Yang satu ini bener2 menguji kesabaran.Tapi yang namanya demi my best friend ya mau gak mau harus sabar. Bayangin aja,masak perjalanan yang bisa ditempuh waktu 45 menit kemarin itu harus kutempuh selama 2 jam.Muacettt banget. Temen baekku waktu SMA si Maria akhirnya merit di Imperial Ballroom PTC. Sesampainya disana terobati sedikit kekesalan selama di perjalanan. Ketemu teman lama di SMA dulu,ngobrol2 and update kabar masing2. Ngobrol ama Maria's parents,akhirnya mereka tinggal berdua aja di rumah. Anak ceweknya dua2 skrg uda keluar rumah semua.
Standing partynya meriah and santai. Setelah beberapa lama akhirnya aku gabungan ama Maria di meja keluarga nemenin dia makan sebelum terakhir foto keluarga.
Congrat Pal...
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Aku sebagai Sapi perah
I'M SICK OF IT !!!!
This is about a mistake I made in my life recently. Aku menuai benih kesalahan itu sekarang. Ingin kubuang jabatanku sebagai wakil ketua.Terdengar seperti jabatan yang keren huh?Believe me you don't want to be here in my position.
Tidak bisakah kita bekerja demi kepentingan bersama bukan kepentingan MENCARI MUKA pribadi? I'm tired! Semua orang cuman bisa ngomong,dari A-Z. Tapi nga ada yang mau jalan ngerjainnya except some of them. Kami dengan bodohnya mempersiapkan semua, dengan bodohnya mensurvey dan membuang - buang tenaga,waktu dan pikiran kami. Dan yang kami dapat cuman "Saya nga setuju,....." TITIK. Ganti semua.That's all?F*&% You! "Saya kenal dengan pengurus .... jadi kesana saja" "Saya kenal dengan pemilik hotel ... pakai sana saja sudah" (Hotel itu not even close dengan kebutuhan kami untuk acara kami!)
Aku masih punya pekerjaan lain saudara2,aku tidak meluangkan waktu hanya untuk kemudian melihat hasil pekerjaanku dihapus begitu saja hanya demi kalian orang2 terkenal dan high class. Aku akan menerima kalo itu REASONABLE.Ok,I'm nothing! But at least DO SOMETHING!
Mau menyuruh masuk mahasiswa yang lagi liburan akhir tahun?Are you Mr. President?
Come on!Get real!
Talk...Talk...Talk.. and that's the only things you can do??
Menyerahkan semua ke generasi muda bla bla bla......Kami percayakan semuanya ke generasi muda bla... bla... bla....BULL SHIT! Kalau memang mau menjadikan kami sapi perahan bilanglah dari awal, sehingga mereka yang bersedia menjadi sapi itu mengikuti kalian,not me! Yeah...aku terjebak.
The leader?And you said that you're the leader? Ow man! You know nothing bout your team!You know nothing bout the agenda!You know nothing bout everything!You don't even have A note bout your event! The only thing you can do just shout to us and asking everything done.You don't even have a picture of your event except ..... Singing good on the stage and wear a good uniform. That's all you worried about? I can give you a list of the things we have to do ASAP,but yeah I know, You don't care, you just wait everything done. Emang kamu pikir list itu bisa jalan sendiri? You don't even defense your team!
Huh...I'm sick and tired. So I'm gonna be in hybernating mode this week. Gud luck "team"!
This is about a mistake I made in my life recently. Aku menuai benih kesalahan itu sekarang. Ingin kubuang jabatanku sebagai wakil ketua.Terdengar seperti jabatan yang keren huh?Believe me you don't want to be here in my position.
Tidak bisakah kita bekerja demi kepentingan bersama bukan kepentingan MENCARI MUKA pribadi? I'm tired! Semua orang cuman bisa ngomong,dari A-Z. Tapi nga ada yang mau jalan ngerjainnya except some of them. Kami dengan bodohnya mempersiapkan semua, dengan bodohnya mensurvey dan membuang - buang tenaga,waktu dan pikiran kami. Dan yang kami dapat cuman "Saya nga setuju,....." TITIK. Ganti semua.That's all?F*&% You! "Saya kenal dengan pengurus .... jadi kesana saja" "Saya kenal dengan pemilik hotel ... pakai sana saja sudah" (Hotel itu not even close dengan kebutuhan kami untuk acara kami!)
Aku masih punya pekerjaan lain saudara2,aku tidak meluangkan waktu hanya untuk kemudian melihat hasil pekerjaanku dihapus begitu saja hanya demi kalian orang2 terkenal dan high class. Aku akan menerima kalo itu REASONABLE.Ok,I'm nothing! But at least DO SOMETHING!
Mau menyuruh masuk mahasiswa yang lagi liburan akhir tahun?Are you Mr. President?
Come on!Get real!
Talk...Talk...Talk.. and that's the only things you can do??
Menyerahkan semua ke generasi muda bla bla bla......Kami percayakan semuanya ke generasi muda bla... bla... bla....BULL SHIT! Kalau memang mau menjadikan kami sapi perahan bilanglah dari awal, sehingga mereka yang bersedia menjadi sapi itu mengikuti kalian,not me! Yeah...aku terjebak.
The leader?And you said that you're the leader? Ow man! You know nothing bout your team!You know nothing bout the agenda!You know nothing bout everything!You don't even have A note bout your event! The only thing you can do just shout to us and asking everything done.You don't even have a picture of your event except ..... Singing good on the stage and wear a good uniform. That's all you worried about? I can give you a list of the things we have to do ASAP,but yeah I know, You don't care, you just wait everything done. Emang kamu pikir list itu bisa jalan sendiri? You don't even defense your team!
Huh...I'm sick and tired. So I'm gonna be in hybernating mode this week. Gud luck "team"!
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Hari ku di camp pengungsian
Mulai 3 hari lalu aku dan beberapa temanku yang biasa berdomisili di dunia atas harus mengungsi dikarenakan "gempa kecil" telah merusak tempat kami tinggal. Beberapa lantai pecah.
Jadilah kami menganggur 1 hari menunggu jatah pembagian kamar di camp pengungsian. Hari ke 2 kami sudah mendapat tempat tinggal. Yah namanya pengungsian, jadinya aneh ditempat yang nga biasanya.Orang yang ditemui juga beda,suara2 yang masuk ke telinga juga berlainan,kabel2 berbahaya berkeliaran di sekitar kami (kalo disenggol yang teriak banyak ;p), belum lagi daya listrik tidak mencukupi jadi sebentar2 listriknya padam, blom lagi networknya putus,dsb. And problem utamanya......puanaaaaassssssss apalagi AC nga boleh diidupin sementara.HIKS!!!! HELP!!!!!
Hehehe tapi ada juga sesuatu yg membawa kegembiraan padaku di camp ini. Huahaha aku dapat anak angkat baru. Namanya Canon Powershot A610. Kereeeennnn ternyata. Walaupun beli juga harus nyicil, tapi uda seneng banget bisa megang dia sebagai ganti anak angkat ku yang telah gugur yaitu si X20.
Jadilah kami menganggur 1 hari menunggu jatah pembagian kamar di camp pengungsian. Hari ke 2 kami sudah mendapat tempat tinggal. Yah namanya pengungsian, jadinya aneh ditempat yang nga biasanya.Orang yang ditemui juga beda,suara2 yang masuk ke telinga juga berlainan,kabel2 berbahaya berkeliaran di sekitar kami (kalo disenggol yang teriak banyak ;p), belum lagi daya listrik tidak mencukupi jadi sebentar2 listriknya padam, blom lagi networknya putus,dsb. And problem utamanya......puanaaaaassssssss apalagi AC nga boleh diidupin sementara.HIKS!!!! HELP!!!!!
Hehehe tapi ada juga sesuatu yg membawa kegembiraan padaku di camp ini. Huahaha aku dapat anak angkat baru. Namanya Canon Powershot A610. Kereeeennnn ternyata. Walaupun beli juga harus nyicil, tapi uda seneng banget bisa megang dia sebagai ganti anak angkat ku yang telah gugur yaitu si X20.
Begini ini kalau listrik mati
Begini pula kalau network mati
Camp Pengungsian
Friday, October 21, 2005
The Death of the Independent Woman
She grab the paper
Hardly read the letter
Try to sing the song
In a perfect tone
78 years
The spirit still there
The spirit to know
what, when and how
the world turn around
Some medicine go through her vein
Following the blood,
she get from some anonim person
who willing to share their blood
Just to give her some more time
to complete her mission
"Take me home" she told us
"Being in the hospital is a horrible" she complained
"Let me live my life peacefully in my own house" she assured us
The small and homely house,
Open the wardrobe and you'll find
So clean and perfect piles of clothes
Like if somebody preparing to go travelling
Today,
She told us the plane has come
Her husband is waiting
"Where r u going?"
That's what we're asking
Going to the place
Where I can have the eternal peace
Where I can watch the news
Where I can hear the song
Where I can sew my own clothes
"Heaven" she whispered
--Dedicated to my Grandmother"
Hardly read the letter
Try to sing the song
In a perfect tone
78 years
The spirit still there
The spirit to know
what, when and how
the world turn around
Some medicine go through her vein
Following the blood,
she get from some anonim person
who willing to share their blood
Just to give her some more time
to complete her mission
"Take me home" she told us
"Being in the hospital is a horrible" she complained
"Let me live my life peacefully in my own house" she assured us
The small and homely house,
Open the wardrobe and you'll find
So clean and perfect piles of clothes
Like if somebody preparing to go travelling
Today,
She told us the plane has come
Her husband is waiting
"Where r u going?"
That's what we're asking
Going to the place
Where I can have the eternal peace
Where I can watch the news
Where I can hear the song
Where I can sew my own clothes
"Heaven" she whispered
--Dedicated to my Grandmother"
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Tentang arti sebuah kepuasan
--Manusia tidak pernah puas--
Seorang pelari ditugaskan oleh pelatihnya untuk berlatih untuk jarak 200 m. Dia berlatih dan berlari tiap hari sampai suatu ketika sang pelatih menyuruhnya mencoba berlatih tanding untuk pertandingan kelas 200 m.
Si pelari dengan semangat dan percaya diri tau bahwa dirinya telah siap untuk mencapai goal itu.Garis finish telah dirasakannya.
Pelatih telah berdiri di garis finish menyiapkan pita kemenangan. Tiba di garis itu dia berpikir "Ah, kalo cuman 200 M pasti semua pelari2ku bisa mencapainya dgn mudah. Humm....aku buat 500 saja ah"
Tanpa memberitahukan maksudnya pada pelarinya,dijauhkannya tali kemenangan 300 M kedepan,dan tentu saja tidak ada yang melihatnya karena letaknya setelah tikungan.
Pelari2 bersiap,ketika pistol tanda mulai meledak bagaikan anak peluru mereka melesat. Beberapa tertinggal sedikit dibelakang,beberapa di depan. Pelari dideretan depan berlari sekuat tenaga,matanya sekilas memperhatikan tanda cat di pinggir lintasan. 50 meter......aku bisa....150 meter.....sedikit lagi......200 meter ....yeah..!! Semua pelari yang hampir bersamaan masuk garis itu memperlambat langkah dengan muka ceria. Yah...mereka berhasil sampai batas yang ditentukan.
Tapi sang pelatih datang dan marah2 kepada mereka. "Kenapa kalian berhenti? Bukankah kalian belum mencapai pita kemenangan?Kenapa kalian tidak berusaha untuk lebih lagi?"
Semua pelari itu dengan kecewa berjalan kembali ke garis start untuk mengulang lagi. Tapi tiada semangat dan percaya diri yang tadi ada dalam diri mereka.
Seorang pelari ditugaskan oleh pelatihnya untuk berlatih untuk jarak 200 m. Dia berlatih dan berlari tiap hari sampai suatu ketika sang pelatih menyuruhnya mencoba berlatih tanding untuk pertandingan kelas 200 m.
Si pelari dengan semangat dan percaya diri tau bahwa dirinya telah siap untuk mencapai goal itu.Garis finish telah dirasakannya.
Pelatih telah berdiri di garis finish menyiapkan pita kemenangan. Tiba di garis itu dia berpikir "Ah, kalo cuman 200 M pasti semua pelari2ku bisa mencapainya dgn mudah. Humm....aku buat 500 saja ah"
Tanpa memberitahukan maksudnya pada pelarinya,dijauhkannya tali kemenangan 300 M kedepan,dan tentu saja tidak ada yang melihatnya karena letaknya setelah tikungan.
Pelari2 bersiap,ketika pistol tanda mulai meledak bagaikan anak peluru mereka melesat. Beberapa tertinggal sedikit dibelakang,beberapa di depan. Pelari dideretan depan berlari sekuat tenaga,matanya sekilas memperhatikan tanda cat di pinggir lintasan. 50 meter......aku bisa....150 meter.....sedikit lagi......200 meter ....yeah..!! Semua pelari yang hampir bersamaan masuk garis itu memperlambat langkah dengan muka ceria. Yah...mereka berhasil sampai batas yang ditentukan.
Tapi sang pelatih datang dan marah2 kepada mereka. "Kenapa kalian berhenti? Bukankah kalian belum mencapai pita kemenangan?Kenapa kalian tidak berusaha untuk lebih lagi?"
Semua pelari itu dengan kecewa berjalan kembali ke garis start untuk mengulang lagi. Tapi tiada semangat dan percaya diri yang tadi ada dalam diri mereka.
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Tewasnya foto ultah
Sabtu kemarin Pei,Hen,Len,La and aku ngasih surprise Pitria buat birthdaynya. Sampe di Excelso kita makan and minum trus Pe yg ngajak Pit ketemu dulu baru diajak ketemu kita. Alhasil sih lumayan berhasil karena si Pit seperti yang kita harapin, surprised!! hahahaha.
Trus karena kamera ku malang lagi nggondok, kita pake kamera Hendry.
Hari ini maunya sih kita transfer ke komputer untuk diliat - liat,eh kompie ku langsung teriak2 "VIRUS......VIRUS....." gitu. Alhasil aku suruh si Norton cari tau penyebab keributan itu.Trus si Norton balik lapor kalo sudah dibereskan 20 pengacau yg membuat keributan.Tapi sayang telah jatuh korban dalam peristiwa tersebut.Hanya 3 nyawa yang selamat.Sayangnya itu nyawa cadangan yang nga bisa hidup tanpa nyawa yang asli. Hiks..........let's remember it in our mind.
Trus karena kamera ku malang lagi nggondok, kita pake kamera Hendry.
Hari ini maunya sih kita transfer ke komputer untuk diliat - liat,eh kompie ku langsung teriak2 "VIRUS......VIRUS....." gitu. Alhasil aku suruh si Norton cari tau penyebab keributan itu.Trus si Norton balik lapor kalo sudah dibereskan 20 pengacau yg membuat keributan.Tapi sayang telah jatuh korban dalam peristiwa tersebut.Hanya 3 nyawa yang selamat.Sayangnya itu nyawa cadangan yang nga bisa hidup tanpa nyawa yang asli. Hiks..........let's remember it in our mind.
Thursday, September 08, 2005
My life in a Month
It's been a long time since I wrote here. Separuh karna males,separuh karna terlalu repot (maklum akhir quartal),separuh lagi karna too much yang mau di tulis,separuh juga karna internet yang kayak keledai tua ini.
Jadi aku buat summaries aja ya (^.^)
2/9/2005
Temenku yang "kecil" alias Imut pergi ikut seorang samurai.Hehhehehe akhirnya dia merit dan tinggal di negeri impiannya....Jepang. Bukan hanya itu, dia juga sedang menantikan datangnya buah hatinya bersama Hiro (ato pepe ya? tauk ah ...huaha just kidding). Pesta meritnya diadain di Dian Istana,kecil aja tapi akrab. Walau banyak aa ii oo ee uu dalam persiapan pesta ini tapi akhirnya senyum itu terlukis di bibir kedua mempelai.
Setelah 6 taonan kenal orang narcist ini akhirnya dia pergi melanjutkan hidupnya di Korea untuk beberapa taon sebelum balik ke Jepang. Kangen juga sih, biasanya slalu ndegerin dia ngoceh.Hehehe..... mumpung dia nga bisa ngapa2in aku. Yah...congratulations aja dah.Take a good care
1/9/2005
Suatu hari yang aneh. Dimana untuk pertama kalinya aku bekerja seperti layaknya "orang normal" hehe maksudnya...ke kantor pagi pulang sore. Tapi ya itu masalahnya,trus kalo malem mau ngapain???
Bingung juga mau apa,mau les?mau olahraga?mau jalan2? nga tau ah gelap
30/8/2005
Kali ini tentang seorang bestfriend sejak masuk kuliah di WM dulu,temen senasib seperjuangan,temen munguti gelas/botol aqua bekas di kampus buat nutupin kerugian kegiatan Senat, temen makan durian,temen ndekor di kampus juga.
Akhirnya today dia berangkat kerja + blajar di Washington D.C. untuk 10 bulan ke depan.Sebuah kesempatan emas untuk otak dan kemampuannya yang cukup encer.
Tepat hari ini adalah ultah si Cindy, jadi kami buka grape juice di bandara dan toast bersama untuk mendoakan suksesnya Lilik and juga birthdaynya Cindy. What a day! Good luck deh...take care juga.
uhmmmm trus apa lagi ya?
Yah pokoknya mulai bulan lalu I juga ketanggungan kerjaan sebagai wakil ketua untuk panitia Surabaya Gaul 2005. Pada awal mulanya cukup mengasyikkan karna orang2nya lumayan bisa bekerjasama,tapi akhir2 ini rada jengkel juga sih karena ternyata dewan yang ada diatas kami yang nga kompak sendiri. Jadinya kami kayak terombang - ambing nga tentu arah gitu.
Sebel,kirain nga ada kerjaan kali?!
Jadi aku buat summaries aja ya (^.^)
2/9/2005
Temenku yang "kecil" alias Imut pergi ikut seorang samurai.Hehhehehe akhirnya dia merit dan tinggal di negeri impiannya....Jepang. Bukan hanya itu, dia juga sedang menantikan datangnya buah hatinya bersama Hiro (ato pepe ya? tauk ah ...huaha just kidding). Pesta meritnya diadain di Dian Istana,kecil aja tapi akrab. Walau banyak aa ii oo ee uu dalam persiapan pesta ini tapi akhirnya senyum itu terlukis di bibir kedua mempelai.
Setelah 6 taonan kenal orang narcist ini akhirnya dia pergi melanjutkan hidupnya di Korea untuk beberapa taon sebelum balik ke Jepang. Kangen juga sih, biasanya slalu ndegerin dia ngoceh.Hehehe..... mumpung dia nga bisa ngapa2in aku. Yah...congratulations aja dah.Take a good care
1/9/2005
Suatu hari yang aneh. Dimana untuk pertama kalinya aku bekerja seperti layaknya "orang normal" hehe maksudnya...ke kantor pagi pulang sore. Tapi ya itu masalahnya,trus kalo malem mau ngapain???
Bingung juga mau apa,mau les?mau olahraga?mau jalan2? nga tau ah gelap
30/8/2005
Kali ini tentang seorang bestfriend sejak masuk kuliah di WM dulu,temen senasib seperjuangan,temen munguti gelas/botol aqua bekas di kampus buat nutupin kerugian kegiatan Senat, temen makan durian,temen ndekor di kampus juga.
Akhirnya today dia berangkat kerja + blajar di Washington D.C. untuk 10 bulan ke depan.Sebuah kesempatan emas untuk otak dan kemampuannya yang cukup encer.
Tepat hari ini adalah ultah si Cindy, jadi kami buka grape juice di bandara dan toast bersama untuk mendoakan suksesnya Lilik and juga birthdaynya Cindy. What a day! Good luck deh...take care juga.
uhmmmm trus apa lagi ya?
Yah pokoknya mulai bulan lalu I juga ketanggungan kerjaan sebagai wakil ketua untuk panitia Surabaya Gaul 2005. Pada awal mulanya cukup mengasyikkan karna orang2nya lumayan bisa bekerjasama,tapi akhir2 ini rada jengkel juga sih karena ternyata dewan yang ada diatas kami yang nga kompak sendiri. Jadinya kami kayak terombang - ambing nga tentu arah gitu.
Sebel,kirain nga ada kerjaan kali?!
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
600 th Cheng Ho di Semarang
Baru balek dari Semarang. Dari Kamis uda disana dalam rangka penjurian Cheng Ho Lion Dance Championship 2005. Kejuaraan tingkat nasional nih.
Katanya sih Semarang rame banget di klenteng,di laut,katanya dimana2 ada arak2an. Tapi...hiks..aku nga menyaksikan semua itu. Aku terdampar di GOR Jati Diri di pinggiran kota dalam rangka persiapan pertandingan. Judge pertandingan kali ini diketuai langsung oleh Suhu or Master Siauw dari Malaysia.
Lalu 4 hari berikutnya baru aku melihat yang namanya semarak kota dalam perayaan besar2an Cheng Ho ini yaitu di malam terakhir sebelum ke stasiun untuk kembali ke Sby.
Kami sempat mampir di semacam bazar,pekan raya gitu.Lokasinya besar dan ramai,tapi sayang dan anehnya kenapa orang Semarang ini nga terlalu menonjolkan ke khas-an kotanya?Banyak sekali barang2 yg dijual adalah barang khas luar Semarang.Apakah akunya yang nga melihat?
Sudah cukup capek kami selama 4 hari bekerja di sana.Kami memesan kereta jam 23.30 wib untuk pulang ke Sby.Tak disangka penderitaan masih mengikuti kami. Kami harus tergeletak dan tertidur-tidur di lantai stasiun karena kereta mundur kedatangannya sampai jam 02.00 wib.
Akhirnya kami tiba di Sby jam 06.00 wib.Langsung bobo deh.Trus siang uda masuk kerja lagi.Ngantuksss....
Katanya sih Semarang rame banget di klenteng,di laut,katanya dimana2 ada arak2an. Tapi...hiks..aku nga menyaksikan semua itu. Aku terdampar di GOR Jati Diri di pinggiran kota dalam rangka persiapan pertandingan. Judge pertandingan kali ini diketuai langsung oleh Suhu or Master Siauw dari Malaysia.
Lalu 4 hari berikutnya baru aku melihat yang namanya semarak kota dalam perayaan besar2an Cheng Ho ini yaitu di malam terakhir sebelum ke stasiun untuk kembali ke Sby.
Kami sempat mampir di semacam bazar,pekan raya gitu.Lokasinya besar dan ramai,tapi sayang dan anehnya kenapa orang Semarang ini nga terlalu menonjolkan ke khas-an kotanya?Banyak sekali barang2 yg dijual adalah barang khas luar Semarang.Apakah akunya yang nga melihat?
Sudah cukup capek kami selama 4 hari bekerja di sana.Kami memesan kereta jam 23.30 wib untuk pulang ke Sby.Tak disangka penderitaan masih mengikuti kami. Kami harus tergeletak dan tertidur-tidur di lantai stasiun karena kereta mundur kedatangannya sampai jam 02.00 wib.
Akhirnya kami tiba di Sby jam 06.00 wib.Langsung bobo deh.Trus siang uda masuk kerja lagi.Ngantuksss....
Thursday, August 04, 2005
Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough.
Now, I don't want to lose you
but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you
but I don't want to be the one to cry.
And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.
(Chorus)
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.
Now, I could never change you
I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.
It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.
(Chorus)
And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?
And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No
but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you
but I don't want to be the one to cry.
And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.
(Chorus)
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.
Now, I could never change you
I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.
It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.
(Chorus)
And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?
And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No
Thursday, July 28, 2005
Happy Family
Mirip siapa?
Akhirnya Owen Raphael Rasmono kemarin keluar dari tempat persembunyiannya setelah hampir satu minggu di selidiki keberadaannya oleh pihak yang berwenang.
Hehehhee,another baby has come. Why I feel so old now?
Friday, July 22, 2005
Different Path
Stay back please...It doesn't work this way.
We have a very different way to go.
Stay back please...You better go now.
Take the plane and leave
I'll stay here with my dear dolphins
Swimming in this lonely and secluded beach
Drink this heavenly water
Dream my own dream
Sleep with thousands of stars hug me
Protect me from the storm
Just go now before it's too late.
Before U fall in love to the beauty of this island
And trapped here before U exploring
Thousands of big and beautiful city that you're looking for.
== Me ==
We have a very different way to go.
Stay back please...You better go now.
Take the plane and leave
I'll stay here with my dear dolphins
Swimming in this lonely and secluded beach
Drink this heavenly water
Dream my own dream
Sleep with thousands of stars hug me
Protect me from the storm
Just go now before it's too late.
Before U fall in love to the beauty of this island
And trapped here before U exploring
Thousands of big and beautiful city that you're looking for.
== Me ==
Sunday, July 17, 2005
New baby born --- Abigail
Today,at about 6 a.m. a new baby girl coming to this world. The first baby in my circle of friends. It's Melky & Lily's baby.Her name is Abigail. So cute, and thanks to God they all in a good condition. Congratulations!!!! Coming soon in a couple of days....Ardi & Dj's baby!
Abigail n her mother
Abigail n her mother
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
About Anarchist
Don't u wondering about how can Law of Nature still happens here?
In this big and metropolitan city?
Do we have a lot of wild and uneducated animal among us? We can meet them in our office,street,government office,campus,mall,market,everywhere even in our house.When they're angry or not satisfied then there'll be a riot. They're more aggressive and wild than our pet in home.
Do U have some way to feed them all? They're unlimited and you just hv your both hand.What'll you do if they can't feed themselves,they can't help U hunting even it's for them,and they also can't calm down and back U up. They just shout and force U to your limit and maybe they'll eat U if u're not feed them as soon as they want. They ruin everything in their way even the trees that standing still on the side in silent.
Now,can U say? Are we live in a big city or just in a wild nature???
In this big and metropolitan city?
Do we have a lot of wild and uneducated animal among us? We can meet them in our office,street,government office,campus,mall,market,everywhere even in our house.When they're angry or not satisfied then there'll be a riot. They're more aggressive and wild than our pet in home.
Do U have some way to feed them all? They're unlimited and you just hv your both hand.What'll you do if they can't feed themselves,they can't help U hunting even it's for them,and they also can't calm down and back U up. They just shout and force U to your limit and maybe they'll eat U if u're not feed them as soon as they want. They ruin everything in their way even the trees that standing still on the side in silent.
Now,can U say? Are we live in a big city or just in a wild nature???
Friday, July 08, 2005
Cinderella ?
Should all of us being like this one of the lifetime fairy tale icon? I don't think so...and I'm very agree with this song. I'll depend of myself before I find the key to man of my dreams's heart.
Cinderella by Tata Young
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
[Chorus]
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me
I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing
[Chorus]
I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
Cinderella by Tata Young
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
[Chorus]
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me
I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing
[Chorus]
I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Happy Birthday to me :-)
Hummm so lazy to write lately....but today I feel that I'm in the mood of write something because today's so special to me. Yeah...today is my birthday.A quarter of century.Being 25.
25 years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this
Brotherhood of man
For whatever that means
Some sms from lovely friends wherever they are, some phonecall, some e-mail from long lost friend,all of my colleagues and boss who celebrating it with me, dinner with family,and another dinner with my dear old friends (yeah...I'm sooo full :p) are brighten this day. A warm smile, wishes and congratulation words make it very special.Some surprise present also make it wonderful.
My colleagues and I
Second Dinner :p
Thanks to all of you my friends....wherever you are.I really appreciate all of your attention. I feel blessed cause u still remembering me that way.
25 years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this
Brotherhood of man
For whatever that means
Some sms from lovely friends wherever they are, some phonecall, some e-mail from long lost friend,all of my colleagues and boss who celebrating it with me, dinner with family,and another dinner with my dear old friends (yeah...I'm sooo full :p) are brighten this day. A warm smile, wishes and congratulation words make it very special.Some surprise present also make it wonderful.
My colleagues and I
Second Dinner :p
Thanks to all of you my friends....wherever you are.I really appreciate all of your attention. I feel blessed cause u still remembering me that way.
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Key of Love
The only problem is everything I'm looking for,
Is there in you
Lock there and become a treasure
Everyone trying to find and have it
Where did U put the key
To your treasure island?
Will I find it?
--Me--
Is there in you
Lock there and become a treasure
Everyone trying to find and have it
Where did U put the key
To your treasure island?
Will I find it?
--Me--
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Lilik's Poem
Oh beautiful sea
Do take me
To thy wonderful journey
Beyond what eyes can see
I promise to obey thee
And never be weak
Just one guarantee
Not to ever desert me
----Ave----
Do take me
To thy wonderful journey
Beyond what eyes can see
I promise to obey thee
And never be weak
Just one guarantee
Not to ever desert me
----Ave----
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Maybe this is the end?
Remember about my decision to take both ways in front of my life lately? To work both on my parent's office in the morning and also at the beloved Excellogix office at noon until night(where I got my first job until now).Maybe I should end up one of them (the nice and friendly one)??
Yesterday my boss announced that they will close the night shift on September because of some reason. Then?? For my future,it's definetly I hv to choose to work on my family company.Oh Excellogix, You don't give me another choice again this time.You close your shiny way for me?Hummm I don't know what should I do,but for now, all I can see it's mean goodbye for me.
Hoaaaaa???Than what should I do at night?I'm not used to have so much free time.
Yesterday my boss announced that they will close the night shift on September because of some reason. Then?? For my future,it's definetly I hv to choose to work on my family company.Oh Excellogix, You don't give me another choice again this time.You close your shiny way for me?Hummm I don't know what should I do,but for now, all I can see it's mean goodbye for me.
Hoaaaaa???Than what should I do at night?I'm not used to have so much free time.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Like Old Days
Tonight, the routine May Fiesta that we,ve been celebrate for some years was held. It's to honor some of almost half of the '98 gank birthday. The hosts/hostesses : DJ+Ardi,Vei+Hen,Pauw+Jovita,C'Lun. And tonight,maybe the last May Fiesta we have (who knows?).Next year will gonna be a lot of changes.Ardi-Dj will be busy with their child.Mut will live in Japan with her husband(even it's still unbelievable).Vei-Hen uhmm who knows? I'll be the one who still here maybe??
A lot of changes between us, especially with one of us. He choose not to come to this celebration because of no reason but the price of the food??? Hey man,do u really the one I know in that old day? Do u know that sometimes I also don't feel comfortable when I hv to come to this kind of celebration? Especially tonight when I am the only single there.But, come on they've some footprints in our life.We cross our path since we're nothing but a student.
Am Back
To where I used to belong
The quiet small room
Which used to be teh center
Of the whole world around
Flash of memory
Come and go constantly
Lugubrious joy
Grorious sadness
Such an overwhelming feeling
It has never been forgotten
Will never be
Why did we ever let go?
Because we have to move on...
-----Ave-----
All of u must be know where is it guys...Let's move on but please don't forget about this old Friendship story in this old dusty book.
A lot of changes between us, especially with one of us. He choose not to come to this celebration because of no reason but the price of the food??? Hey man,do u really the one I know in that old day? Do u know that sometimes I also don't feel comfortable when I hv to come to this kind of celebration? Especially tonight when I am the only single there.But, come on they've some footprints in our life.We cross our path since we're nothing but a student.
Am Back
To where I used to belong
The quiet small room
Which used to be teh center
Of the whole world around
Flash of memory
Come and go constantly
Lugubrious joy
Grorious sadness
Such an overwhelming feeling
It has never been forgotten
Will never be
Why did we ever let go?
Because we have to move on...
-----Ave-----
All of u must be know where is it guys...Let's move on but please don't forget about this old Friendship story in this old dusty book.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
About Marriage
Lately I'm wondering what's the meaning of marriage for today people?
Lately I'm wondering what's inside those couple marriage people mind when they like to have a baby even their condition isn't supported?
Lately I'm wondering what's the meaning of couple?
Lately I'm wondering what's the meaning of the phrase "....in good and bad time until die do us apart..." when a couple do the marriage ceremony in front of the church?
Lately I'm wondering should we marriage as soon as possible no matter what?
Lately I'm wondering is marriage just a joke,to get what we're dreaming on?
Lately I'm wondering is it that bad to be a single these days,before u find the right person to marriage?
Lately I'm wondering is it just a matter of a piece of legal paper?
I'm not an expert, I'm just wondering...
Lately I'm wondering what's inside those couple marriage people mind when they like to have a baby even their condition isn't supported?
Lately I'm wondering what's the meaning of couple?
Lately I'm wondering what's the meaning of the phrase "....in good and bad time until die do us apart..." when a couple do the marriage ceremony in front of the church?
Lately I'm wondering should we marriage as soon as possible no matter what?
Lately I'm wondering is marriage just a joke,to get what we're dreaming on?
Lately I'm wondering is it that bad to be a single these days,before u find the right person to marriage?
Lately I'm wondering is it just a matter of a piece of legal paper?
I'm not an expert, I'm just wondering...
Monday, May 23, 2005
A little Poem...
Captain oh Captain
Don't come please don't come
Sail away oh sail away
I've already settle down here
Don't invite me to sail again with u
Just because you lost your crew
I've been build my house
Protect me from rain and storm
I know it's empty
But a lot of friends come and go here
I haven't sailing again since our last journey
Am I afraid of the seasick?
Am I waiting for another ship?
Sail away oh sail away
Captain oh Captain
Should I or shouldn't I go with U
Will I find another ship come to this harbour?
---Me---
Don't come please don't come
Sail away oh sail away
I've already settle down here
Don't invite me to sail again with u
Just because you lost your crew
I've been build my house
Protect me from rain and storm
I know it's empty
But a lot of friends come and go here
I haven't sailing again since our last journey
Am I afraid of the seasick?
Am I waiting for another ship?
Sail away oh sail away
Captain oh Captain
Should I or shouldn't I go with U
Will I find another ship come to this harbour?
---Me---
Monday, May 09, 2005
Lamongan-Tuban-Bojonegoro Journey
Last Friday was a holiday in my Alto office. So,this time my travelling partners and I decided to go to Tuban and some places around it.Jadi kita coba lewat tol Sby-Gresik jurusan Manyar. Kluar dari Manyar kita tinggal jalan lurus aja mengikuti jalan besar itu. Sekitar 2 jam dari Sby kita sudah sampai di Gua Maharani and Wisata Bahari Lamongan (Tanjung Kodok)yang berseberangan. Karena matahari masih menyengat kita putusin masuk gua dulu. Untung sekali waktu kita didalem cuman ada sekitar 6 orang.Uda puas tembak sana sini (baca=foto2) kita keluar nyebrang ke WBL.
Di WBL kita hanya membayar tiket yang terbatas(hanya bisa memainkan beberapa wahana gratis) seharga Rp 15.000,- . Bagi yang ingin memainkan semua wahana (sekitar 26 wahana)di dalam bisa membayar tiket terusan seharga Rp 35.000,- .Disana ada jetski,kano,bumper boat,bumpercar,go-kart,motocross,rumah sakit hantu,taman air,taman kaca,kolam renang,restaurant,museum kapal dan kerang, n masih banyak lagi deh.Kita kelilingi lokasi wisata itu sampai pukul 17.00 WIB dan kita sudah diharuskan untuk keluar karena lokasi akan ditutup.Tetap saja acara tembak menembak camera blum puas terlaksana.Note : WBL ini pantas untuk dikunjungi
Kita lanjutin perjalanan menuju Tuban.Setelah sampai di kotanya,sambil jalan sembari kita mencari hotel yang cukup murah.Lalu dari rekomendasi beberapa orang Hotel Ratna di jalan Ronggolawe adalah yg disarankan.Setelah berkeliling beberapa lama kami putuskan untuk makan seafood dulu di jalan Panglima Sudirman (di sebelah toko Ana).Perlu diingat bahwa Tuban memberlakukan jalan satu arah alias kalo terlewat kita harus balik lagi satu putaran panjang lewat jalan Basuki Rahmat :( Kita makan diiringi bunyi ombak di lautan di seberang kita.
Akhirnya kita putusin check-in di Ratna. Kita ambil 1 kmr besar double bed+AC+km mandi+TV Rp 100.000,- untuk Gbus,Hertong,Panci,Jus and I and 1 kmr kecil 2singgle bed+AC+Km mandi+Tv Rp 85.000,- buat Bo n Yeyen. Setelah mandi semua sekitar pk 00.00 kita putusin kluar bentar liat Masjid di Alun2 yang unik and "rencananya" ke tepi Pantai duduk2 n ngobrol di barengi deburan ombak n mungkin minum apa yang hangat.Blarrrr batal deh, cuman hanya karna ketakutan yang tak beralasan dari bbrp orang.Ya uda, sebel abis puter jauh2 ternyata cuman mau lewat tepi pantai (yang entah udah brapa kali kita lewati)yg bener aja. Pulang dah.... bobok!
Paginya kita brangkat ke Nglirip.Kalo dari Tuban kita ke arah Montong.Akhirnya kita sampe kurang lebih 2 jam perjalanan.Nga rugi juga ternyata air terjun di Nglirip ini keren juga.Sekali lagi kita diberkati.Tak ada seorangpun disana,tidak panas n tidak hujan.Siiiipppp.....
Akhirnya kita pulang lewat Bojonegoro daripada kita balek lagi ke Tuban.Waiting for the next trip...
Another Photos
Di WBL kita hanya membayar tiket yang terbatas(hanya bisa memainkan beberapa wahana gratis) seharga Rp 15.000,- . Bagi yang ingin memainkan semua wahana (sekitar 26 wahana)di dalam bisa membayar tiket terusan seharga Rp 35.000,- .Disana ada jetski,kano,bumper boat,bumpercar,go-kart,motocross,rumah sakit hantu,taman air,taman kaca,kolam renang,restaurant,museum kapal dan kerang, n masih banyak lagi deh.Kita kelilingi lokasi wisata itu sampai pukul 17.00 WIB dan kita sudah diharuskan untuk keluar karena lokasi akan ditutup.Tetap saja acara tembak menembak camera blum puas terlaksana.Note : WBL ini pantas untuk dikunjungi
Kita lanjutin perjalanan menuju Tuban.Setelah sampai di kotanya,sambil jalan sembari kita mencari hotel yang cukup murah.Lalu dari rekomendasi beberapa orang Hotel Ratna di jalan Ronggolawe adalah yg disarankan.Setelah berkeliling beberapa lama kami putuskan untuk makan seafood dulu di jalan Panglima Sudirman (di sebelah toko Ana).Perlu diingat bahwa Tuban memberlakukan jalan satu arah alias kalo terlewat kita harus balik lagi satu putaran panjang lewat jalan Basuki Rahmat :( Kita makan diiringi bunyi ombak di lautan di seberang kita.
Akhirnya kita putusin check-in di Ratna. Kita ambil 1 kmr besar double bed+AC+km mandi+TV Rp 100.000,- untuk Gbus,Hertong,Panci,Jus and I and 1 kmr kecil 2singgle bed+AC+Km mandi+Tv Rp 85.000,- buat Bo n Yeyen. Setelah mandi semua sekitar pk 00.00 kita putusin kluar bentar liat Masjid di Alun2 yang unik and "rencananya" ke tepi Pantai duduk2 n ngobrol di barengi deburan ombak n mungkin minum apa yang hangat.Blarrrr batal deh, cuman hanya karna ketakutan yang tak beralasan dari bbrp orang.Ya uda, sebel abis puter jauh2 ternyata cuman mau lewat tepi pantai (yang entah udah brapa kali kita lewati)yg bener aja. Pulang dah.... bobok!
Paginya kita brangkat ke Nglirip.Kalo dari Tuban kita ke arah Montong.Akhirnya kita sampe kurang lebih 2 jam perjalanan.Nga rugi juga ternyata air terjun di Nglirip ini keren juga.Sekali lagi kita diberkati.Tak ada seorangpun disana,tidak panas n tidak hujan.Siiiipppp.....
Akhirnya kita pulang lewat Bojonegoro daripada kita balek lagi ke Tuban.Waiting for the next trip...
 Maharani Cave |  Tuban Mosque |  Enjoy |
 Me |  Nglirip Waterfall |
Another Photos
Sunday, May 08, 2005
What's the meaning of Adventure?
ad·ven·ture
1. An undertaking or enterprise of a hazardous nature.
2. An undertaking of a questionable nature, especially one involving intervention in
another state's affairs.
3. An unusual or exciting experience
4. To take a risk; dare.
5. To proceed despite risks.
It means that if we're not a risk taker don't take a risk by being an explorer,a pioneer who's always hungry to explore a new place and longing to be close to the nature. Risk taker doesn't means that he/she is a blind person who want to suicide or hurt themself without preparation or blind knowledge about the place. An adventurer preparing themselves for the worse risk but doesn't mean that they want to find troubles.
1. An undertaking or enterprise of a hazardous nature.
2. An undertaking of a questionable nature, especially one involving intervention in
another state's affairs.
3. An unusual or exciting experience
4. To take a risk; dare.
5. To proceed despite risks.
It means that if we're not a risk taker don't take a risk by being an explorer,a pioneer who's always hungry to explore a new place and longing to be close to the nature. Risk taker doesn't means that he/she is a blind person who want to suicide or hurt themself without preparation or blind knowledge about the place. An adventurer preparing themselves for the worse risk but doesn't mean that they want to find troubles.
Thursday, April 28, 2005
Good Luck ...
On a day like today
a young lady feels sad
For she knew the time
has come to leave
this limbo of joy and
belonging and return to the
far lonely world elsewhere.
Bravely, she forced
a smile at her friends
Without much of a second look,
she bid them farewell.
Unconsciously,
a faint smile ghosted at her mouth.
'I'll see them again soon.
Take care, my friend,
I'll be back.
(adopted from Melvin Lee Poem)
"Good Luck","See U" being my favorite word lately. Now,I hv to say it once again to a friend of mine n once again....she's my "neighbour", my officemate, and one of my travelling partner.
Have to give applaus for her because she's willing to take decision for her live even she has no idea what will she do for her life except being an artist right now.As long as you happy with your decision I'm happy for U Pal. Try your best n Gud Luck!
I know that life's full of choices.This year a lot of choices has been made by some of my friends and I. Maybe I hv to say that words once again in August to one of my bestfriend who choose to take her scholarship to Washington D.C. After some time,she decided to take it and leave her job at EF and also her boyfriend here.
a young lady feels sad
For she knew the time
has come to leave
this limbo of joy and
belonging and return to the
far lonely world elsewhere.
Bravely, she forced
a smile at her friends
Without much of a second look,
she bid them farewell.
Unconsciously,
a faint smile ghosted at her mouth.
'I'll see them again soon.
Take care, my friend,
I'll be back.
(adopted from Melvin Lee Poem)
"Good Luck","See U" being my favorite word lately. Now,I hv to say it once again to a friend of mine n once again....she's my "neighbour", my officemate, and one of my travelling partner.
Have to give applaus for her because she's willing to take decision for her live even she has no idea what will she do for her life except being an artist right now.As long as you happy with your decision I'm happy for U Pal. Try your best n Gud Luck!
I know that life's full of choices.This year a lot of choices has been made by some of my friends and I. Maybe I hv to say that words once again in August to one of my bestfriend who choose to take her scholarship to Washington D.C. After some time,she decided to take it and leave her job at EF and also her boyfriend here.
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
C Ya, fren...
Dedicated 4 Binx (Ex Altoers,tetangga ku di kantor,adik kelasku walau nga kenal sebelumnya baek di SMA n Univ yang sama)
Friends Forever
© Mariah Hinshaw
We will be friends forever
Amigos, buddies, pals
Where you are, I’ll be
No matter how many miles
We will be friends forever
No matter how many mistakes you or I make
Because as long we are friends
There’s nothing we couldn’t take
We will be friends forever
No matter where we’ll be
Because when we leave one another behind
You’ll be in the heart of me
We will be friends forever
No matter how old we are
Because when you’re friends forever
You’ll never be too far
Maem di Wing Dome
Friends Forever
© Mariah Hinshaw
We will be friends forever
Amigos, buddies, pals
Where you are, I’ll be
No matter how many miles
We will be friends forever
No matter how many mistakes you or I make
Because as long we are friends
There’s nothing we couldn’t take
We will be friends forever
No matter where we’ll be
Because when we leave one another behind
You’ll be in the heart of me
We will be friends forever
No matter how old we are
Because when you’re friends forever
You’ll never be too far
Maem di Wing Dome
Sunday, April 10, 2005
About Trust...
"Loe boleh nga percaya sama orang,tapi kalo loe nga percaya ama orang yang sayang dgn tulus sama loe itu beda,itu sama dengan penghianatan" (Tentang Dia, Melly Goeslaw)
Menurutku kepercayaan itu sangat tinggi nilainya. Pernikahan didasarkan atas kepercayaan.Persahabatan didasarkan atas kepercayaan.Pembagian pekerjaan didasarkan atas kepercayaan. Semuanya berawal dari sebuah perasaan percaya sehingga terbentuklah suatu hubungan atau interaksi dengan sesama manusia.
Kepercayaan yang tinggi kepada kita menunjukkan bahwa harga kita di mata orang lain itu adalah tinggi juga. Oleh karena itu kepercayaan ini haruslah di jaga dengan baik. Agar supaya kita juga dihargai dengan tinggi di mata orang lain.
Apalagi kalau kita merusak kepercayaan orang terdekat kita, seperti kata film itu, itu bisa dikatakan mirip dengan penghianatan. Selain nilai kita jatuh, kita juga melukai teman,sahabat,istri,suami,atau saudara kita yang mempercayai kita.
Menurutku kepercayaan itu sangat tinggi nilainya. Pernikahan didasarkan atas kepercayaan.Persahabatan didasarkan atas kepercayaan.Pembagian pekerjaan didasarkan atas kepercayaan. Semuanya berawal dari sebuah perasaan percaya sehingga terbentuklah suatu hubungan atau interaksi dengan sesama manusia.
Kepercayaan yang tinggi kepada kita menunjukkan bahwa harga kita di mata orang lain itu adalah tinggi juga. Oleh karena itu kepercayaan ini haruslah di jaga dengan baik. Agar supaya kita juga dihargai dengan tinggi di mata orang lain.
Apalagi kalau kita merusak kepercayaan orang terdekat kita, seperti kata film itu, itu bisa dikatakan mirip dengan penghianatan. Selain nilai kita jatuh, kita juga melukai teman,sahabat,istri,suami,atau saudara kita yang mempercayai kita.
Thursday, April 07, 2005
Desiderata
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
and remember waht peace there may be in silence.
As fas as possible without surrender be on good tems with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons,they are vexatious to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career,however humble;
it is a real possesion in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your bussiness affairs;for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be Yourself.
Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is a perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,gracefully surrendering the thingsof youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God,whatever you concieve Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham,drudgery and broken dreams,it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.Strive to be happy.
---Max Ehrmann---
and remember waht peace there may be in silence.
As fas as possible without surrender be on good tems with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons,they are vexatious to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career,however humble;
it is a real possesion in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your bussiness affairs;for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be Yourself.
Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is a perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,gracefully surrendering the thingsof youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God,whatever you concieve Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham,drudgery and broken dreams,it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.Strive to be happy.
---Max Ehrmann---
Saturday, April 02, 2005
Back to Reality
2 ways....and I take both of it. So starting from today, I'm working on 2 places.One still the old one, at Excellogix.com and the new one is on my own family company. Hope I can stay long enough at the second one. I don't like it and I know I'll not enjoy it.I'll do my best!(hope so)
Today our last year bonus at Alto is flying away....there's a mistake or human error or whatever it called.Hiks.....And I use it to pay my new MP3 Player hehehehehe.....Thanks 4 Yunita who help me to bought it from Germany :p
Today our last year bonus at Alto is flying away....there's a mistake or human error or whatever it called.Hiks.....And I use it to pay my new MP3 Player hehehehehe.....Thanks 4 Yunita who help me to bought it from Germany :p
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
Malang Trip (Again)----Batu
Third time ..... it means I've been to Malang for 3 weekend in a month.Bravo!!! Okay...this time I drive Ivon's car and there's a problem with it. I can speed it max in 80km/hour. Yeah right....the road so empthy and I've to be patience and drive slowly.It's 2a.m. when we arrive at Batu.We find a hotel for Ivon because she bring her boyfriend along with her,since it should be a ladies night and her boyfriend always come along with her in our meeting lately. Then Rosa,Cindy and I spend the night at Lilik's house. We hv a lot of chit chat about ourself lately.
When I just close my eyes at around 5 a.m. Ivon's boyfriend call us and tell us that Ivon's sick and need to go to the doctor.Ohhh.....I'm go to the hotel with Lilik and bring Ivon to the clinic,nothing serious just a problem with her stomach. Puhhhh....
Spend one more day at Batu, eat ,talk, and playing at Jatim Park with Henny.We spent the night together tonight,playing Cashflow (our favourite game). Tomorrow we (Cindy,Ivon, and her bf) gonna back to Surabaya and back to work!!!!!
When I just close my eyes at around 5 a.m. Ivon's boyfriend call us and tell us that Ivon's sick and need to go to the doctor.Ohhh.....I'm go to the hotel with Lilik and bring Ivon to the clinic,nothing serious just a problem with her stomach. Puhhhh....
Spend one more day at Batu, eat ,talk, and playing at Jatim Park with Henny.We spent the night together tonight,playing Cashflow (our favourite game). Tomorrow we (Cindy,Ivon, and her bf) gonna back to Surabaya and back to work!!!!!
Sunday, March 27, 2005
Jember Trip
With my journey friends(bus,byor,panci,and the new and unusual one hertong), yesterday I'm going to Ambulu,Jember to see Tanjung Papuma beach. It's 5 of us and no guys going with us this time. Like usual,I'm the driver ^_^ We take about more than 3 hours ride on my car. A strange accident happen to one of the wheel before we left Surabaya.I'd to change my tire first but nothing happen to that wheel.
We arrive at the hotel at about 1 a.m and take some I don't know what should I call it?Supper or dinner? hahaha ^_^ Then we take some rest and sleep.We woke up early in the morning because we're very excited to go to the beach ASAP.
We arrive at the beach at about 9 a.m. Yeah.....we made it!!!Oh, just hear that sound of the wave and smell of that salty water.It's hot but we like it.Take a lot of picture there,it's awesome. It's forbidden to swim here because its huge wave of the south sea.
Tired but feel satisfied somehow. :p Can't wait 4 another crazy trip........
Another Photo
We arrive at the hotel at about 1 a.m and take some I don't know what should I call it?Supper or dinner? hahaha ^_^ Then we take some rest and sleep.We woke up early in the morning because we're very excited to go to the beach ASAP.
We arrive at the beach at about 9 a.m. Yeah.....we made it!!!Oh, just hear that sound of the wave and smell of that salty water.It's hot but we like it.Take a lot of picture there,it's awesome. It's forbidden to swim here because its huge wave of the south sea.
Tired but feel satisfied somehow. :p Can't wait 4 another crazy trip........
 Me |  Tanjung |
 The Rock |
Another Photo
Monday, March 21, 2005
Malang Trip (Again)----Car's Wedding
Wow,yesterday is the second time in this month I go to Malang.It's because of Caroline's wedding's held in Malang.Going to Malang with the '98 gang.Iyan & his new girlfriend aren't going together with us.We bring 2 cars from Surabaya,mine and Ardi's.
We stay at Hotel Perdana,Batu(20-30 minutes) from Malang and the hotel quiet cheap and clean.We take 2 rooms,one for the boys and one for the girls.After some preparation and make up,together we go to the restaurant.Unlucky since we come a little bit late,we hv to separate so far cause the table is not enough 4 all of us.
After the wedding ceremony we going back to the hotel,the ladies clean of the make up and going to bed eventhough some of us still can't sleep.The gentlemen playing card on the other room.Not so long, Lilik and Rosa (our friend who live in Batu) come and have a chat since they haven't meet the gang for a long time.
After midnight Lilik,Rosa and I going out to buy some durian and go back to the hotel.Most of them hate durian or didn't want to eat it so Iyan,Lilik and I finish it ourself like the old time ^_^
Today we check out from the hotel and going to Malang,eat Bakso Bakar,then stop for a while at Vei's house before we playing bowling and go-kart at Puncak Dieng.
Another Photos
We stay at Hotel Perdana,Batu(20-30 minutes) from Malang and the hotel quiet cheap and clean.We take 2 rooms,one for the boys and one for the girls.After some preparation and make up,together we go to the restaurant.Unlucky since we come a little bit late,we hv to separate so far cause the table is not enough 4 all of us.
After the wedding ceremony we going back to the hotel,the ladies clean of the make up and going to bed eventhough some of us still can't sleep.The gentlemen playing card on the other room.Not so long, Lilik and Rosa (our friend who live in Batu) come and have a chat since they haven't meet the gang for a long time.
After midnight Lilik,Rosa and I going out to buy some durian and go back to the hotel.Most of them hate durian or didn't want to eat it so Iyan,Lilik and I finish it ourself like the old time ^_^
Today we check out from the hotel and going to Malang,eat Bakso Bakar,then stop for a while at Vei's house before we playing bowling and go-kart at Puncak Dieng.
 Caroline & Michael |  ' 98 Gang |
Another Photos
Monday, March 14, 2005
Malang Trip
Yesterday I'm going to Malang with Xtien,so nice to see her again and talk a lot during the trip. We're going to see the boys (Ikang,Ian,and Iten). All of them are here because they want to avoid the black out in Bali (Nyepi celebration).They come since 9/3.
After we're arrive,I take them eat at Waroeng Steak then playing at Plaza Araya. It's already around 7p.m. when we going back to Surabaya and the boys also coming with us.
We take our dinner at Kya Kya Kembang Jepun and then still we take some snack at Citras when C Fong (Xtien older sister) calling and ask us to join her at RedBoxx.I take them to some popular night place of Surabaya.
We take a drink and listen to the hard music and sometimes the boys also dance.We left RedBoxx at about 3 a.m. I certainly will not going home at this time.Xtien ask me to sleep at the hotel together with her and the boys(luckyly the place is big enough for all of us)
Bali Gang
After we're arrive,I take them eat at Waroeng Steak then playing at Plaza Araya. It's already around 7p.m. when we going back to Surabaya and the boys also coming with us.
We take our dinner at Kya Kya Kembang Jepun and then still we take some snack at Citras when C Fong (Xtien older sister) calling and ask us to join her at RedBoxx.I take them to some popular night place of Surabaya.
We take a drink and listen to the hard music and sometimes the boys also dance.We left RedBoxx at about 3 a.m. I certainly will not going home at this time.Xtien ask me to sleep at the hotel together with her and the boys(luckyly the place is big enough for all of us)
Bali Gang
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
What will Happen?
Where are we on 5 or 10 years later?
Mungkin kita akan bertemu di sebuah cafe (ato rumah Ardi - Dj,like always)
Duduk dan berceloteh dan tertawa dan menanyakan
"How's your life?" "Gimana kabarmu?" "Sekarang ngapain?"
Mungkin dengan anak2 berteriak dan berlari di sekeliling kita
Mungkin salah satu dari kita sibuk menyusui bayinya
Mungkin salah satu dari kita menggendong bayi yang lain
Mungkin salah satu dari kita blajar lagi ke luar negeri
Mungkin salah satu dari kita tlah berkeliling dunia
Mungkin salah satu dari kita menjadi ibu rumah tangga yang baik
Mungkin salah satu dari kita terlalu sibuk dengan pekerjaan (sampe2 masih single)
Mungkin pembicaraan kita tidak lagi connect(jadi musti blajar telepati kayak Iyan n Botak)
Hahaha yesterday '98 gank kumpul2 ngrayain Imut's birthday and mumpung Sheila di Sby (lagi blajar di Germany). Melihat mereka smua jadi ingat mereka yang dulu dan perubahan mereka sekarang. Otomatis jadi berpikir...hemmm...kita akan jadi seperti apa ya di masa yang akan datang?
People change but...keep up the team guys...miss u all.
Mungkin kita akan bertemu di sebuah cafe (ato rumah Ardi - Dj,like always)
Duduk dan berceloteh dan tertawa dan menanyakan
"How's your life?" "Gimana kabarmu?" "Sekarang ngapain?"
Mungkin dengan anak2 berteriak dan berlari di sekeliling kita
Mungkin salah satu dari kita sibuk menyusui bayinya
Mungkin salah satu dari kita menggendong bayi yang lain
Mungkin salah satu dari kita blajar lagi ke luar negeri
Mungkin salah satu dari kita tlah berkeliling dunia
Mungkin salah satu dari kita menjadi ibu rumah tangga yang baik
Mungkin salah satu dari kita terlalu sibuk dengan pekerjaan (sampe2 masih single)
Mungkin pembicaraan kita tidak lagi connect(jadi musti blajar telepati kayak Iyan n Botak)
Hahaha yesterday '98 gank kumpul2 ngrayain Imut's birthday and mumpung Sheila di Sby (lagi blajar di Germany). Melihat mereka smua jadi ingat mereka yang dulu dan perubahan mereka sekarang. Otomatis jadi berpikir...hemmm...kita akan jadi seperti apa ya di masa yang akan datang?
People change but...keep up the team guys...miss u all.
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Choices of Life
"Berbahagialah orang yang tau apa yang dia cari dan diberi waktu yang cukup untuk mencari" (Tentang dia, by Melly Goeslaw)
Ok,aku sampai lagi di sebuah persimpangan. Dan jalan yang harus ku tempuh sangatlah sulit untuk diputuskan. Yang satu...jalan yang suram,penuh duri dan batu serta tak ada makhluk hidup yang terlihat disana tapi diujungnya terlihat ladang gandum,dan buah segar serta berbagai tawaran yang tak terhingga dan membuat air liur menetes.Bagaikan melihat kolam emas...
Jalan yang satu lagi...jalan yang ceria,penuh sinar,buah2an (walau tidak berlebihan) di kiri dan kanan jalan nya, makhluk2 berbagai jenis berlompatan menari dan tertawa,tapi...tak terlihat sesuatu yang bisa ditawarkan atau dijanjikan oleh jalan ini karna ujung jalan ini masih tidak terlihat.
Aku harus terus berjalan,jalan manakah yang harus ku ambil?Manakah yang harus kutapak untuk masa depan ku?????? Disinilah aku duduk,bersila di persimpangan ini.Menunggu kata hatiku berbicara, harus kemanakah diriku???????
Ok,aku sampai lagi di sebuah persimpangan. Dan jalan yang harus ku tempuh sangatlah sulit untuk diputuskan. Yang satu...jalan yang suram,penuh duri dan batu serta tak ada makhluk hidup yang terlihat disana tapi diujungnya terlihat ladang gandum,dan buah segar serta berbagai tawaran yang tak terhingga dan membuat air liur menetes.Bagaikan melihat kolam emas...
Jalan yang satu lagi...jalan yang ceria,penuh sinar,buah2an (walau tidak berlebihan) di kiri dan kanan jalan nya, makhluk2 berbagai jenis berlompatan menari dan tertawa,tapi...tak terlihat sesuatu yang bisa ditawarkan atau dijanjikan oleh jalan ini karna ujung jalan ini masih tidak terlihat.
Aku harus terus berjalan,jalan manakah yang harus ku ambil?Manakah yang harus kutapak untuk masa depan ku?????? Disinilah aku duduk,bersila di persimpangan ini.Menunggu kata hatiku berbicara, harus kemanakah diriku???????
Thursday, February 17, 2005
China Liaoning Handicapped Acrobatics and Art Troupe
"Siapa kira,tak punya tangan bisa menyangga langit.Siapa kira, tak punya kaki bisa menghentak bumi" said San Tan, pemandu pertunjukan yang duduk di kursi rodanya. Kalimat tersebut untuk menggambarkan besarnya semangat hidup dan kehebatan rekan-rekannya para penyandang cacat.(Jawa Pos,Rabu 16 Feb 2005)
Hari minggu kemarin aku ngliat pertunjukan akrobat yang lain dari biasanya, soalnya pemainnya physically is not perfect.Some of them are deaf and cannot speak.The other hv no leg,or hand.But their performance is perfect.Just like normal person. Mereka nglakukin hampir semua gerakan acrobat seperti biasanya.Salto di udara,lompat harimau,tari,nyanyi,putar diudara dengan kekuatan gigi,dsb.This group is the only acrobat group in China who have handicapped people as the member,or maybe in the world.Kelompok ini uda berdiri 14 tahun di kota Shenyang.
Wow...bagi olahragawan seperti aku,aku tau gimana rasanya,gimana sulitnya nglakuin semua itu bahkan dengan 2 kaki dan 2 tangan yang sempurna. Aku harus angkat topi untuk mereka yang pastinya bekerja n berusaha 2x or brapa kali lipat lebih dari orang biasa. Untuk akrobat yang sulit bisa memakan waktu sampai 4 tahun latihan katanya.
So, be though 4 U if physically U're not normal. There'll be always a hope somewhere if U try.And 4 U who's born normal and physically complete,be happy with what U have n use it for U and also the other.Don't be so selfish and keep Ur body healthy because its a gift.
If u want to see some picture of the performance just click http://dolphinrider.fotopic.net/c433276.html
Hari minggu kemarin aku ngliat pertunjukan akrobat yang lain dari biasanya, soalnya pemainnya physically is not perfect.Some of them are deaf and cannot speak.The other hv no leg,or hand.But their performance is perfect.Just like normal person. Mereka nglakukin hampir semua gerakan acrobat seperti biasanya.Salto di udara,lompat harimau,tari,nyanyi,putar diudara dengan kekuatan gigi,dsb.This group is the only acrobat group in China who have handicapped people as the member,or maybe in the world.Kelompok ini uda berdiri 14 tahun di kota Shenyang.
Wow...bagi olahragawan seperti aku,aku tau gimana rasanya,gimana sulitnya nglakuin semua itu bahkan dengan 2 kaki dan 2 tangan yang sempurna. Aku harus angkat topi untuk mereka yang pastinya bekerja n berusaha 2x or brapa kali lipat lebih dari orang biasa. Untuk akrobat yang sulit bisa memakan waktu sampai 4 tahun latihan katanya.
So, be though 4 U if physically U're not normal. There'll be always a hope somewhere if U try.And 4 U who's born normal and physically complete,be happy with what U have n use it for U and also the other.Don't be so selfish and keep Ur body healthy because its a gift.
If u want to see some picture of the performance just click http://dolphinrider.fotopic.net/c433276.html
Saturday, February 05, 2005
Letting Go...
Beach oh beach...
Please bleach tis heart...
Make it warm and clean
So that I can feel that u're here
Far Far away is the name of the place you live
Beach oh beach
I can't see the end of yours
So that the end of mine
Where r u my love?
Beach oh beach
Come and take this tears with u
Back to the place where u come from
Cause that's what I should do
Walkaway and let you go....
Please bleach tis heart...
Make it warm and clean
So that I can feel that u're here
Far Far away is the name of the place you live
Beach oh beach
I can't see the end of yours
So that the end of mine
Where r u my love?
Beach oh beach
Come and take this tears with u
Back to the place where u come from
Cause that's what I should do
Walkaway and let you go....
Sunday, January 30, 2005
Annual Meeting 2005
Nga krasa uda 3 taon kerja di Alto. Taon ini lain dari yang biasanya,annual meeting diadakan di Villa Trawas.Kita brangkat pagi jam 9 kemarin dan balik jam 11 hari ini.Ada satu mobil yang pulang duluan jam 6 pagi. Acara kurang lebih sama,kecuali taon ini ada hiburan tengah malam.Si Gbus ultah hari ini jadi tadi tengah malam tepat jam 12 kita kerjain dia.Hueueheuue seru abis deh,ada ya makhluk kayak gitu.
Happy Birthday Alto...Happy Birthday Gbus.....
Happy Birthday Alto...Happy Birthday Gbus.....
Thursday, January 27, 2005
Goodbye....
Udah lama nga nulis,sibuk berat amat sangat.....
At last,I see all of my dearest new friends. Yuky,Yuka,I Kang,I An, I Tien. What a nice weekend to spend. Going to the beach, talking,laughing,jogging,then eat,eat and eat.
Then I spent almost 1 week with Yuka and Yuky. Going to some places,yeah right like there are another place except shopping centre. huehuehhee.. TP,SP Mall,PTC,and so on.But then I hardly divided my time because my oldest dog is sick :(. We spent as much as time to b together but it's like not enough ..hueheuuehee...then we had to say c u again. I ride them to the airport for the first flight in the morning after they canceled their flight the day before.
Today,in my office I hv to hear the truth about my dog.She's past away. she's 11 years old (= 77 years old human)and this is my time to say goodbye... :( I hardly keep my tears away. I know I have to let her go but after all of the year I've spent with her....it's so hard.Goodbye Panther....may you be blessed and have some fun there...
At last,I see all of my dearest new friends. Yuky,Yuka,I Kang,I An, I Tien. What a nice weekend to spend. Going to the beach, talking,laughing,jogging,then eat,eat and eat.
Then I spent almost 1 week with Yuka and Yuky. Going to some places,yeah right like there are another place except shopping centre. huehuehhee.. TP,SP Mall,PTC,and so on.But then I hardly divided my time because my oldest dog is sick :(. We spent as much as time to b together but it's like not enough ..hueheuuehee...then we had to say c u again. I ride them to the airport for the first flight in the morning after they canceled their flight the day before.
Today,in my office I hv to hear the truth about my dog.She's past away. she's 11 years old (= 77 years old human)and this is my time to say goodbye... :( I hardly keep my tears away. I know I have to let her go but after all of the year I've spent with her....it's so hard.Goodbye Panther....may you be blessed and have some fun there...
Sunday, January 02, 2005
Old & New
Taon ini pemerintah mengeluarkan himbauan untuk tidak berhura-hura di malam taon baru,di karenakan suasana duka di Indonesia.Sampai hari ini tercatat 80.000 nyawa lebih menjadi korban tsunami di Indonesia.
I should be at Bali with Xtien-Titien families this new year eve.But,the tsunamis make me and some of my officemate cancelled the trip for the sake of taking a saving way.
So at last,I spent this new year eve with the old gank, '98 gank at Ardi-Dj's house. It's been so long since I met them, sometimes I feel that I'm not belong to that group anymore cause I'm not as outgoing as the other. So much changes between us,so many people in and out our live,so many unspoken words,but....still that familiar laugh are still the same. The laugh that we were share together. So there we are like an old day,celebrating and welcoming the year of 2005. HAppy New Year to all of u my friend,wherever you are.....
I should be at Bali with Xtien-Titien families this new year eve.But,the tsunamis make me and some of my officemate cancelled the trip for the sake of taking a saving way.
So at last,I spent this new year eve with the old gank, '98 gank at Ardi-Dj's house. It's been so long since I met them, sometimes I feel that I'm not belong to that group anymore cause I'm not as outgoing as the other. So much changes between us,so many people in and out our live,so many unspoken words,but....still that familiar laugh are still the same. The laugh that we were share together. So there we are like an old day,celebrating and welcoming the year of 2005. HAppy New Year to all of u my friend,wherever you are.....
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