Bestfriend Vs Boyfriend

Sepanjang pelajaran hidupku di dunia bagian sini, yang namanya bestfriend always become a 2nd after boyfriend. You can forget your bestfriend when you're happy but always run to find her when you're sad. I don't mind with that, maybe that's what friends are for. To heal your wound.

But...

If you really lost your way, n it's not just an issue, because there've been a PROVE (a big n clear prove) that he's a jerk. A coward that run from his responsibility but still act like he's a gentleman. Oh... come on!!!

Now, it's your bestfriends vs your boyfriend. Who will you choose? I know you know it in your heart. Is it really matter not to become a single?? Is it me who don't understand of this kind of love? The love that choose a jerk n coward man than become a single?

NB (Because of some tendency to read this story) aku rasa harus di perjelas PROVE yang aku maksud : tidak bertanggung jawabnya tuh boyfriend dalam caranya menghilangkan sebuah kehidupan dari dunia ini.

Kembali Membujang

Mang uda pernah nga bujang? :p


Hahaha malam ini officially akhirnya kembali living alone. Kembali ke kehidupan membujang. Udah nga pake acara keseleo lidah lagi...yang sering kualami blakangan karna harus bicara dengan mandarin. Tadi pagi kloter terakhir "anak2 kos" ku sudah ku antar kembali ke negaranya nun jauh disana. Bakal berasa lagi sepinya untuk beberapa saat sebelum kedatangan anak kos 1 lagi dari desa. hahahha.....(moga gak baca).

Lys juga dateng bbrp hari blakangan n juga uda back for good to Jakarta. Datang2 pake acara tagih upeti potong rambut lagi... hehehe.

Hummm will miss you all girls (already ... ) keep in touch :)

Kos = Hotel Bintang 2

Tiba2 aja kos ku di sulap jadi hotel, ini asal muasalnya karena my big brother getting married on 17/11. So, sodara2 dari China n HK pada dateng dah. Dengan kaki ku yang keseleo rada berat akibat bulutangkis, aku membersihkan semua sudut rumah ini. Tiba2 saja kembali banyak kehidupan, banyak suara dan banyak orang di sini.

Ini salah satu juga alasan kenapa yang namanya waktu kok tiba2 minggat. Rasanya capeekkk gitu, tapi ya fun juga lah berasa jadi induk semang lagi. hehehhe. Hari ini tinggal 2 aja yang masih disini. Kasihan juga sih ngelihat mrk di ajak kiri kanan atas bawah ke mall n makan ( mau apalagi coba di Sby) Alhasil, kmrn senin aku ajak mrk ke Batu. Langsung wajah mereka itu sumringah gitu, sapa pula yang nga suka kalo ngelihat pemandangan yang segar dan udara yang semriwing sejuk.....brrrr.....pokoknya mengobati penat selepas macet di Porong.

Asisten Photographer

Dah lama nga nge-blog. Rasanya (nga tau sih apa emang cuman rasa2 ku aja) 24 jam nga cukup deh. Dimulai dari mana ya? Hummm ow iya, coba tebak siapa di balik kamera HP ini? Lihat gayanya... bak fotografer professional. Hahahaha lihatlah, aku punya asisten foto kecil (I mean really small here) waktu acara itu :p Foto ini kuambil di waktu wedding party Hen n Ve yang ke 2 di Pandaan. Ini anak pasang gaya, keliling ruangan panggil2 siapapun yang dia kenal, trus potret2 walo hasil nya sih banyakan yang foto kaki orang (abis dia kecil, n blom bisa ngarahin ke kepala) . Tapi fast learner dia, abis diajarin bbrp kali, akirnya ada juga yang ada kepala nya. hahahahha...... how cute. Lari ahhh ntar aku di jaring ama komisi perlindungan anak gara2 mempekerjakan anak dibawah umur.hahahaha....

Happy Birthday Hot Shot

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday ........... to you
Happy birth ..... day ..... to you

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY HOT SHOT

1 taon, fiuh..... masih usia merangkak
Kadang terpeleset, kadang jatuh
But ... I'll do my best to make you grow up
You all I got now

Sudah silih berganti orang2 yang ikut membesarkanmu
Tapi belum ada yang berkesempatan mengasuhmu dalam waktu yang lama
Hope we can find the right one
The right one to help me taking care of you
Until that time, let's fight together, the two of us!!!!
Ganbate!! Cia You!!!

Spread My Wings to Heaven

What you give you get back

What you believe hold your back
We can never tell when will God need us there
11 days or 72 years
Young or Old
We all the same in God eyes
He will always there, watching us
Watching us down here doing some good things
Touching the others heart
Filling each other's love
And teach one another about life
For all the love you have share,
We'll say ..... Goodbye and Thankyou
May you rest in peace
Beside Him



Dedicated for 2 person who leave their family in this 2 weeks

One Tree Hill

You ever wonder how long it takes to change your life
What measure of time is enough to be life-altering
Is it four years, like high school?
One year?
Can your life change in a month?
A week, or a single day?
We're always in hurry
To grow up, to go places, to get ahead
But when you're young
One hour can change everything

(One Tree Hill Season 4 opening)

Berapa hari ini I menghilang dari peredaran dunia maya demi menuntaskan ngliat DVD ini. Udah season trakir dan semakin mendebarkan juga semakin mengharukan lalu semuanya ditutup dengan happy ending. A great serial loh! Banyak pelajaran soal hidup, kepercayaan, penipuan, pengkhianatan, love dan friendship, brotherhood, family. Semua ada di serial ini dan di akhir cerita, tali pertemanan mereka benar2 teruji.
Didukung oleh pemain yang cukup ok, I like it. How bout you? :p

The Last Warriors

Where r we going?

I don't know I thought you knew

No, I don't know

Maybe she knows

No, she definitely doesn't know

(pause)

Maybe noone knows

(pause)

Oh well, I hope it's nice when we get there

(unknown)

Lik and I

Akhirnya, hanya kamilah yang keluar sebagai pemenang mengalahkan 15 kontestan peserta Amazing Race Asia lainnya.
Kembali aku menemukan sebuah kebetulan dan membuktikan bahwa dunia itu kecil.

Kahlil (sang empunya Hostel) : kenalkan, ini juga dari Indonesia
Lusi : Hai,Lusi
Sang Model : ........
Kahlil : ......... (Pikiranku lagi dengan keras berusaha mengingat wajah itu, jadi aku tak mendengar apa2)
Lusi : Sebentar2..., kau tinggal dimana?
Sang Model : Jakarta
Lusi : hum....nga pernah di Surabaya?
Sang Model : Iya, tapi udah pindah Jakarta
Lusi : AAAHHH kau model kan??
Sang Model : Iya, kok cece tau?
Lusi : Perasaan aku pernah motret kamu deh!

Searah jarum jam : Me, The model, Kahlil, the model's friend, Lik

Dan kemudian percakapan berlanjut dan berlanjut. Lagi lagi sebuah kebetulan ya. Bayangkan jauhnya tempat kami bertemu. Aku dari Sby - KL - Singapore. Dia dari Sby - Jakarta - Beijing - Singapore dan disinilah kami tinggal, se-lantai di Summer Tavern Hostel.

Lik, Jon and I

Anyway, it's a good time there in Singapore. A little bit dissapointed by the rain but ... yahh ... I enjoy it anyway.

More about my trip to Singapore ..... http://petawisata.blogspot.com/

Kunjungan ke RS

http://www.handuniversity.com/index.html (everything bout sakit pergelangan ku)

Siang hari aku ke RS Adi Husada Kapasari. Setelah sekian tahun, akhirnya niat ku terkumpul dan aku foto rontgen ct scan. Kali ini yang kebagian foto2 si pergelangan tangan kiriku dan lutut kiriku. So, hari ini juga dapet hasilnya bahwa aku nga perlu operasi apa2... sukurlah. Tapi musti sedikit extra hati2 dengan sendi2 ku yang memang bermasalah. Lututku as nya miring tapi nga perlu diapa2in sejauh ini kalo tidak lepas :p

Thanks untuk yg sdh mengkawatirkan sendi2 ku yg suka aneh2. hahaha....

Sore hari aku ke RS Adi Husada Undaan. Vanie's baby memutuskan untuk segera menikmati udara dunia. So setelah melewati operasi caesar dengan kondisi yang mengkhawatirkan (tekanan darah tinggi), syukurlah ibu dan anak bisa melewatinya dengan cukup baik. Sekarang tinggal memantau pemulihan sang Ibu dan proses pertumbuhan sang anak yang belum selesai. Be tough, Pal! Just think positive and calm your mind. You know we're still here, right? Don't ever worried bout that.

Life is a game of Fate, and a test of Faith

Setahun lalu, ada promo dari salah satu maskapai penerbangan dengan harga tiket Rp 0 ,-. Saat itu ada 16 teman yang ikutan titip untuk dicarikan tiket. Saking serunya aku click2 n berburu dengan waktu, alhasil sebuah kerugian cukup besar berkat kecerobohan ku harus kutanggung. Dan kecerobohan itu membuatku juga menetapkan langkah keikutsertaan ku (tadinya masih ragu, apakah harus ke Singapore lagi). Namun tak ada perasaan terpaksa, bayangkan kapan lagi bisa pergi bareng ama temen2 se gank an dengan jumlah besar dan ke luar negeri!!!! WOW..... I can't wait for a year!! Walau sudah berkali kali ke Singapore, I'm still looking forward for this trip because it's going to be fun.

But ....
4 bulan kemudian, sebuah berita mengejutkan, 1 dari mrk hamil dan gugur keikutsertaannya.
5bulan kemudian, 4 dari mrk batal ikut karena mempersiapkan sebuah langkah besar dalam kehidupan rumahh tangga mrk
7 bulan kemudian, 2 orang (suami istri) gugur pula karena bbrp sebab yang tidak bisa di sebutkan
2 minggu sebelum keberangakatan ( 13 Okt 2007 ) 2 dari mereka batal karena bekerja tanpa libur.

Saat ini tidak sampai 1 minggu menjelang keberangkatan. Tinggal 3 kelompok yang tersisa. Akankah ada pengguguran lagi? Only God Knows. Is it our fate or is it just we don't have this faith in us?

Yeah I know, people change, time change, yeah.... I guess we play with our destiny here? I did enjoy my trip to Thailand alone,but I don't have the same feeling now since I'm not preparing to go alone nor just with one of my friend. Whatever, I still have to enjoy my only long holiday in a year right? So for the rest of the team who really go, LET'S ROCK!!! We're the champion who have this faith in us ( I guess :p )

Serupa Tak Sama

with Ve

with Crl

Ini foto2 di meritnya Pei. Ayo cari perbedaan di wajahku.... hahahahaha....

7°58′48″S 112°37′12″E

My Fav Spot, Batu 2007

Setelah cukup lama tak bersua

Akhirnya ku temukan kembali

Wahai kau Cahaya Malam

Dirimu pun telah banyak berubah

Semilir dinginnya Angin menyapaku bersahabat

Ada yang berbeda dalam dirinya

Belaiannya terasa semakin membekukan

Dirimu pun telah banyak berubah

Ku mencari dirinya, namun sulit kutemukan

Kenapa kau bersembunyi wahai Bintang nan indah

Kelip mu memudar diatas sana

Diselimuti sang awan

Apakah dirimu juga membeku kedinginan?

Kesunyian dan kedamaian dalam gelap ini

memelukku mesra

Menghapus semua letih

Oh betapa kurindukan kalian semua

Ocha's Baby (the real one) :p

Buat tante2 yang penasaran.ehhehehehehe Perkenalkan Keysia ....... ........ (lali blakange)

Making Video

Sudah lama banget sejak aku buat video amatir sendiri. Dari proses pengambilan(pake handycam pinjaman) sampe editingnya. Akhirnya aku berhasil mbuat 1 karya amatiran lagi for my bestfriend wedding dalam bentuk DVD. Akhirnya aku bereskan dalam 1 minggu. Ada banyak hal yang perlu di perhatikan, mulai dari detil gambar yang diambil. Mana yang harus di sensor, mana yang tidak diperlukan. Memilih lagu sebagai background sound juga harus sesuai dengan kondisi dalam film tersebut agar lebih mengena.

Seru juga sih,setidaknya dapet ilmu baru lagi soal convert meng convert. Alhasil aku harus cari program lagi sebelum hasil editing bisa di burn di DVD, untung deh ada yang bisa di download di net. After all, lumayan juga sih hasilnya(narcist mode:on). Yah semoga suka deh yang punya gawe.hehehe. Mohon maaf dengan segala kekurangannya :p

Ocha Baby

The Crazy Gank

9-9-2007

Matahari uda naek, tapi badan rasanya nga mau kompromi untuk bangun. Tapi, still I hv agenda for today. Abis beres2, trus sarapan ma Lys(sungguh sarapan nih). Nga lama kami uda jalan ke bandara. Lys balik Jkt, aku terus nuju rumah Lik n kmdn sama Cin jg ke Batu untuk menjenguk baby Ocha yang dinamain Keysia. Congrat!! Bener2, hidup itu penuh kejutan ya.

Kami nginep di rumah Lik. Cuaca cerah berangin, tapi brrrrrrr the only problem is ..... duinginnnn. 13-14 derajat C. fiuh... kalo uda dingin gini, minumnya wedang jahe, sekoteng, teh panas,wes smua yang panas deh. Makan juga nga berhenti bakso, suki, roti, sup merah.Wes pokoknya makan mulu.hehehe.

10-9-2007

Balek Sby ama Cin, mampir di Pandaan (future house of Hendry n Ve) buat moto in koper n ranjang. Malemnya masih ada ketemu makan di Malioboro ma HenVe.

What a weekend! Akhirnya setelah aku pulang, tiba tiba krasa Sby lebih sepi dari biasanya. Yah.. rasanya sih cuman perasaanku sih. :p

The Wedding

Keep that smile forever

Jam 06.00 sms ku berbunyi, kulihat sebelah mata. Walah...pengantin ceweknya uda bangun duluan dari aku. Hahaha ... nga bisa tidur kali ya?
Jam 8.00 aku jemput banlang n wali dari Hendry trus menuju ke Salon Camelia. Ditengah jalan si Lys telp, disuruh mampir rumah nye (yang jadi posko bbrp hari ini :p) buat breakfast. Thank U for taking care of me that couple days.
Jam 10.00 smua prosesi dimulai. Pasang Jas, Pasang Slayer, temu manten, dll
Jam 14.00 pemberkatan nikah di Bethany di mulai. Mempelai pria berhasil membuat air mata para tamu gereja merembes. Terharu ketika dia menitikkan air mata dan menangis saat membaca janji nikah di altar gereja Bethany. That's sweet.
Jam 16.00 ke rumah Lys, ambil smua barang, mandi bebek (karna keburu waktu) tapi.... ketika mau brangkat ada Lys menghadang dengan peralatan makeupnya. Doeng!!! Mati dah, dia bawa pisauuu. Takutttt! Alhasil yah gua nyerah aja deh, masih percaya kalo dia nga bakal make up in yang norak :p n untung bener dia bisa dipercaya.
Jam 19.00 Pengantin memasuki ruang resepsi di Jade Imperial Restaurant. Acara memang dibuat santai. Makanan disajikan prasmanan. Ada lempar buket berhadiah, ada foto untuk ditandatangani. Sayang aku nga terlalu bisa ambil banyak foto :(
Jam 22.00 ringkas semua barang, balek ke apartment HenVe, bantu Ve lepas riasan
Jam 22.30 pergi makan bebek penyet, ayam penyet ama HenVe, Crl,Felix. huahuauahau mohon maap EO nya jarang makan sampe lupa nyisain penganten e makan.
23.00 ke Bintoro beli pembersih muka
23.30 Pulang ke Lys, kaki uda seperti mati rasa. Mata uda perih pake soft lens. Langsung dah, terkapar bobo.

Afterall, it's good to help my bestfriend step one more further

Setelah mengikuti bbrp wedding secara dekat, aku melihat tidaklah mudah untuk memuaskan semua orang, apalagi kalau masing2 orang merasa berkepentingan dalam sebuah masalah. Abis dah. Yang penting tutup mata,telinga dan hatimu untuk sebuah hari besar begitu.Sayang sekali, sebuah hari besar ,tapi someone bisa berbuat hal yang tidak patut dicontoh, atau menyakiti hati orang lain dengan disadari atau tidak dengan alasan apapun.

Kapan ya kawin tamasya bisa jadi trend? Mungkin aku mau merit waktu kawin tamasya lagi In aja kali ya? hehehhehe....

Ve's Bachelorette Party

Circle of Friends

Now that you start to fly

Fly hard

Now that you start to have fun

Play hard

Now that you start to get drunk

Hold us tight

Now that you start to dream

Keep our smile with you

So when you got your bad day, you can still smile with us

Lusida Vs Nyo

Di lingkungan keluarga dan teman kecil aku di kenal dengan nama Ching - Ching
Dari SD ampe SMA aku dikenal dengan nama Lusida
Dari Kuliah aku di kenal dengan nama Nyo

Itu berarti uda ampir 10 tahun aku dikenal dengan nama Nyo. Kalo dikampus kau bilang Lusida, mungkin hanya 30 % yang tahu. Tapi kalo bilang Nyo FKIP'98, ampir 90 % seisi kampus tau. Terkenal ya? hahahahha. Nah, aku sih nga terlalu mempermasalahkan aku dipanggil apa sih, jadi ya begitulah akirnya sampe detik ini temen2 kuliah masih memanggilku dengan nama beken ku.

Lalu, ada Lys yang baru kukenal sekitar 2 taon ini dari Pei. Baru lmyn deket sekitar tengah taon trakir. And OMG, she's trying to kill Nyo. Helpp!!!!! Hehehe I appreciate it Lys. Do your best. Hahaha skrg kalo ada dia yang ada cuman Lusi, nga tau napa dia musuhan ama Nyo. Jadi nga boleh ada yang menyebut namanya kalo ada dia tuh. Sementara Nyo kabur kalo ada Lys.

The Last Single Women Crown

In another 11 days, I'll be the one
Does it means that I'm the one to be left outside?
Maybe ....
I'm not asking all of you there to pull me inside
I know this is the risk that I have to face
So I'll face it with my way

This pattern has already begin
Couple of you met couple of you and then met another couple of you
And so on and so on
There's even a "wedding party" that I'm not invited into
How amazing this friendship become
I'll not blame anyone nor asking your pity

Guess that we have to walk our own path of life now?
Enjoy and Take Care

Hasil test dari Tickle.com

Lusi, you have an unusually strong psychic talent in the area of Precognition

This means you have an uncanny ability to look into the future and anticipate what is going to happen. By knowing something's going to occur, you can even change the outcome of events for the better.
Lusi, our in-depth analysis also shows you have other hidden psychic strengths including retrocognition (the ability to know what has happened in the past), telepathy (the ability to sense people's true thoughts) and clairvoyance (the ability to see the unknown).

How many soulmate I have?

Telepathy, from the Greek, tele meaning "remote" and, patheia meaning "to be affected by", is a term used to describe the transfer of information on thoughts or feelings between individuals by means other than the five classical senses

Pernahkah kau memiliki hubungan yang cukup erat dengan seseorang yang akhirnya bisa memungkinkan proses semacam telepathy diantara kalian? Asik juga ya kalo kita bisa mengasah kemampuan telepati kita, jadi bebas pulsa deh. Nga perlu susah2 sms pula :p
It's about my highschool bestfriend and I Entah apa istilahnya untuk komunikasi tanpa kontak itu, tapi kayaknya akhir2 ini terjadi cukup sering kebetulan untuk kami.Saking sering e uda rada lupa apa aja.

Yang terakir critanya aku janjian nih ma dia. Waktu mau pergi aku pake sweater item, uda mau brangkat krasa nga enak jadi ganti lagi pake kemeja cewek putih. Ternyata ... dia juga mau pake item nga jadi trus pakenya juga putih.

Dari smua kebetulan2 itu akhirnya penasaran juga. Apa bener seseorang bisa punya kontak batin dengan orang lain yang deket? So, katakanlah rabu malem aku iseng. Coba ah, jadi aku batin dia, n aku bilang kalo emang dia krasa, brarti bsok (kamis) dia bakal sms aku. Sore2, bukan hanya dia sms aku, dia juga telpon, n juga ngajak dinner bareng padahal harusnya dia ada kegiatan lain n tiba2 malas melakukannya. Doeng.... nah loh!! Kebetulan lagi?

Hahahaha whatever it is, no matter we got it or not, you're still one of my goodfriend, dear.

Kata bbrp temen dicoba aja lagi keorang lain,sapa? rahasia..... hahahha

Another Congratulation

Engagement : ........ & .........

I know the time will come
Should I feel sad, Should I feel dead
I know that you will say it
Should I feel dissapointed, Should I feel dread

You try to say "What If"
But I think we'll never know right?
Just don't ruin everything
I know I'll miss you, I know that I'll loosing you
But.....
Not in the way I'm loosing you when I'm loosing you as the one I love
Because I already loosing you a long time ago
Thanks to me
I'll just loosing you as a bestfriend I can always counting on this time

8 years
And all of that time we're stuck with the question "what if" without doing nothing
8 years you've been with her
I think it's time to go on
Go on even if that means I'm not apart of anything on your future

Congratulations...hope that you really find "the one"

Thank You Letter

I wanna say thank you for all the concern and surprises (the good and the bad) that all of you gave to me on my day. Lucky me to have you pal! Thank you ....

For Lik n Yen untuk midnight sms nya

For Cin for the call at 2.30 a.m. (Walau nga tak angkat, tidur bok!!)

For Dvs, Lily, Maria, Nyak (walo dlm kondisimu yg buruk), Meri, Melly untuk semua wish lewat sms.

For Pyor, Panci, Bo, and Ellys for the surprise and mess my studio up :

For Valen,Pre, Jus, Pei, Bus for the "lovely and special" birthday cake. Sad, you can't come.For Mut, Silvi, and Memot, Vles untuk PM di YM

For Nettie , for showing up in my studio

For my workmate Yen n Lilik for the present and the cake

For Pon and Yem for the phone call

And untuk smua yang mungkin terlewat atau tidak tersebut satu persatu, am really thank you for walking through this day with me.

Happy 27th Birthday to ..... Me :p

From Astrology.com :

Refresh and renew yourself with what July has to offer! Mercury ends its retrograde in Cancer on July 9, marking the moment that you should begin to incorporate the lifestyle changes or new ways of thinking you've confronted since the retrograde began on June 15. If you have taken care of business, so to speak, you will have the opportunity to move forward.

The new Moon in Cancer on July 14 calls for you to kick back and relax. Pleasure is beckoning now, so you should make the most of it! When Mars -- in determined Taurus -- is activated by independent Uranus on July 20, it signals the perfect time to focus on self improvement. Don't forget to think outside the box!

Too young for me to say I know everything
Too Old for me to say I'll wait
One more years has pass me by
Still that feeling haunting on me

Too young for me to decide my way of life
Too old for me to wait for ... nothing
One more years has pass me by
And it's all coming back to me now

Too young for me to stay awake at this time of midnight
Too old for me to spend my first second of my birthday this way

So I'm telling myself
Every second in this life is to precious just to say that I'm too young or to old for something
You can mention thousand of too young n too old and do .... nothing
Just believe in yourself, enjoy your life, and walk through this with brave
Whatever you lead your life into, just make sure that you're happy
Happy Birthday ... :p Amen.

Masih tentang Kebetulan

First Costumer di studio ku ber initial R. Sedikit banyak, keberuntungan yang aku dapat juga hasil promosi dia di sekolahnya. I have to say thank you to her, n wish her luck at her new college. Jadi itu crita pertamanya.

Crita ke - 2, my bestfriend DJ, sekitar 3 tahun lalu waktu merit dia membuat furniture di seseorang yg berlokasi di daerah rumahku sini. Lalu dia merekomendasikan ke Ve karna she'll getting married also.

So, tadi aku temani Ve ke tempat furniture itu. Sehabis membicarakan apa saja yang mau di kerjakan, kata punya kata, bicara punya bicara.....ternyata tak lain adalah sang empunya adalah mama dari R.

Winter?

Tahun ini rasanya semua jalan serba cepat, malah bisa dibilang lari. Setuju nga? hahaha bahkan si musim panas nga mau tinggal lama2, dia langsung lari sprint trus ngasih tongkat estafet ke musim dingin lagi. Musim dingin??? Lah gimana nga, skrg ini uda mulai hujan2 lagi tapi tidak parah sih. Cuman dinginnyaaaa.....brrrrr.

Tadi dengar di radio kita bakal berada pada kedinginan sekitar 20 derajat C (di pagi hari) sampe sekitar bulan September. Air uda mendekati air es nih kalo malem.Wahhh bayangin tuh kalo di Batu brapa derajat sekarang? brrrr.

So, ini saatnya kuarin baju musim dingin nih. Take care n jaga kesehatan deh buat kalian smua terutama yang punya masalah ama rematik. Hhahahahaha....

Crossing Life Path

I don't know how bout with you, but do you ever notice there's some people that we don't know and they don't even know us either but always around us? Let me tell you mine.

There's one girl earlier when I was in highschool. I always saw her passing me to another direction everyday when I go to my school. It's happen almost everyday. Then I go to college, still sometimes I saw her on the street.We both using motorcycle.

There's also one man. There was a time when my mother have a plan to make a boarding house, we search some advertisement on the newspaper. There's one interesting house, so we called the person who have it. He asked us to come to his house (the one he living at) not the one he sell to talk first and then his son will take us to the house we interested. Both of them is a dentist(the father and son). There was my first time met his son, then I saw him some couple time again in some different places.

Then there was my bestfriend wedding, I and one other bestfriend become the organizer. We try to find the right flourist for the wedding party. After some phone call we interested to see the flourist portfolio so the contact person (a she) tell us to come to her house. I just can't believe it, again I come to the dentist house!!!!!! And the flourist is the mother!!!!! What a coincidence??
I told you this story because I just see the son again yesterday.

Maybe I'll tell myself that maybe he's my soulmate if he doesn't have wife and kid(s). I know this just because I saw him with them a couple time. I'm not doubt that I'll see him again.

My Pepsi Collections ;p

Ayo sapa mau bantu lengkapin koleksiku? Dari negara mana aja welcome kok , cukup kalengnya aja ;p Thanks before :)

Fullmoon

Just wanna share what I saw from my house's rooftop. Isn't it beautiful?
Happy Anniversary Surabaya (tuh TP yg di poto). Happy Waisak Day buat yg ngrayain.

May Fiesta 2007

Kangennya denger kata2 itu. May Fiesta ,the (only) time in a year I see all of those face. So familiar n friendly faces. Those faces that fill up my days on my younger years. Those faces that I missed so much! Those laughs, those chat, those synical word, those harsh language, everything of those....hahaha .... I can forget all of that life matter that 2 hours. That happy face menghapus sgala kecapean.

This year, like before May fiesta diadain di BananaLeaf Mayjend. Acara ritual ini buat ngrayain ultah Vei,Hen,DJ,Ardi,Mbang,Jov,Lun yg smua jth bln Mei.By destiny they found each other n become friends n even lovers. Personel tamu kl ini sdkt berubah formasi : me, iyan (n new girlfriend vera), nico,novi,nonik,encep.

Next year or another year on the future, I hope we still can see each other pal. Just this one time in a year. Just another 2-3 hours to catch up, updating each other, and see all of that faces again. Faces that filling up that old n happy times. We grow up, we change, we take our chance in life, but let our friendship also grows with us. Nice to have u all my friends, I'll not bored to documented all of those smile. Your smile always inspired me!

One "busy" Day

Sunday, demi mendapat interior portfolio gue off kerja hari ini. Siang gitu, I menuju rumah Maria (my highschool bestfriend) buat moto bbrp sudut rumahnya. Baru kali ini juga kerumahnya yang ditinggali setelah merit. Jadi inget dulu juga sering nongkrong di rumahnya juga. Kayake the longest friendship I ever had deh. Setidaknya kami kembali aktif kontak taon ini setelah sebelumnya sedikit renggang dengan kesibukan kami sendiri2. Skrg ketemu di dunia maya ato di real world. Sekian taon, we are change, we've been through a lot of things. But, I'm glad that one thing never changes between us. We are still a bestfriend walo hmpr tdk ada kesamaan diantara kami :p
So, abis moto kami lunch di PTC. And for the first time she drives and I'm the passenger. Huahahaha you driving good pal. Trus I balek ke studio, sedikit lembur.

Sore, I met Lik n Cin without the other 2 girls in our "crazy" gank. They're my college bestfriends. Again, we've been through a lot....and here I meant really a lot of things. Then the busy years come, some of us not actually live in Sby any longer. Lik came from Jember(where she works now). We had a gathering at TP, updating each other. Then suddenly I think I miss all that "crazy years" and we were really2 crazy those days. So, we go to wuf2 karaoke at PTC (secong time in one day???) Time rushing and nga krasa akhirnya kita ambil paket happy hour ampe jam 2a.m. Ketika kita kuar, doeng ..tiada org lain di PTC kecuali kami ber3. Hahaha. Mau pulang? bisa nga dibukainn portal, so kami ke .... Taman Bungkul!! Minum red wine, nikmatin the new taman bungkul. Ada bbrp orang ber internet ria tp we're the only women there. Lmyn narik perhatian, but we just having fun n talk sampe akirnya I plg jam 5 an (portal dah buka).

Untung senin gue libur. tp ya nga libur sih cr foto interior lg di HOS ma pyor, lembur lg, trus bulutangkis.HUA!! abis sudah seger tp abis. Hahahaha, Nite nite pal! It's good to hv you all in this life.

Celebrities Human Right???

Early morning
She wakes up Knock, knock, knock on the door
It's time for makeup
Perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for
Isn't she lovely
This Hollywood girl
And they say.. She's so Lucky She's a star
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?
Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning and she keeps on winning
But tell me, what happens when it stops

cuplikan lagu dari Britney Spears yang menggambarkan kehidupan para bintang, celebrities, dan smua orang terkenal yang bisa kita lihat di tv.

Tonight, I watch some television show about PAPARAZZI. Lalu kubayangkan bagaimana rasanya jadi para celebrities itu ketika hidup mereka di intai 24 jam non-stop. Isn't it creepy?
Dari mereka bangun dan keluar beranda mereka menikmati matahari, jalan2, naik mobil, turun mobil, makan, minum, berlibur,berjemur, melahirkan, bawa anak jalan2, bawa anak ke sekolah, nonton di bioskop, ke supermarket,shopping, olahraga, bahkan waktu pinjem video. Dan segudang kegiatan mereka, setiap langkahnya selalu diikuti dan dikuntit demi menemukan sedikit celah dan kesalahan yang mereka buat.Bahkan jika sang artis berbaik hati berpose demi mendapat 1 hari ketenangan .... Paparazzi tetap tidak melepas mangsa mereka.

Begitu banyak cara mereka gunakan demi memancing emosi sang artis,termasuk mengata-ngatai,mengolok dan lain sebagainya yang sangat memalukan. Jika sang artis bereaksi maka semakin senanglah sang fotografer.
Jika celebrities marah, mengumpat, menghajar sang fotografer, melempar kamera bukankah itu suatu hal yang manusiawi? Come on, they just a human being. Bayangkan kalau ada orang asing membuntuti mu dan anak mu diam2 dalam mobil mengawasimu, bukankah insting sebagai orang tua untuk melindungi anakmu akan timbul??? Binatang aja juga begitu!!Nah kalo sudah begitu .... sang artis lah yang dianggap bersalah kalau sampai menjamah sang fotografer atau kameranya. Pengadilan akan nyuruh mrk bayar pada sang paparazzi.Weird?? Yah...sometimes we can't really expect justice in this weird world. Lalu dimana yang namanya HAM mereka??? Emang mereka tidak berhak sebagai manusia? Jadi apa dong? Bagaimana kalau seorang kriminal berkedok sebagai paparazzi dan mencelakai para celebrities ini???? HUH!!!

One thing .... it's so lucky dictionary have other word for this shallow photographer who can't respect their object so I'm not shame with who I am right now ..... A photographer!

"Desiderata" - Max Ehrmann

Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant, they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble, it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in face of sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery & broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.
Be careful. Strive to be happy.

Baru kliatan lagi puisi ini, jadi ingat puisi ini dulu diajarkan waktu kuliah... jadi bernostalgia...a good poem that make us remember....that we're worthed n have the right to be happy. All of us!

2 days eat like a pig!

16.00 1 porsi bakso
19.00 2 piring nasi + sambal
22.30 1 potong es krim
22.40 1 gelas jus anggur
23.00 1 gelas sekoteng

10.30 1 piring nasi + soto + telur orak arik
18.00 2 piring nasi goreng + 3 potong ayam bumbu kecap + sate +urap2 + buah
19.30 1 kue kukus
21.00 1 gelas susu coklat
21.00 1 porsi indomie kuah

++ camilan2 n air bergentong - gentong

Ini adalah menuku slama 2 hari di Batu n Malang. Bawaannya laperrrr mulu. Hari pertama dari sby I mampir di Taman Dayu, jemput Ve trus ke Malang main bentar, dah lama nga ngobrol. Malemnya I ke Batu tinggal di rumah Lik. We have a bestfriend wedding ceremony the next day.

Love and Mistake

Maybe the only thing (at least one of them) in this world that has no answer
Is the question : What is love?
Love can be fun, Love can be dangerous

There's a lot of feeling we have when it's deal with love
Happy,Sad,Anger,Jealous,dissapoint, possesive ...
Love can be anything

So, should be love become the only thing we think
When we have to choose our path of life?
I don't know my friend
I don't really know how it can happend in our life
How we make mistake
How we misinterpret this love

But what I really know is
We all make mistakes
Whatever it is, there's always a way to fix it
Just remember that you're not alone
We're always be here to lift you up when you're down
And I know that you'll also do that when the other down
Then we'll now that everything's gonna be okay

I can feel a lot of anger and disapointment fill the air
We hardly breath and the time ticking
Ready to take the life we have if we're not solve it right now
That's why above all of the hurt and anger feeling
I'll wishing you the best with the new family

--me--

Today Tarot Card

The Temperance card reversed suggests that extreme emotions could flare up as patience is pushed to the limit, which means built-up frustrations finally seek their release.

Once it is all out there, you can regain composure or self-control and work toward a long-term solution or compromise.

As long as you don't expect a quick fix, you can recover a balance between the stresses of daily life, personal gratification and romantic desires or relationship goals that may have been taking a back seat to emotional or sexual dysfunctions.

Take it one day at a time.

(Wow, today Tarot card said a lot bout me. Take a rest, and recover from the stresses)

KAPAN NIKAH? By A-mild

Masih jomblo?
Kapan nikah?
Tunggu apalagi
Jangan pilih - pilih
Kapan nikah?
kapan?
kapan?

May....

Maybe yes
Maybe no

ENJOY AJA!

Since I'm being the last person to married
It doesn't meant that I'll be a miserable and pathetic person, right?
Why rush?
Because the women body ticking?
Is it wrong if I just waiting for that someone
Someone who meant to be here by my side?
One side said no it's not
The other said yes that's selfish

So....I think for now....ENJOY AJA!

The Joy of Life

Last night I hv the courage
The courage to let it go
Let my job waiting

Last night I sipped the joy of life
In this tough moment
I made myself laughing so hard
I drunk and felt something unfamiliar lately
Happiness ...

Last night for a moment ... I don't feel alone
That's not my job who's standing next to me
But it's you my friends

Last night all of you remind me
There's still a life to walk on
A joy to be share
A laugh to make
A friend to hold

Thanks for being there to share your love

One Regret (Dedicated to a broken hearted friend)

One moment
One love
One person
One regret

Too old to regret
Too young to be truth
I was letting you go with the ship
Bring out the light from my life
Sailing with someone else

One isle
One soul
One wing
One regret

My body screaming
This heart bleeding everytime I hear your voice
Whenever I think of you
Wherever I go
I just wanna hold your hand

One universe
One regret
We've been together
Always together even now ...
I can see your eyes
I can feel your breath
I can hear that laugh but ...

One regret
you're not mine anymore
One regret I have no courage to tell you that I LOVE YOU
One regret I'll let you go and try to live my life without you

--me--

LOCKED

I think I have a new hobby here
Getting locked

Okay .... a couple month ago, I got locked inside my studio. I left the key outside and I couldn't reach it. Luckyly Vei dan her brother was around, they save me

A couple week ago, I got locked outside my houseAfter locked every door from inside, I close the rolling door from outside. Soo.... I couldn't get inside again to get my studio key that was inside. Then Vei, Maya and I had to sit outside the studio waiting for the customer until my family getting back 2 hours later from Lawang

Yesterday, I got locked outside my studio I couldn't get my car and house key that was locked inside my carIt was raining ... n... nobody can help this time,no one around me now

Okay, so I'm walking in the rain going to my boarding house
Climb up the door (lucky there's no other people there since it's raining)
And so lucky the other car key can be reach from my room's window. After climb the wall again, I walking back to studio n open my car

What's next???
Oh I really had to get my concentration back!

The Queen of Pentacles

The Queen of Pentacles card suggests that you could reap the benefits from this Queen's generous domestic connection, perhaps by learning from her example.

You can create the comforts of a career, home and family without being run ragged or seeming smug.

Treat each project, plant, pet or job like your baby. Foster its independence or its ability to grow big and strong.

Give someone who looks up to you another chance, or turn an error into your unique style by adding your special touch. Choose quality over quantity and love may flourish.

You might have the opportunity to nurture some sensual pleasure or acquire a more abundant and fertile environment.

There She Goes

It's been so long
when I had this feeling
It's been so hard
to remember what's this feeling stand for ...
I think it's ... alone

Some friends walkout from my way of life
Some friends still keep in touch whereever they are
Some friends still here on my way

And one of the best will have her new path of life soon
Getting along with the crowd before her
Leave me the only ladies out of the big crowd

I will miss ...1...2...3...4......................
I will miss a lot of things I can barely counting in this life
I will miss my schoolmate, I will miss my workmate
I will miss my assistant, my cashier, my make up artist
I will miss my housemate, my good counselor
I will miss you my bestfriend

We'll take different bus from here and now
But still, remember to turn around sometimes
Because I'm still here, a mile away but still on the same direction
Too catch up our own dreams

Gud luck with your new journey of life
Wish everything good for you and your love one

Ting ting ting

Tuh bunyi bel kentongan menandakan jam 3 pagi udahan. Udah lama nga denger bunyi itu, sekitar 4 tahun sejak pindah ke kos. ting ting ting. Kalo jam 12 kentongannya juga dipukul 12 kali. Trus aku berpikir, emang kentongan itu di bunyiin untuk ngasih tau jam ke sapa ya? Kan smua orang pada tidur, mang ada yang butuh tau jam brapa skrg? hehehe... any answer?

Udah lama banget rasane aku bisa melek sampe jam gini. Hiks.. nga bisa bobo. Kopi tadi siang kemanjuren...

Move to Studio

30 - 3 - 2007---12.54 a.m. Tangan udah mati rasa, mata udah lengket ama monitor. Itu dah terjadi beberapa minggu belakangan. Nope, aku nga bete kok. Cuapek tapi ya sueneng banyak costumer. Lalu, keadaan lebih menggila lagi untuk 1 bulan ke depan. Dapet job buku kenangan punya sekolahan deket sini tapi juga akan ditinggalkan oleh "tangan kanan"-ku. Menyusul bulan mei "tangan kiri"-ku juga pergi, dah mau di amputasi smua.Huks........ will miss you girls. So little time so much to do deh, otak dah mau pecah rasanya.

Pikir punya pikir, berhubung blom punya laptop akhirnya kemarin bareng sama Vei, aku "pindah" ke Studio supaya bisa kerja di malam hari juga. Hahahaha.....workaholic? Nga juga kali ya, buktinya masih bisa nge-blog malahan. Ini hanyalah tuntutan hidup demi sesuap nasi n segenggam berlian. huahauhauha......

Buat yang ngira I punya pacar makanya menghilang( I wish), yah pacar baruku ya seperangkat kompie ini. Mohon maklum untuk bbrp saat ini kalo nga bisa muncul ya. Miss you there.

Records ?

Ini pe-er nya dari Imoet soal record record an gitu. So langsung aja ya ....

Records that change your life
Nga sampe segitunya sih ....

Records that you've listened more than once
Tergantung apa yang baru aku denger kali ya. hehehe.... skrg lagi nelly furtado,sebelumnya Because of you by Kelly Clarkson.

Records that you just don't understand
Hummm kayake tuh Underground and Hard Rock gitu yang (spt kata Imoet) gedumbrangan nga jelas.

Records that made you cry
Nga sampe cry lah cuman krasa sedih gitu kali ya, humm ada show me the meaning of being lonely by backstreet boys? nga inget deh kalo lagi mau diinget gini. Aslinya sih uda melankolis .... hehehe ... ama lagu ne ebiet g ade yang tentang orang buta....dst dst ..

Records that creep the hell out of you
blom kepikiran,abis lagu-nya Gregorian or Enigma yang kata temen2 menakutkan, menurutku asik tuh. Full of mystery. Mungkin kalo yang nyanyi aku baru menakutkan bagiku.

Records you wish never been made
Apa ye? ya mungkin lagu lagu gedumbrangan yang nga jelas itu. Buat rusak tenggorokan.

Records that you've just listening
ALL THE GOOD THINGS by Nelly Furtado uda dengerin entah keberapa kali ampe Pei ngomel. Biasanya request di Pre-chan tapi akirnya dapet mp3 nya. hehehe....

Hot Shot's Angels

2 of my bestfriends and I

Yah beginilah kalo lagi bosen n jutek ma kerjaan. Jadinya pose sendiri deh, yang moto Mr. Tripod. Huauahahaha.....

When the time is come

I really don't know what will happen next
Suddenly the fog climbing down closing my road
On this street of life
I can't see clearly nor thinking clearly
It frozen and foggy

Should I go back jump to the sea
When I already on the hill top?
Should I go back to the billow and salty wave
When I already taste the sweet berry and calm wind?
Should I run down the hill
When all of my lovely friends go to the top?
Should I?

The clock ticking
Still I can't see it
The future of my life
I ran out of answer, I lost directions

A couple of months
That's all I got
I think it's going to be a very hard and rocky road after that
Please give me your wind God
You're the only one left here to help me
Swept away the fog
And show me the way

-me-

What If ?

Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change
Well I triedBut I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayedIf you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
Many roads to take
Some to joy Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change
Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayedIf you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the lineAnd still this question keep on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away'Cos I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayedIf you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know

Song By : Kate Winslet

I'm back to this Internet World

So, I'm back in 2007. Hope I can updating my long lost blog. hahaha... So let me check what missing here ....hummm ...hummm I already forget . The only thing I remembered the blog missed my trip to Thailand. But I have it upload in another blog.

Now, it's already 2 months since my studio HotShot Studio open. Everything going fine and I hope it's continued like that. 2 of my friend help me with the operational thing and it's kind of helping me a lot. Btw, since the raining season coming I shoot some interesting picture in front of my studio. Check this out ... believe me it's not on the river... it's a main road :p

New Year Resolutions for Internet Junkies

" I will answer my snail mail with the same enthusiasm with which I answer my e-mail "
" I will stop sending e-mail, YM, ICQ, and be on the phone at the same time and same person "
" I will spend less than one hour a day on the internet, that will be hard because I'm not a clock watcher "
" I will try to figure out why I "really" need 12 e-mail address and account in every new website"
" I resolve .... I resolve to...uh.. I resolve to....uh get my, er....I resolve to....uh.. get my offline work done too!"

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!