bleeding everytime I hear your voice
Whenever I think of you
Wherever I go
I just wanna hold your hand

One universe
One regret
We've been together
Always together even now ...
I can see your eyes
I can feel your breath
I can hear that laugh but ...

One regret
you're not mine anymore
One regret I have no courage to tell you that I LOVE YOU
One regret I'll let you go and try to live my life without you

--me--

LOCKED

I think I have a new hobby here
Getting locked

Okay .... a couple month ago, I got locked inside my studio. I left the key outside and I couldn't reach it. Luckyly Vei dan her brother was around, they save me

A couple week ago, I got locked outside my houseAfter locked every door from inside, I close the rolling door from outside. Soo.... I couldn't get inside again to get my studio key that was inside. Then Vei, Maya and I had to sit outside the studio waiting for the customer until my family getting back 2 hours later from Lawang

Yesterday, I got locked outside my studio I couldn't get my car and house key that was locked inside my carIt was raining ... n... nobody can help this time,no one around me now

Okay, so I'm walking in the rain going to my boarding house
Climb up the door (lucky there's no other people there since it's raining)
And so lucky the other car key can be reach from my room's window. After climb the wall again, I walking back to studio n open my car

What's next???
Oh I really had to get my concentration back!

The Queen of Pentacles

The Queen of Pentacles card suggests that you could reap the benefits from this Queen's generous domestic connection, perhaps by learning from her example.

You can create the comforts of a career, home and family without being run ragged or seeming smug.

Treat each project, plant, pet or job like your baby. Foster its independence or its ability to grow big and strong.

Give someone who looks up to you another chance, or turn an error into your unique style by adding your special touch. Choose quality over quantity and love may flourish.

You might have the opportunity to nurture some sensual pleasure or acquire a more abundant and fertile environment.

There She Goes

It's been so long
when I had this feeling
It's been so hard
to remember what's this feeling stand for ...
I think it's ... alone

Some friends walkout from my way of life
Some friends still keep in touch whereever they are
Some friends still here on my way

And one of the best will have her new path of life soon
Getting along with the crowd before her
Leave me the only ladies out of the big crowd

I will miss ...1...2...3...4......................
I will miss a lot of things I can barely counting in this life
I will miss my schoolmate, I will miss my workmate
I will miss my assistant, my cashier, my make up artist
I will miss my housemate, my good counselor
I will miss you my bestfriend

We'll take different bus from here and now
But still, remember to turn around sometimes
Because I'm still here, a mile away but still on the same direction
Too catch up our own dreams

Gud luck with your new journey of life
Wish everything good for you and your love one

Ting ting ting

Tuh bunyi bel kentongan menandakan jam 3 pagi udahan. Udah lama nga denger bunyi itu, sekitar 4 tahun sejak pindah ke kos. ting ting ting. Kalo jam 12 kentongannya juga dipukul 12 kali. Trus aku berpikir, emang kentongan itu di bunyiin untuk ngasih tau jam ke sapa ya? Kan smua orang pada tidur, mang ada yang butuh tau jam brapa skrg? hehehe... any answer?

Udah lama banget rasane aku bisa melek sampe jam gini. Hiks.. nga bisa bobo. Kopi tadi siang kemanjuren...