From Astrology.com :
Refresh and renew yourself with what July has to offer! Mercury ends its retrograde in Cancer on July 9, marking the moment that you should begin to incorporate the lifestyle changes or new ways of thinking you've confronted since the retrograde began on June 15. If you have taken care of business, so to speak, you will have the opportunity to move forward.
The new Moon in Cancer on July 14 calls for you to kick back and relax. Pleasure is beckoning now, so you should make the most of it! When Mars -- in determined Taurus -- is activated by independent Uranus on July 20, it signals the perfect time to focus on self improvement. Don't forget to think outside the box!
Too young for me to say I know everything
Too Old for me to say I'll wait
One more years has pass me by
Still that feeling haunting on me
Too young for me to decide my way of life
Too old for me to wait for ... nothing
One more years has pass me by
And it's all coming back to me now
Too young for me to stay awake at this time of midnight
Too old for me to spend my first second of my birthday this way
So I'm telling myself
Every second in this life is to precious just to say that I'm too young or to old for something
You can mention thousand of too young n too old and do .... nothing
Just believe in yourself, enjoy your life, and walk through this with brave
Whatever you lead your life into, just make sure that you're happy
Happy Birthday ... :p Amen.
Thursday, July 05, 2007
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Masih tentang Kebetulan
First Costumer di studio ku ber initial R. Sedikit banyak, keberuntungan yang aku dapat juga hasil promosi dia di sekolahnya. I have to say thank you to her, n wish her luck at her new college. Jadi itu crita pertamanya.
Crita ke - 2, my bestfriend DJ, sekitar 3 tahun lalu waktu merit dia membuat furniture di seseorang yg berlokasi di daerah rumahku sini. Lalu dia merekomendasikan ke Ve karna she'll getting married also.
So, tadi aku temani Ve ke tempat furniture itu. Sehabis membicarakan apa saja yang mau di kerjakan, kata punya kata, bicara punya bicara.....ternyata tak lain adalah sang empunya adalah mama dari R.
Crita ke - 2, my bestfriend DJ, sekitar 3 tahun lalu waktu merit dia membuat furniture di seseorang yg berlokasi di daerah rumahku sini. Lalu dia merekomendasikan ke Ve karna she'll getting married also.
So, tadi aku temani Ve ke tempat furniture itu. Sehabis membicarakan apa saja yang mau di kerjakan, kata punya kata, bicara punya bicara.....ternyata tak lain adalah sang empunya adalah mama dari R.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Winter?
Tahun ini rasanya semua jalan serba cepat, malah bisa dibilang lari. Setuju nga? hahaha bahkan si musim panas nga mau tinggal lama2, dia langsung lari sprint trus ngasih tongkat estafet ke musim dingin lagi. Musim dingin??? Lah gimana nga, skrg ini uda mulai hujan2 lagi tapi tidak parah sih. Cuman dinginnyaaaa.....brrrrr.
Tadi dengar di radio kita bakal berada pada kedinginan sekitar 20 derajat C (di pagi hari) sampe sekitar bulan September. Air uda mendekati air es nih kalo malem.Wahhh bayangin tuh kalo di Batu brapa derajat sekarang? brrrr.
So, ini saatnya kuarin baju musim dingin nih. Take care n jaga kesehatan deh buat kalian smua terutama yang punya masalah ama rematik. Hhahahahaha....
Tadi dengar di radio kita bakal berada pada kedinginan sekitar 20 derajat C (di pagi hari) sampe sekitar bulan September. Air uda mendekati air es nih kalo malem.Wahhh bayangin tuh kalo di Batu brapa derajat sekarang? brrrr.
So, ini saatnya kuarin baju musim dingin nih. Take care n jaga kesehatan deh buat kalian smua terutama yang punya masalah ama rematik. Hhahahahaha....
Crossing Life Path
I don't know how bout with you, but do you ever notice there's some people that we don't know and they don't even know us either but always around us? Let me tell you mine.
There's one girl earlier when I was in highschool. I always saw her passing me to another direction everyday when I go to my school. It's happen almost everyday. Then I go to college, still sometimes I saw her on the street.We both using motorcycle.
There's also one man. There was a time when my mother have a plan to make a boarding house, we search some advertisement on the newspaper. There's one interesting house, so we called the person who have it. He asked us to come to his house (the one he living at) not the one he sell to talk first and then his son will take us to the house we interested. Both of them is a dentist(the father and son). There was my first time met his son, then I saw him some couple time again in some different places.
Then there was my bestfriend wedding, I and one other bestfriend become the organizer. We try to find the right flourist for the wedding party. After some phone call we interested to see the flourist portfolio so the contact person (a she) tell us to come to her house. I just can't believe it, again I come to the dentist house!!!!!! And the flourist is the mother!!!!! What a coincidence??
I told you this story because I just see the son again yesterday.
Maybe I'll tell myself that maybe he's my soulmate if he doesn't have wife and kid(s). I know this just because I saw him with them a couple time. I'm not doubt that I'll see him again.
There's one girl earlier when I was in highschool. I always saw her passing me to another direction everyday when I go to my school. It's happen almost everyday. Then I go to college, still sometimes I saw her on the street.We both using motorcycle.
There's also one man. There was a time when my mother have a plan to make a boarding house, we search some advertisement on the newspaper. There's one interesting house, so we called the person who have it. He asked us to come to his house (the one he living at) not the one he sell to talk first and then his son will take us to the house we interested. Both of them is a dentist(the father and son). There was my first time met his son, then I saw him some couple time again in some different places.
Then there was my bestfriend wedding, I and one other bestfriend become the organizer. We try to find the right flourist for the wedding party. After some phone call we interested to see the flourist portfolio so the contact person (a she) tell us to come to her house. I just can't believe it, again I come to the dentist house!!!!!! And the flourist is the mother!!!!! What a coincidence??
I told you this story because I just see the son again yesterday.
Maybe I'll tell myself that maybe he's my soulmate if he doesn't have wife and kid(s). I know this just because I saw him with them a couple time. I'm not doubt that I'll see him again.
Friday, June 08, 2007
My Pepsi Collections ;p
Ayo sapa mau bantu lengkapin koleksiku? Dari negara mana aja welcome kok , cukup kalengnya aja ;p Thanks before :)
Sunday, June 03, 2007
Sunday, May 27, 2007
May Fiesta 2007
Kangennya denger kata2 itu. May Fiesta ,the (only) time in a year I see all of those face. So familiar n friendly faces. Those faces that fill up my days on my younger years. Those faces that I missed so much! Those laughs, those chat, those synical word, those harsh language, everything of those....hahaha .... I can forget all of that life matter that 2 hours. That happy face menghapus sgala kecapean.
This year, like before May fiesta diadain di BananaLeaf Mayjend. Acara ritual ini buat ngrayain ultah Vei,Hen,DJ,Ardi,Mbang,Jov,Lun yg smua jth bln Mei.By destiny they found each other n become friends n even lovers. Personel tamu kl ini sdkt berubah formasi : me, iyan (n new girlfriend vera), nico,novi,nonik,encep.
Next year or another year on the future, I hope we still can see each other pal. Just this one time in a year. Just another 2-3 hours to catch up, updating each other, and see all of that faces again. Faces that filling up that old n happy times. We grow up, we change, we take our chance in life, but let our friendship also grows with us. Nice to have u all my friends, I'll not bored to documented all of those smile. Your smile always inspired me!
This year, like before May fiesta diadain di BananaLeaf Mayjend. Acara ritual ini buat ngrayain ultah Vei,Hen,DJ,Ardi,Mbang,Jov,Lun yg smua jth bln Mei.By destiny they found each other n become friends n even lovers. Personel tamu kl ini sdkt berubah formasi : me, iyan (n new girlfriend vera), nico,novi,nonik,encep.
Next year or another year on the future, I hope we still can see each other pal. Just this one time in a year. Just another 2-3 hours to catch up, updating each other, and see all of that faces again. Faces that filling up that old n happy times. We grow up, we change, we take our chance in life, but let our friendship also grows with us. Nice to have u all my friends, I'll not bored to documented all of those smile. Your smile always inspired me!
Monday, May 21, 2007
One "busy" Day
Sunday, demi mendapat interior portfolio gue off kerja hari ini. Siang gitu, I menuju rumah Maria (my highschool bestfriend) buat moto bbrp sudut rumahnya. Baru kali ini juga kerumahnya yang ditinggali setelah merit. Jadi inget dulu juga sering nongkrong di rumahnya juga. Kayake the longest friendship I ever had deh. Setidaknya kami kembali aktif kontak taon ini setelah sebelumnya sedikit renggang dengan kesibukan kami sendiri2. Skrg ketemu di dunia maya ato di real world. Sekian taon, we are change, we've been through a lot of things. But, I'm glad that one thing never changes between us. We are still a bestfriend walo hmpr tdk ada kesamaan diantara kami :p
So, abis moto kami lunch di PTC. And for the first time she drives and I'm the passenger. Huahahaha you driving good pal. Trus I balek ke studio, sedikit lembur.
Sore, I met Lik n Cin without the other 2 girls in our "crazy" gank. They're my college bestfriends. Again, we've been through a lot....and here I meant really a lot of things. Then the busy years come, some of us not actually live in Sby any longer. Lik came from Jember(where she works now). We had a gathering at TP, updating each other. Then suddenly I think I miss all that "crazy years" and we were really2 crazy those days. So, we go to wuf2 karaoke at PTC (secong time in one day???) Time rushing and nga krasa akhirnya kita ambil paket happy hour ampe jam 2a.m. Ketika kita kuar, doeng ..tiada org lain di PTC kecuali kami ber3. Hahaha. Mau pulang? bisa nga dibukainn portal, so kami ke .... Taman Bungkul!! Minum red wine, nikmatin the new taman bungkul. Ada bbrp orang ber internet ria tp we're the only women there. Lmyn narik perhatian, but we just having fun n talk sampe akirnya I plg jam 5 an (portal dah buka).
Untung senin gue libur. tp ya nga libur sih cr foto interior lg di HOS ma pyor, lembur lg, trus bulutangkis.HUA!! abis sudah seger tp abis. Hahahaha, Nite nite pal! It's good to hv you all in this life.
So, abis moto kami lunch di PTC. And for the first time she drives and I'm the passenger. Huahahaha you driving good pal. Trus I balek ke studio, sedikit lembur.
Sore, I met Lik n Cin without the other 2 girls in our "crazy" gank. They're my college bestfriends. Again, we've been through a lot....and here I meant really a lot of things. Then the busy years come, some of us not actually live in Sby any longer. Lik came from Jember(where she works now). We had a gathering at TP, updating each other. Then suddenly I think I miss all that "crazy years" and we were really2 crazy those days. So, we go to wuf2 karaoke at PTC (secong time in one day???) Time rushing and nga krasa akhirnya kita ambil paket happy hour ampe jam 2a.m. Ketika kita kuar, doeng ..tiada org lain di PTC kecuali kami ber3. Hahaha. Mau pulang? bisa nga dibukainn portal, so kami ke .... Taman Bungkul!! Minum red wine, nikmatin the new taman bungkul. Ada bbrp orang ber internet ria tp we're the only women there. Lmyn narik perhatian, but we just having fun n talk sampe akirnya I plg jam 5 an (portal dah buka).
Untung senin gue libur. tp ya nga libur sih cr foto interior lg di HOS ma pyor, lembur lg, trus bulutangkis.HUA!! abis sudah seger tp abis. Hahahaha, Nite nite pal! It's good to hv you all in this life.
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Celebrities Human Right???
Early morning
She wakes up Knock, knock, knock on the door
It's time for makeup
Perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for
Isn't she lovely
This Hollywood girl
And they say.. She's so Lucky She's a star
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?
Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning and she keeps on winning
But tell me, what happens when it stops
cuplikan lagu dari Britney Spears yang menggambarkan kehidupan para bintang, celebrities, dan smua orang terkenal yang bisa kita lihat di tv.
Tonight, I watch some television show about PAPARAZZI. Lalu kubayangkan bagaimana rasanya jadi para celebrities itu ketika hidup mereka di intai 24 jam non-stop. Isn't it creepy?
Dari mereka bangun dan keluar beranda mereka menikmati matahari, jalan2, naik mobil, turun mobil, makan, minum, berlibur,berjemur, melahirkan, bawa anak jalan2, bawa anak ke sekolah, nonton di bioskop, ke supermarket,shopping, olahraga, bahkan waktu pinjem video. Dan segudang kegiatan mereka, setiap langkahnya selalu diikuti dan dikuntit demi menemukan sedikit celah dan kesalahan yang mereka buat.Bahkan jika sang artis berbaik hati berpose demi mendapat 1 hari ketenangan .... Paparazzi tetap tidak melepas mangsa mereka.
Begitu banyak cara mereka gunakan demi memancing emosi sang artis,termasuk mengata-ngatai,mengolok dan lain sebagainya yang sangat memalukan. Jika sang artis bereaksi maka semakin senanglah sang fotografer.
Jika celebrities marah, mengumpat, menghajar sang fotografer, melempar kamera bukankah itu suatu hal yang manusiawi? Come on, they just a human being. Bayangkan kalau ada orang asing membuntuti mu dan anak mu diam2 dalam mobil mengawasimu, bukankah insting sebagai orang tua untuk melindungi anakmu akan timbul??? Binatang aja juga begitu!!Nah kalo sudah begitu .... sang artis lah yang dianggap bersalah kalau sampai menjamah sang fotografer atau kameranya. Pengadilan akan nyuruh mrk bayar pada sang paparazzi.Weird?? Yah...sometimes we can't really expect justice in this weird world. Lalu dimana yang namanya HAM mereka??? Emang mereka tidak berhak sebagai manusia? Jadi apa dong? Bagaimana kalau seorang kriminal berkedok sebagai paparazzi dan mencelakai para celebrities ini???? HUH!!!
One thing .... it's so lucky dictionary have other word for this shallow photographer who can't respect their object so I'm not shame with who I am right now ..... A photographer!
She wakes up Knock, knock, knock on the door
It's time for makeup
Perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for
Isn't she lovely
This Hollywood girl
And they say.. She's so Lucky She's a star
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?
Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning and she keeps on winning
But tell me, what happens when it stops
cuplikan lagu dari Britney Spears yang menggambarkan kehidupan para bintang, celebrities, dan smua orang terkenal yang bisa kita lihat di tv.
Tonight, I watch some television show about PAPARAZZI. Lalu kubayangkan bagaimana rasanya jadi para celebrities itu ketika hidup mereka di intai 24 jam non-stop. Isn't it creepy?
Dari mereka bangun dan keluar beranda mereka menikmati matahari, jalan2, naik mobil, turun mobil, makan, minum, berlibur,berjemur, melahirkan, bawa anak jalan2, bawa anak ke sekolah, nonton di bioskop, ke supermarket,shopping, olahraga, bahkan waktu pinjem video. Dan segudang kegiatan mereka, setiap langkahnya selalu diikuti dan dikuntit demi menemukan sedikit celah dan kesalahan yang mereka buat.Bahkan jika sang artis berbaik hati berpose demi mendapat 1 hari ketenangan .... Paparazzi tetap tidak melepas mangsa mereka.
Begitu banyak cara mereka gunakan demi memancing emosi sang artis,termasuk mengata-ngatai,mengolok dan lain sebagainya yang sangat memalukan. Jika sang artis bereaksi maka semakin senanglah sang fotografer.
Jika celebrities marah, mengumpat, menghajar sang fotografer, melempar kamera bukankah itu suatu hal yang manusiawi? Come on, they just a human being. Bayangkan kalau ada orang asing membuntuti mu dan anak mu diam2 dalam mobil mengawasimu, bukankah insting sebagai orang tua untuk melindungi anakmu akan timbul??? Binatang aja juga begitu!!Nah kalo sudah begitu .... sang artis lah yang dianggap bersalah kalau sampai menjamah sang fotografer atau kameranya. Pengadilan akan nyuruh mrk bayar pada sang paparazzi.Weird?? Yah...sometimes we can't really expect justice in this weird world. Lalu dimana yang namanya HAM mereka??? Emang mereka tidak berhak sebagai manusia? Jadi apa dong? Bagaimana kalau seorang kriminal berkedok sebagai paparazzi dan mencelakai para celebrities ini???? HUH!!!
One thing .... it's so lucky dictionary have other word for this shallow photographer who can't respect their object so I'm not shame with who I am right now ..... A photographer!
Friday, May 04, 2007
"Desiderata" - Max Ehrmann
Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant, they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble, it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in face of sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery & broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.
Be careful. Strive to be happy.
Baru kliatan lagi puisi ini, jadi ingat puisi ini dulu diajarkan waktu kuliah... jadi bernostalgia...a good poem that make us remember....that we're worthed n have the right to be happy. All of us!
As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant, they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble, it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in face of sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery & broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.
Be careful. Strive to be happy.
Baru kliatan lagi puisi ini, jadi ingat puisi ini dulu diajarkan waktu kuliah... jadi bernostalgia...a good poem that make us remember....that we're worthed n have the right to be happy. All of us!
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
2 days eat like a pig!
16.00 1 porsi bakso
19.00 2 piring nasi + sambal
22.30 1 potong es krim
22.40 1 gelas jus anggur
23.00 1 gelas sekoteng
10.30 1 piring nasi + soto + telur orak arik
18.00 2 piring nasi goreng + 3 potong ayam bumbu kecap + sate +urap2 + buah
19.30 1 kue kukus
21.00 1 gelas susu coklat
21.00 1 porsi indomie kuah
++ camilan2 n air bergentong - gentong
Ini adalah menuku slama 2 hari di Batu n Malang. Bawaannya laperrrr mulu. Hari pertama dari sby I mampir di Taman Dayu, jemput Ve trus ke Malang main bentar, dah lama nga ngobrol. Malemnya I ke Batu tinggal di rumah Lik. We have a bestfriend wedding ceremony the next day.
19.00 2 piring nasi + sambal
22.30 1 potong es krim
22.40 1 gelas jus anggur
23.00 1 gelas sekoteng
10.30 1 piring nasi + soto + telur orak arik
18.00 2 piring nasi goreng + 3 potong ayam bumbu kecap + sate +urap2 + buah
19.30 1 kue kukus
21.00 1 gelas susu coklat
21.00 1 porsi indomie kuah
++ camilan2 n air bergentong - gentong
Ini adalah menuku slama 2 hari di Batu n Malang. Bawaannya laperrrr mulu. Hari pertama dari sby I mampir di Taman Dayu, jemput Ve trus ke Malang main bentar, dah lama nga ngobrol. Malemnya I ke Batu tinggal di rumah Lik. We have a bestfriend wedding ceremony the next day.
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Love and Mistake
Maybe the only thing (at least one of them) in this world that has no answer
Is the question : What is love?
Love can be fun, Love can be dangerous
There's a lot of feeling we have when it's deal with love
Happy,Sad,Anger,Jealous,dissapoint, possesive ...
Love can be anything
So, should be love become the only thing we think
When we have to choose our path of life?
I don't know my friend
I don't really know how it can happend in our life
How we make mistake
How we misinterpret this love
But what I really know is
We all make mistakes
Whatever it is, there's always a way to fix it
Just remember that you're not alone
We're always be here to lift you up when you're down
And I know that you'll also do that when the other down
Then we'll now that everything's gonna be okay
I can feel a lot of anger and disapointment fill the air
We hardly breath and the time ticking
Ready to take the life we have if we're not solve it right now
That's why above all of the hurt and anger feeling
I'll wishing you the best with the new family
--me--
Is the question : What is love?
Love can be fun, Love can be dangerous
There's a lot of feeling we have when it's deal with love
Happy,Sad,Anger,Jealous,dissapoint, possesive ...
Love can be anything
So, should be love become the only thing we think
When we have to choose our path of life?
I don't know my friend
I don't really know how it can happend in our life
How we make mistake
How we misinterpret this love
But what I really know is
We all make mistakes
Whatever it is, there's always a way to fix it
Just remember that you're not alone
We're always be here to lift you up when you're down
And I know that you'll also do that when the other down
Then we'll now that everything's gonna be okay
I can feel a lot of anger and disapointment fill the air
We hardly breath and the time ticking
Ready to take the life we have if we're not solve it right now
That's why above all of the hurt and anger feeling
I'll wishing you the best with the new family
--me--
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Today Tarot Card
The Temperance card reversed suggests that extreme emotions could flare up as patience is pushed to the limit, which means built-up frustrations finally seek their release.
Once it is all out there, you can regain composure or self-control and work toward a long-term solution or compromise.
As long as you don't expect a quick fix, you can recover a balance between the stresses of daily life, personal gratification and romantic desires or relationship goals that may have been taking a back seat to emotional or sexual dysfunctions.
Take it one day at a time.
(Wow, today Tarot card said a lot bout me. Take a rest, and recover from the stresses)
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
KAPAN NIKAH? By A-mild
Masih jomblo?
Kapan nikah?
Tunggu apalagi
Jangan pilih - pilih
Kapan nikah?
kapan?
kapan?
May....
Maybe yes
Maybe no
ENJOY AJA!
Since I'm being the last person to married
It doesn't meant that I'll be a miserable and pathetic person, right?
Why rush?
Because the women body ticking?
Is it wrong if I just waiting for that someone
Someone who meant to be here by my side?
One side said no it's not
The other said yes that's selfish
So....I think for now....ENJOY AJA!
Kapan nikah?
Tunggu apalagi
Jangan pilih - pilih
Kapan nikah?
kapan?
kapan?
May....
Maybe yes
Maybe no
ENJOY AJA!
Since I'm being the last person to married
It doesn't meant that I'll be a miserable and pathetic person, right?
Why rush?
Because the women body ticking?
Is it wrong if I just waiting for that someone
Someone who meant to be here by my side?
One side said no it's not
The other said yes that's selfish
So....I think for now....ENJOY AJA!
Monday, April 16, 2007
The Joy of Life
Last night I hv the courage
The courage to let it go
Let my job waiting
Last night I sipped the joy of life
In this tough moment
I made myself laughing so hard
I drunk and felt something unfamiliar lately
Happiness ...
Last night for a moment ... I don't feel alone
That's not my job who's standing next to me
But it's you my friends
Last night all of you remind me
There's still a life to walk on
A joy to be share
A laugh to make
A friend to hold
Thanks for being there to share your love
The courage to let it go
Let my job waiting
Last night I sipped the joy of life
In this tough moment
I made myself laughing so hard
I drunk and felt something unfamiliar lately
Happiness ...
Last night for a moment ... I don't feel alone
That's not my job who's standing next to me
But it's you my friends
Last night all of you remind me
There's still a life to walk on
A joy to be share
A laugh to make
A friend to hold
Thanks for being there to share your love
One Regret (Dedicated to a broken hearted friend)
One moment
One love
One person
One regret
Too old to regret
Too young to be truth
I was letting you go with the ship
Bring out the light from my life
Sailing with someone else
One isle
One soul
One wing
One regret
My body screaming
This heart bleeding everytime I hear your voice
Whenever I think of you
Wherever I go
I just wanna hold your hand
One universe
One regret
We've been together
Always together even now ...
I can see your eyes
I can feel your breath
I can hear that laugh but ...
One regret
you're not mine anymore
One regret I have no courage to tell you that I LOVE YOU
One regret I'll let you go and try to live my life without you
--me--
One love
One person
One regret
Too old to regret
Too young to be truth
I was letting you go with the ship
Bring out the light from my life
Sailing with someone else
One isle
One soul
One wing
One regret
My body screaming
This heart bleeding everytime I hear your voice
Whenever I think of you
Wherever I go
I just wanna hold your hand
One universe
One regret
We've been together
Always together even now ...
I can see your eyes
I can feel your breath
I can hear that laugh but ...
One regret
you're not mine anymore
One regret I have no courage to tell you that I LOVE YOU
One regret I'll let you go and try to live my life without you
--me--
Sunday, April 15, 2007
LOCKED
I think I have a new hobby here
Getting locked
Okay .... a couple month ago, I got locked inside my studio. I left the key outside and I couldn't reach it. Luckyly Vei dan her brother was around, they save me
A couple week ago, I got locked outside my houseAfter locked every door from inside, I close the rolling door from outside. Soo.... I couldn't get inside again to get my studio key that was inside. Then Vei, Maya and I had to sit outside the studio waiting for the customer until my family getting back 2 hours later from Lawang
Yesterday, I got locked outside my studio I couldn't get my car and house key that was locked inside my carIt was raining ... n... nobody can help this time,no one around me now
Okay, so I'm walking in the rain going to my boarding house
Climb up the door (lucky there's no other people there since it's raining)
And so lucky the other car key can be reach from my room's window. After climb the wall again, I walking back to studio n open my car
What's next???
Oh I really had to get my concentration back!
Getting locked
Okay .... a couple month ago, I got locked inside my studio. I left the key outside and I couldn't reach it. Luckyly Vei dan her brother was around, they save me
A couple week ago, I got locked outside my houseAfter locked every door from inside, I close the rolling door from outside. Soo.... I couldn't get inside again to get my studio key that was inside. Then Vei, Maya and I had to sit outside the studio waiting for the customer until my family getting back 2 hours later from Lawang
Yesterday, I got locked outside my studio I couldn't get my car and house key that was locked inside my carIt was raining ... n... nobody can help this time,no one around me now
Okay, so I'm walking in the rain going to my boarding house
Climb up the door (lucky there's no other people there since it's raining)
And so lucky the other car key can be reach from my room's window. After climb the wall again, I walking back to studio n open my car
What's next???
Oh I really had to get my concentration back!
Monday, April 02, 2007
The Queen of Pentacles
The Queen of Pentacles card suggests that you could reap the benefits from this Queen's generous domestic connection, perhaps by learning from her example.
You can create the comforts of a career, home and family without being run ragged or seeming smug.
Treat each project, plant, pet or job like your baby. Foster its independence or its ability to grow big and strong.
Give someone who looks up to you another chance, or turn an error into your unique style by adding your special touch. Choose quality over quantity and love may flourish.
You might have the opportunity to nurture some sensual pleasure or acquire a more abundant and fertile environment.
There She Goes
It's been so long
when I had this feeling
It's been so hard
to remember what's this feeling stand for ...
I think it's ... alone
Some friends walkout from my way of life
Some friends still keep in touch whereever they are
Some friends still here on my way
And one of the best will have her new path of life soon
Getting along with the crowd before her
Leave me the only ladies out of the big crowd
I will miss ...1...2...3...4......................
I will miss a lot of things I can barely counting in this life
I will miss my schoolmate, I will miss my workmate
I will miss my assistant, my cashier, my make up artist
I will miss my housemate, my good counselor
I will miss you my bestfriend
We'll take different bus from here and now
But still, remember to turn around sometimes
Because I'm still here, a mile away but still on the same direction
Too catch up our own dreams
Gud luck with your new journey of life
Wish everything good for you and your love one
when I had this feeling
It's been so hard
to remember what's this feeling stand for ...
I think it's ... alone
Some friends walkout from my way of life
Some friends still keep in touch whereever they are
Some friends still here on my way
And one of the best will have her new path of life soon
Getting along with the crowd before her
Leave me the only ladies out of the big crowd
I will miss ...1...2...3...4......................
I will miss a lot of things I can barely counting in this life
I will miss my schoolmate, I will miss my workmate
I will miss my assistant, my cashier, my make up artist
I will miss my housemate, my good counselor
I will miss you my bestfriend
We'll take different bus from here and now
But still, remember to turn around sometimes
Because I'm still here, a mile away but still on the same direction
Too catch up our own dreams
Gud luck with your new journey of life
Wish everything good for you and your love one
Ting ting ting
Tuh bunyi bel kentongan menandakan jam 3 pagi udahan. Udah lama nga denger bunyi itu, sekitar 4 tahun sejak pindah ke kos. ting ting ting. Kalo jam 12 kentongannya juga dipukul 12 kali. Trus aku berpikir, emang kentongan itu di bunyiin untuk ngasih tau jam ke sapa ya? Kan smua orang pada tidur, mang ada yang butuh tau jam brapa skrg? hehehe... any answer?
Udah lama banget rasane aku bisa melek sampe jam gini. Hiks.. nga bisa bobo. Kopi tadi siang kemanjuren...
Udah lama banget rasane aku bisa melek sampe jam gini. Hiks.. nga bisa bobo. Kopi tadi siang kemanjuren...
Friday, March 30, 2007
Move to Studio
30 - 3 - 2007---12.54 a.m. Tangan udah mati rasa, mata udah lengket ama monitor. Itu dah terjadi beberapa minggu belakangan. Nope, aku nga bete kok. Cuapek tapi ya sueneng banyak costumer. Lalu, keadaan lebih menggila lagi untuk 1 bulan ke depan. Dapet job buku kenangan punya sekolahan deket sini tapi juga akan ditinggalkan oleh "tangan kanan"-ku. Menyusul bulan mei "tangan kiri"-ku juga pergi, dah mau di amputasi smua.Huks........ will miss you girls. So little time so much to do deh, otak dah mau pecah rasanya.
Pikir punya pikir, berhubung blom punya laptop akhirnya kemarin bareng sama Vei, aku "pindah" ke Studio supaya bisa kerja di malam hari juga. Hahahaha.....workaholic? Nga juga kali ya, buktinya masih bisa nge-blog malahan. Ini hanyalah tuntutan hidup demi sesuap nasi n segenggam berlian. huahauhauha......
Pikir punya pikir, berhubung blom punya laptop akhirnya kemarin bareng sama Vei, aku "pindah" ke Studio supaya bisa kerja di malam hari juga. Hahahaha.....workaholic? Nga juga kali ya, buktinya masih bisa nge-blog malahan. Ini hanyalah tuntutan hidup demi sesuap nasi n segenggam berlian. huahauhauha......
Buat yang ngira I punya pacar makanya menghilang( I wish), yah pacar baruku ya seperangkat kompie ini. Mohon maklum untuk bbrp saat ini kalo nga bisa muncul ya. Miss you there.
Monday, March 05, 2007
Records ?
Ini pe-er nya dari Imoet soal record record an gitu. So langsung aja ya ....
Records that change your life
Nga sampe segitunya sih ....
Records that you've listened more than once
Tergantung apa yang baru aku denger kali ya. hehehe.... skrg lagi nelly furtado,sebelumnya Because of you by Kelly Clarkson.
Records that you just don't understand
Hummm kayake tuh Underground and Hard Rock gitu yang (spt kata Imoet) gedumbrangan nga jelas.
Records that made you cry
Nga sampe cry lah cuman krasa sedih gitu kali ya, humm ada show me the meaning of being lonely by backstreet boys? nga inget deh kalo lagi mau diinget gini. Aslinya sih uda melankolis .... hehehe ... ama lagu ne ebiet g ade yang tentang orang buta....dst dst ..
Records that creep the hell out of you
blom kepikiran,abis lagu-nya Gregorian or Enigma yang kata temen2 menakutkan, menurutku asik tuh. Full of mystery. Mungkin kalo yang nyanyi aku baru menakutkan bagiku.
Records you wish never been made
Apa ye? ya mungkin lagu lagu gedumbrangan yang nga jelas itu. Buat rusak tenggorokan.
Records that you've just listening
ALL THE GOOD THINGS by Nelly Furtado uda dengerin entah keberapa kali ampe Pei ngomel. Biasanya request di Pre-chan tapi akirnya dapet mp3 nya. hehehe....
Records that change your life
Nga sampe segitunya sih ....
Records that you've listened more than once
Tergantung apa yang baru aku denger kali ya. hehehe.... skrg lagi nelly furtado,sebelumnya Because of you by Kelly Clarkson.
Records that you just don't understand
Hummm kayake tuh Underground and Hard Rock gitu yang (spt kata Imoet) gedumbrangan nga jelas.
Records that made you cry
Nga sampe cry lah cuman krasa sedih gitu kali ya, humm ada show me the meaning of being lonely by backstreet boys? nga inget deh kalo lagi mau diinget gini. Aslinya sih uda melankolis .... hehehe ... ama lagu ne ebiet g ade yang tentang orang buta....dst dst ..
Records that creep the hell out of you
blom kepikiran,abis lagu-nya Gregorian or Enigma yang kata temen2 menakutkan, menurutku asik tuh. Full of mystery. Mungkin kalo yang nyanyi aku baru menakutkan bagiku.
Records you wish never been made
Apa ye? ya mungkin lagu lagu gedumbrangan yang nga jelas itu. Buat rusak tenggorokan.
Records that you've just listening
ALL THE GOOD THINGS by Nelly Furtado uda dengerin entah keberapa kali ampe Pei ngomel. Biasanya request di Pre-chan tapi akirnya dapet mp3 nya. hehehe....
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Hot Shot's Angels
2 of my bestfriends and IYah beginilah kalo lagi bosen n jutek ma kerjaan. Jadinya pose sendiri deh, yang moto Mr. Tripod. Huauahahaha.....
When the time is come
I really don't know what will happen next
Suddenly the fog climbing down closing my road
On this street of life
I can't see clearly nor thinking clearly
It frozen and foggy
Should I go back jump to the sea
When I already on the hill top?
Should I go back to the billow and salty wave
When I already taste the sweet berry and calm wind?
Should I run down the hill
When all of my lovely friends go to the top?
Should I?
The clock ticking
Still I can't see it
The future of my life
I ran out of answer, I lost directions
A couple of months
That's all I got
I think it's going to be a very hard and rocky road after that
Please give me your wind God
You're the only one left here to help me
Swept away the fog
And show me the way
-me-
Suddenly the fog climbing down closing my road
On this street of life
I can't see clearly nor thinking clearly
It frozen and foggy
Should I go back jump to the sea
When I already on the hill top?
Should I go back to the billow and salty wave
When I already taste the sweet berry and calm wind?
Should I run down the hill
When all of my lovely friends go to the top?
Should I?
The clock ticking
Still I can't see it
The future of my life
I ran out of answer, I lost directions
A couple of months
That's all I got
I think it's going to be a very hard and rocky road after that
Please give me your wind God
You're the only one left here to help me
Swept away the fog
And show me the way
-me-
Sunday, January 07, 2007
What If ?
Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change
Well I triedBut I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayedIf you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
Many roads to take
Some to joy Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change
Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayedIf you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the lineAnd still this question keep on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away'Cos I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayedIf you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know
Song By : Kate Winslet
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change
Well I triedBut I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayedIf you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
Many roads to take
Some to joy Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change
Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayedIf you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the lineAnd still this question keep on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away'Cos I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayedIf you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know
Song By : Kate Winslet
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
I'm back to this Internet World
So, I'm back in 2007. Hope I can updating my long lost blog. hahaha... So let me check what missing here ....hummm ...hummm I already forget . The only thing I remembered the blog missed my trip to Thailand. But I have it upload in another blog.
Now, it's already 2 months since my studio HotShot Studio open. Everything going fine and I hope it's continued like that. 2 of my friend help me with the operational thing and it's kind of helping me a lot. Btw, since the raining season coming I shoot some interesting picture in front of my studio. Check this out ... believe me it's not on the river... it's a main road :p
Now, it's already 2 months since my studio HotShot Studio open. Everything going fine and I hope it's continued like that. 2 of my friend help me with the operational thing and it's kind of helping me a lot. Btw, since the raining season coming I shoot some interesting picture in front of my studio. Check this out ... believe me it's not on the river... it's a main road :p
New Year Resolutions for Internet Junkies
" I will answer my snail mail with the same enthusiasm with which I answer my e-mail "
" I will stop sending e-mail, YM, ICQ, and be on the phone at the same time and same person "
" I will spend less than one hour a day on the internet, that will be hard because I'm not a clock watcher "
" I will try to figure out why I "really" need 12 e-mail address and account in every new website"
" I resolve .... I resolve to...uh.. I resolve to....uh get my, er....I resolve to....uh.. get my offline work done too!"
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
" I will stop sending e-mail, YM, ICQ, and be on the phone at the same time and same person "
" I will spend less than one hour a day on the internet, that will be hard because I'm not a clock watcher "
" I will try to figure out why I "really" need 12 e-mail address and account in every new website"
" I resolve .... I resolve to...uh.. I resolve to....uh get my, er....I resolve to....uh.. get my offline work done too!"
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
Monday, May 15, 2006
The 7th International Lion Dance Judge Training
I was in Malaysia last week. I was sent by PERSOBARIN as the head organization of Barongsay in Indonesia to be there at 7th International Dragon and Lion Dance Judge Training. It's kind of fun. 4 days and 10 hours each, I learn there in the super duper cold hotel room.
At first it's kind of weird to be there between about hundred of men there. There's just 3 women in the room. 2 from Indonesia and 1 from China. But I'm also proud of that because I've become one of the first Indonesian woman who have this International Dragon and Lion Dance Judge License except my cousin who also come with me.
At first it's kind of weird to be there between about hundred of men there. There's just 3 women in the room. 2 from Indonesia and 1 from China. But I'm also proud of that because I've become one of the first Indonesian woman who have this International Dragon and Lion Dance Judge License except my cousin who also come with me.
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Blog
udah lama nga nge-blog, jadi kuberi kehormataan dia nongol sebagai judul kali ini.n... yah hanya ini lah yang akah ku blog.hauahuahuahua nga niat banget sih!
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Lagi heran sama orang - orang
Katanya sih tanah airku lagi dihela bencana
Katanya sih tanah airku lagi kena demam berdara
Katanya sih tanah airku lagi kena flu burung
Katanya sih tanah airku lagi bingung bayar utang
Eh..... ternyata semuanya itu hanyalah masalah sepele
Ada yang lebih penting! Majalah Playboy Indonesia menduduki peringkat pertama masalah Bangsa.Siaga 1......siaga 1.... perang sedang berkobar! Tapi tunggu dulu.... perangnya melawan Majalah bukan kelaparan,kemiskinan, and penyakit.
Heran, napa ya kok semua pada munafik. Bukannya manusiawi kalau yang namanya manusia selalu ingin tahu??Bukannya itu yang dulu disekolah diajarkan, namanya kodrat? Dengan ditutup - tutupinya hal2 berbau sex dan sebagainya itu,bukan malah mendidik bangsa kan? Dengan minimnya sumber dan pengetahuan tentang hal itu,malah semua jadi salah kaprah.
Bukannya dunia ini sangat simple seharusnya? Yang nga mau lihat,jangan lihat.Beres! Jangan menghalangi kebebasan rasa ingin tahu orang lain donk. Sebagai manusia kalau emang imannya kuat, godaan apapun kan seharusnya tidak membuatnya kalah? Sekarang harusnya kita lihat sejauh mana kekuatan iman kita.
Kalau mau memberantas pornography kayaknya kita harus mengasingkan diri ke perut bumi kali ya? Soalnya disudut manapun di permukaan bumi rasanya uda ada itu.
Yah itu sedikit keheranan dari orang yang heran.
Monday, January 09, 2006
Back to the real world (read : jobless)
I was so that day (22-12-2005) From 6 a.m. I have to pick up some of my guest for Surabaya Gaul 2005 ( A study tour for Youth Guang Zao Clan) at the airport.
So, there I am driving in the middle of hard rain. Then a message came into my mobile phone. "We're Fired" no other explanation. HAA?? How come? And thousand of question come into my mind.
Then everything become clear when I call the office. It's time to back to real world. Let's take the positive side, at least we're rich for a while. hauhauhaha.
I'm busy now. Gud luck to all of you my workmate.Nice to work with U. Hope we can find another good future ahead.
So, there I am driving in the middle of hard rain. Then a message came into my mobile phone. "We're Fired" no other explanation. HAA?? How come? And thousand of question come into my mind.
Then everything become clear when I call the office. It's time to back to real world. Let's take the positive side, at least we're rich for a while. hauhauhaha.
I'm busy now. Gud luck to all of you my workmate.Nice to work with U. Hope we can find another good future ahead.
Sunday, November 27, 2005
My Best Friend Wedding
Yang satu ini bener2 menguji kesabaran.Tapi yang namanya demi my best friend ya mau gak mau harus sabar. Bayangin aja,masak perjalanan yang bisa ditempuh waktu 45 menit kemarin itu harus kutempuh selama 2 jam.Muacettt banget. Temen baekku waktu SMA si Maria akhirnya merit di Imperial Ballroom PTC. Sesampainya disana terobati sedikit kekesalan selama di perjalanan. Ketemu teman lama di SMA dulu,ngobrol2 and update kabar masing2. Ngobrol ama Maria's parents,akhirnya mereka tinggal berdua aja di rumah. Anak ceweknya dua2 skrg uda keluar rumah semua.
Standing partynya meriah and santai. Setelah beberapa lama akhirnya aku gabungan ama Maria di meja keluarga nemenin dia makan sebelum terakhir foto keluarga.
Congrat Pal...
Standing partynya meriah and santai. Setelah beberapa lama akhirnya aku gabungan ama Maria di meja keluarga nemenin dia makan sebelum terakhir foto keluarga.
Congrat Pal...
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Aku sebagai Sapi perah
I'M SICK OF IT !!!!
This is about a mistake I made in my life recently. Aku menuai benih kesalahan itu sekarang. Ingin kubuang jabatanku sebagai wakil ketua.Terdengar seperti jabatan yang keren huh?Believe me you don't want to be here in my position.
Tidak bisakah kita bekerja demi kepentingan bersama bukan kepentingan MENCARI MUKA pribadi? I'm tired! Semua orang cuman bisa ngomong,dari A-Z. Tapi nga ada yang mau jalan ngerjainnya except some of them. Kami dengan bodohnya mempersiapkan semua, dengan bodohnya mensurvey dan membuang - buang tenaga,waktu dan pikiran kami. Dan yang kami dapat cuman "Saya nga setuju,....." TITIK. Ganti semua.That's all?F*&% You! "Saya kenal dengan pengurus .... jadi kesana saja" "Saya kenal dengan pemilik hotel ... pakai sana saja sudah" (Hotel itu not even close dengan kebutuhan kami untuk acara kami!)
Aku masih punya pekerjaan lain saudara2,aku tidak meluangkan waktu hanya untuk kemudian melihat hasil pekerjaanku dihapus begitu saja hanya demi kalian orang2 terkenal dan high class. Aku akan menerima kalo itu REASONABLE.Ok,I'm nothing! But at least DO SOMETHING!
Mau menyuruh masuk mahasiswa yang lagi liburan akhir tahun?Are you Mr. President?
Come on!Get real!
Talk...Talk...Talk.. and that's the only things you can do??
Menyerahkan semua ke generasi muda bla bla bla......Kami percayakan semuanya ke generasi muda bla... bla... bla....BULL SHIT! Kalau memang mau menjadikan kami sapi perahan bilanglah dari awal, sehingga mereka yang bersedia menjadi sapi itu mengikuti kalian,not me! Yeah...aku terjebak.
The leader?And you said that you're the leader? Ow man! You know nothing bout your team!You know nothing bout the agenda!You know nothing bout everything!You don't even have A note bout your event! The only thing you can do just shout to us and asking everything done.You don't even have a picture of your event except ..... Singing good on the stage and wear a good uniform. That's all you worried about? I can give you a list of the things we have to do ASAP,but yeah I know, You don't care, you just wait everything done. Emang kamu pikir list itu bisa jalan sendiri? You don't even defense your team!
Huh...I'm sick and tired. So I'm gonna be in hybernating mode this week. Gud luck "team"!
This is about a mistake I made in my life recently. Aku menuai benih kesalahan itu sekarang. Ingin kubuang jabatanku sebagai wakil ketua.Terdengar seperti jabatan yang keren huh?Believe me you don't want to be here in my position.
Tidak bisakah kita bekerja demi kepentingan bersama bukan kepentingan MENCARI MUKA pribadi? I'm tired! Semua orang cuman bisa ngomong,dari A-Z. Tapi nga ada yang mau jalan ngerjainnya except some of them. Kami dengan bodohnya mempersiapkan semua, dengan bodohnya mensurvey dan membuang - buang tenaga,waktu dan pikiran kami. Dan yang kami dapat cuman "Saya nga setuju,....." TITIK. Ganti semua.That's all?F*&% You! "Saya kenal dengan pengurus .... jadi kesana saja" "Saya kenal dengan pemilik hotel ... pakai sana saja sudah" (Hotel itu not even close dengan kebutuhan kami untuk acara kami!)
Aku masih punya pekerjaan lain saudara2,aku tidak meluangkan waktu hanya untuk kemudian melihat hasil pekerjaanku dihapus begitu saja hanya demi kalian orang2 terkenal dan high class. Aku akan menerima kalo itu REASONABLE.Ok,I'm nothing! But at least DO SOMETHING!
Mau menyuruh masuk mahasiswa yang lagi liburan akhir tahun?Are you Mr. President?
Come on!Get real!
Talk...Talk...Talk.. and that's the only things you can do??
Menyerahkan semua ke generasi muda bla bla bla......Kami percayakan semuanya ke generasi muda bla... bla... bla....BULL SHIT! Kalau memang mau menjadikan kami sapi perahan bilanglah dari awal, sehingga mereka yang bersedia menjadi sapi itu mengikuti kalian,not me! Yeah...aku terjebak.
The leader?And you said that you're the leader? Ow man! You know nothing bout your team!You know nothing bout the agenda!You know nothing bout everything!You don't even have A note bout your event! The only thing you can do just shout to us and asking everything done.You don't even have a picture of your event except ..... Singing good on the stage and wear a good uniform. That's all you worried about? I can give you a list of the things we have to do ASAP,but yeah I know, You don't care, you just wait everything done. Emang kamu pikir list itu bisa jalan sendiri? You don't even defense your team!
Huh...I'm sick and tired. So I'm gonna be in hybernating mode this week. Gud luck "team"!
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Hari ku di camp pengungsian
Mulai 3 hari lalu aku dan beberapa temanku yang biasa berdomisili di dunia atas harus mengungsi dikarenakan "gempa kecil" telah merusak tempat kami tinggal. Beberapa lantai pecah.
Jadilah kami menganggur 1 hari menunggu jatah pembagian kamar di camp pengungsian. Hari ke 2 kami sudah mendapat tempat tinggal. Yah namanya pengungsian, jadinya aneh ditempat yang nga biasanya.Orang yang ditemui juga beda,suara2 yang masuk ke telinga juga berlainan,kabel2 berbahaya berkeliaran di sekitar kami (kalo disenggol yang teriak banyak ;p), belum lagi daya listrik tidak mencukupi jadi sebentar2 listriknya padam, blom lagi networknya putus,dsb. And problem utamanya......puanaaaaassssssss apalagi AC nga boleh diidupin sementara.HIKS!!!! HELP!!!!!
Hehehe tapi ada juga sesuatu yg membawa kegembiraan padaku di camp ini. Huahaha aku dapat anak angkat baru. Namanya Canon Powershot A610. Kereeeennnn ternyata. Walaupun beli juga harus nyicil, tapi uda seneng banget bisa megang dia sebagai ganti anak angkat ku yang telah gugur yaitu si X20.
Jadilah kami menganggur 1 hari menunggu jatah pembagian kamar di camp pengungsian. Hari ke 2 kami sudah mendapat tempat tinggal. Yah namanya pengungsian, jadinya aneh ditempat yang nga biasanya.Orang yang ditemui juga beda,suara2 yang masuk ke telinga juga berlainan,kabel2 berbahaya berkeliaran di sekitar kami (kalo disenggol yang teriak banyak ;p), belum lagi daya listrik tidak mencukupi jadi sebentar2 listriknya padam, blom lagi networknya putus,dsb. And problem utamanya......puanaaaaassssssss apalagi AC nga boleh diidupin sementara.HIKS!!!! HELP!!!!!
Hehehe tapi ada juga sesuatu yg membawa kegembiraan padaku di camp ini. Huahaha aku dapat anak angkat baru. Namanya Canon Powershot A610. Kereeeennnn ternyata. Walaupun beli juga harus nyicil, tapi uda seneng banget bisa megang dia sebagai ganti anak angkat ku yang telah gugur yaitu si X20.
Begini ini kalau listrik mati
Begini pula kalau network mati
Camp Pengungsian
Friday, October 21, 2005
The Death of the Independent Woman
She grab the paper
Hardly read the letter
Try to sing the song
In a perfect tone
78 years
The spirit still there
The spirit to know
what, when and how
the world turn around
Some medicine go through her vein
Following the blood,
she get from some anonim person
who willing to share their blood
Just to give her some more time
to complete her mission
"Take me home" she told us
"Being in the hospital is a horrible" she complained
"Let me live my life peacefully in my own house" she assured us
The small and homely house,
Open the wardrobe and you'll find
So clean and perfect piles of clothes
Like if somebody preparing to go travelling
Today,
She told us the plane has come
Her husband is waiting
"Where r u going?"
That's what we're asking
Going to the place
Where I can have the eternal peace
Where I can watch the news
Where I can hear the song
Where I can sew my own clothes
"Heaven" she whispered
--Dedicated to my Grandmother"
Hardly read the letter
Try to sing the song
In a perfect tone
78 years
The spirit still there
The spirit to know
what, when and how
the world turn around
Some medicine go through her vein
Following the blood,
she get from some anonim person
who willing to share their blood
Just to give her some more time
to complete her mission
"Take me home" she told us
"Being in the hospital is a horrible" she complained
"Let me live my life peacefully in my own house" she assured us
The small and homely house,
Open the wardrobe and you'll find
So clean and perfect piles of clothes
Like if somebody preparing to go travelling
Today,
She told us the plane has come
Her husband is waiting
"Where r u going?"
That's what we're asking
Going to the place
Where I can have the eternal peace
Where I can watch the news
Where I can hear the song
Where I can sew my own clothes
"Heaven" she whispered
--Dedicated to my Grandmother"
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Tentang arti sebuah kepuasan
--Manusia tidak pernah puas--
Seorang pelari ditugaskan oleh pelatihnya untuk berlatih untuk jarak 200 m. Dia berlatih dan berlari tiap hari sampai suatu ketika sang pelatih menyuruhnya mencoba berlatih tanding untuk pertandingan kelas 200 m.
Si pelari dengan semangat dan percaya diri tau bahwa dirinya telah siap untuk mencapai goal itu.Garis finish telah dirasakannya.
Pelatih telah berdiri di garis finish menyiapkan pita kemenangan. Tiba di garis itu dia berpikir "Ah, kalo cuman 200 M pasti semua pelari2ku bisa mencapainya dgn mudah. Humm....aku buat 500 saja ah"
Tanpa memberitahukan maksudnya pada pelarinya,dijauhkannya tali kemenangan 300 M kedepan,dan tentu saja tidak ada yang melihatnya karena letaknya setelah tikungan.
Pelari2 bersiap,ketika pistol tanda mulai meledak bagaikan anak peluru mereka melesat. Beberapa tertinggal sedikit dibelakang,beberapa di depan. Pelari dideretan depan berlari sekuat tenaga,matanya sekilas memperhatikan tanda cat di pinggir lintasan. 50 meter......aku bisa....150 meter.....sedikit lagi......200 meter ....yeah..!! Semua pelari yang hampir bersamaan masuk garis itu memperlambat langkah dengan muka ceria. Yah...mereka berhasil sampai batas yang ditentukan.
Tapi sang pelatih datang dan marah2 kepada mereka. "Kenapa kalian berhenti? Bukankah kalian belum mencapai pita kemenangan?Kenapa kalian tidak berusaha untuk lebih lagi?"
Semua pelari itu dengan kecewa berjalan kembali ke garis start untuk mengulang lagi. Tapi tiada semangat dan percaya diri yang tadi ada dalam diri mereka.
Seorang pelari ditugaskan oleh pelatihnya untuk berlatih untuk jarak 200 m. Dia berlatih dan berlari tiap hari sampai suatu ketika sang pelatih menyuruhnya mencoba berlatih tanding untuk pertandingan kelas 200 m.
Si pelari dengan semangat dan percaya diri tau bahwa dirinya telah siap untuk mencapai goal itu.Garis finish telah dirasakannya.
Pelatih telah berdiri di garis finish menyiapkan pita kemenangan. Tiba di garis itu dia berpikir "Ah, kalo cuman 200 M pasti semua pelari2ku bisa mencapainya dgn mudah. Humm....aku buat 500 saja ah"
Tanpa memberitahukan maksudnya pada pelarinya,dijauhkannya tali kemenangan 300 M kedepan,dan tentu saja tidak ada yang melihatnya karena letaknya setelah tikungan.
Pelari2 bersiap,ketika pistol tanda mulai meledak bagaikan anak peluru mereka melesat. Beberapa tertinggal sedikit dibelakang,beberapa di depan. Pelari dideretan depan berlari sekuat tenaga,matanya sekilas memperhatikan tanda cat di pinggir lintasan. 50 meter......aku bisa....150 meter.....sedikit lagi......200 meter ....yeah..!! Semua pelari yang hampir bersamaan masuk garis itu memperlambat langkah dengan muka ceria. Yah...mereka berhasil sampai batas yang ditentukan.
Tapi sang pelatih datang dan marah2 kepada mereka. "Kenapa kalian berhenti? Bukankah kalian belum mencapai pita kemenangan?Kenapa kalian tidak berusaha untuk lebih lagi?"
Semua pelari itu dengan kecewa berjalan kembali ke garis start untuk mengulang lagi. Tapi tiada semangat dan percaya diri yang tadi ada dalam diri mereka.
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Tewasnya foto ultah
Sabtu kemarin Pei,Hen,Len,La and aku ngasih surprise Pitria buat birthdaynya. Sampe di Excelso kita makan and minum trus Pe yg ngajak Pit ketemu dulu baru diajak ketemu kita. Alhasil sih lumayan berhasil karena si Pit seperti yang kita harapin, surprised!! hahahaha.
Trus karena kamera ku malang lagi nggondok, kita pake kamera Hendry.
Hari ini maunya sih kita transfer ke komputer untuk diliat - liat,eh kompie ku langsung teriak2 "VIRUS......VIRUS....." gitu. Alhasil aku suruh si Norton cari tau penyebab keributan itu.Trus si Norton balik lapor kalo sudah dibereskan 20 pengacau yg membuat keributan.Tapi sayang telah jatuh korban dalam peristiwa tersebut.Hanya 3 nyawa yang selamat.Sayangnya itu nyawa cadangan yang nga bisa hidup tanpa nyawa yang asli. Hiks..........let's remember it in our mind.
Trus karena kamera ku malang lagi nggondok, kita pake kamera Hendry.
Hari ini maunya sih kita transfer ke komputer untuk diliat - liat,eh kompie ku langsung teriak2 "VIRUS......VIRUS....." gitu. Alhasil aku suruh si Norton cari tau penyebab keributan itu.Trus si Norton balik lapor kalo sudah dibereskan 20 pengacau yg membuat keributan.Tapi sayang telah jatuh korban dalam peristiwa tersebut.Hanya 3 nyawa yang selamat.Sayangnya itu nyawa cadangan yang nga bisa hidup tanpa nyawa yang asli. Hiks..........let's remember it in our mind.
Thursday, September 08, 2005
My life in a Month
It's been a long time since I wrote here. Separuh karna males,separuh karna terlalu repot (maklum akhir quartal),separuh lagi karna too much yang mau di tulis,separuh juga karna internet yang kayak keledai tua ini.
Jadi aku buat summaries aja ya (^.^)
2/9/2005
Temenku yang "kecil" alias Imut pergi ikut seorang samurai.Hehhehehe akhirnya dia merit dan tinggal di negeri impiannya....Jepang. Bukan hanya itu, dia juga sedang menantikan datangnya buah hatinya bersama Hiro (ato pepe ya? tauk ah ...huaha just kidding). Pesta meritnya diadain di Dian Istana,kecil aja tapi akrab. Walau banyak aa ii oo ee uu dalam persiapan pesta ini tapi akhirnya senyum itu terlukis di bibir kedua mempelai.
Setelah 6 taonan kenal orang narcist ini akhirnya dia pergi melanjutkan hidupnya di Korea untuk beberapa taon sebelum balik ke Jepang. Kangen juga sih, biasanya slalu ndegerin dia ngoceh.Hehehe..... mumpung dia nga bisa ngapa2in aku. Yah...congratulations aja dah.Take a good care
1/9/2005
Suatu hari yang aneh. Dimana untuk pertama kalinya aku bekerja seperti layaknya "orang normal" hehe maksudnya...ke kantor pagi pulang sore. Tapi ya itu masalahnya,trus kalo malem mau ngapain???
Bingung juga mau apa,mau les?mau olahraga?mau jalan2? nga tau ah gelap
30/8/2005
Kali ini tentang seorang bestfriend sejak masuk kuliah di WM dulu,temen senasib seperjuangan,temen munguti gelas/botol aqua bekas di kampus buat nutupin kerugian kegiatan Senat, temen makan durian,temen ndekor di kampus juga.
Akhirnya today dia berangkat kerja + blajar di Washington D.C. untuk 10 bulan ke depan.Sebuah kesempatan emas untuk otak dan kemampuannya yang cukup encer.
Tepat hari ini adalah ultah si Cindy, jadi kami buka grape juice di bandara dan toast bersama untuk mendoakan suksesnya Lilik and juga birthdaynya Cindy. What a day! Good luck deh...take care juga.
uhmmmm trus apa lagi ya?
Yah pokoknya mulai bulan lalu I juga ketanggungan kerjaan sebagai wakil ketua untuk panitia Surabaya Gaul 2005. Pada awal mulanya cukup mengasyikkan karna orang2nya lumayan bisa bekerjasama,tapi akhir2 ini rada jengkel juga sih karena ternyata dewan yang ada diatas kami yang nga kompak sendiri. Jadinya kami kayak terombang - ambing nga tentu arah gitu.
Sebel,kirain nga ada kerjaan kali?!
Jadi aku buat summaries aja ya (^.^)
2/9/2005
Temenku yang "kecil" alias Imut pergi ikut seorang samurai.Hehhehehe akhirnya dia merit dan tinggal di negeri impiannya....Jepang. Bukan hanya itu, dia juga sedang menantikan datangnya buah hatinya bersama Hiro (ato pepe ya? tauk ah ...huaha just kidding). Pesta meritnya diadain di Dian Istana,kecil aja tapi akrab. Walau banyak aa ii oo ee uu dalam persiapan pesta ini tapi akhirnya senyum itu terlukis di bibir kedua mempelai.
Setelah 6 taonan kenal orang narcist ini akhirnya dia pergi melanjutkan hidupnya di Korea untuk beberapa taon sebelum balik ke Jepang. Kangen juga sih, biasanya slalu ndegerin dia ngoceh.Hehehe..... mumpung dia nga bisa ngapa2in aku. Yah...congratulations aja dah.Take a good care
1/9/2005
Suatu hari yang aneh. Dimana untuk pertama kalinya aku bekerja seperti layaknya "orang normal" hehe maksudnya...ke kantor pagi pulang sore. Tapi ya itu masalahnya,trus kalo malem mau ngapain???
Bingung juga mau apa,mau les?mau olahraga?mau jalan2? nga tau ah gelap
30/8/2005
Kali ini tentang seorang bestfriend sejak masuk kuliah di WM dulu,temen senasib seperjuangan,temen munguti gelas/botol aqua bekas di kampus buat nutupin kerugian kegiatan Senat, temen makan durian,temen ndekor di kampus juga.
Akhirnya today dia berangkat kerja + blajar di Washington D.C. untuk 10 bulan ke depan.Sebuah kesempatan emas untuk otak dan kemampuannya yang cukup encer.
Tepat hari ini adalah ultah si Cindy, jadi kami buka grape juice di bandara dan toast bersama untuk mendoakan suksesnya Lilik and juga birthdaynya Cindy. What a day! Good luck deh...take care juga.
uhmmmm trus apa lagi ya?
Yah pokoknya mulai bulan lalu I juga ketanggungan kerjaan sebagai wakil ketua untuk panitia Surabaya Gaul 2005. Pada awal mulanya cukup mengasyikkan karna orang2nya lumayan bisa bekerjasama,tapi akhir2 ini rada jengkel juga sih karena ternyata dewan yang ada diatas kami yang nga kompak sendiri. Jadinya kami kayak terombang - ambing nga tentu arah gitu.
Sebel,kirain nga ada kerjaan kali?!
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
600 th Cheng Ho di Semarang
Baru balek dari Semarang. Dari Kamis uda disana dalam rangka penjurian Cheng Ho Lion Dance Championship 2005. Kejuaraan tingkat nasional nih.
Katanya sih Semarang rame banget di klenteng,di laut,katanya dimana2 ada arak2an. Tapi...hiks..aku nga menyaksikan semua itu. Aku terdampar di GOR Jati Diri di pinggiran kota dalam rangka persiapan pertandingan. Judge pertandingan kali ini diketuai langsung oleh Suhu or Master Siauw dari Malaysia.
Lalu 4 hari berikutnya baru aku melihat yang namanya semarak kota dalam perayaan besar2an Cheng Ho ini yaitu di malam terakhir sebelum ke stasiun untuk kembali ke Sby.
Kami sempat mampir di semacam bazar,pekan raya gitu.Lokasinya besar dan ramai,tapi sayang dan anehnya kenapa orang Semarang ini nga terlalu menonjolkan ke khas-an kotanya?Banyak sekali barang2 yg dijual adalah barang khas luar Semarang.Apakah akunya yang nga melihat?
Sudah cukup capek kami selama 4 hari bekerja di sana.Kami memesan kereta jam 23.30 wib untuk pulang ke Sby.Tak disangka penderitaan masih mengikuti kami. Kami harus tergeletak dan tertidur-tidur di lantai stasiun karena kereta mundur kedatangannya sampai jam 02.00 wib.
Akhirnya kami tiba di Sby jam 06.00 wib.Langsung bobo deh.Trus siang uda masuk kerja lagi.Ngantuksss....
Katanya sih Semarang rame banget di klenteng,di laut,katanya dimana2 ada arak2an. Tapi...hiks..aku nga menyaksikan semua itu. Aku terdampar di GOR Jati Diri di pinggiran kota dalam rangka persiapan pertandingan. Judge pertandingan kali ini diketuai langsung oleh Suhu or Master Siauw dari Malaysia.
Lalu 4 hari berikutnya baru aku melihat yang namanya semarak kota dalam perayaan besar2an Cheng Ho ini yaitu di malam terakhir sebelum ke stasiun untuk kembali ke Sby.
Kami sempat mampir di semacam bazar,pekan raya gitu.Lokasinya besar dan ramai,tapi sayang dan anehnya kenapa orang Semarang ini nga terlalu menonjolkan ke khas-an kotanya?Banyak sekali barang2 yg dijual adalah barang khas luar Semarang.Apakah akunya yang nga melihat?
Sudah cukup capek kami selama 4 hari bekerja di sana.Kami memesan kereta jam 23.30 wib untuk pulang ke Sby.Tak disangka penderitaan masih mengikuti kami. Kami harus tergeletak dan tertidur-tidur di lantai stasiun karena kereta mundur kedatangannya sampai jam 02.00 wib.
Akhirnya kami tiba di Sby jam 06.00 wib.Langsung bobo deh.Trus siang uda masuk kerja lagi.Ngantuksss....
Thursday, August 04, 2005
Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough.
Now, I don't want to lose you
but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you
but I don't want to be the one to cry.
And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.
(Chorus)
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.
Now, I could never change you
I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.
It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.
(Chorus)
And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?
And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No
but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you
but I don't want to be the one to cry.
And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.
(Chorus)
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.
Now, I could never change you
I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.
It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.
(Chorus)
And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?
And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No
Thursday, July 28, 2005
Happy Family
Mirip siapa?
Akhirnya Owen Raphael Rasmono kemarin keluar dari tempat persembunyiannya setelah hampir satu minggu di selidiki keberadaannya oleh pihak yang berwenang.
Hehehhee,another baby has come. Why I feel so old now?
Friday, July 22, 2005
Different Path
Stay back please...It doesn't work this way.
We have a very different way to go.
Stay back please...You better go now.
Take the plane and leave
I'll stay here with my dear dolphins
Swimming in this lonely and secluded beach
Drink this heavenly water
Dream my own dream
Sleep with thousands of stars hug me
Protect me from the storm
Just go now before it's too late.
Before U fall in love to the beauty of this island
And trapped here before U exploring
Thousands of big and beautiful city that you're looking for.
== Me ==
We have a very different way to go.
Stay back please...You better go now.
Take the plane and leave
I'll stay here with my dear dolphins
Swimming in this lonely and secluded beach
Drink this heavenly water
Dream my own dream
Sleep with thousands of stars hug me
Protect me from the storm
Just go now before it's too late.
Before U fall in love to the beauty of this island
And trapped here before U exploring
Thousands of big and beautiful city that you're looking for.
== Me ==
Sunday, July 17, 2005
New baby born --- Abigail
Today,at about 6 a.m. a new baby girl coming to this world. The first baby in my circle of friends. It's Melky & Lily's baby.Her name is Abigail. So cute, and thanks to God they all in a good condition. Congratulations!!!! Coming soon in a couple of days....Ardi & Dj's baby!
Abigail n her mother
Abigail n her mother
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
About Anarchist
Don't u wondering about how can Law of Nature still happens here?
In this big and metropolitan city?
Do we have a lot of wild and uneducated animal among us? We can meet them in our office,street,government office,campus,mall,market,everywhere even in our house.When they're angry or not satisfied then there'll be a riot. They're more aggressive and wild than our pet in home.
Do U have some way to feed them all? They're unlimited and you just hv your both hand.What'll you do if they can't feed themselves,they can't help U hunting even it's for them,and they also can't calm down and back U up. They just shout and force U to your limit and maybe they'll eat U if u're not feed them as soon as they want. They ruin everything in their way even the trees that standing still on the side in silent.
Now,can U say? Are we live in a big city or just in a wild nature???
In this big and metropolitan city?
Do we have a lot of wild and uneducated animal among us? We can meet them in our office,street,government office,campus,mall,market,everywhere even in our house.When they're angry or not satisfied then there'll be a riot. They're more aggressive and wild than our pet in home.
Do U have some way to feed them all? They're unlimited and you just hv your both hand.What'll you do if they can't feed themselves,they can't help U hunting even it's for them,and they also can't calm down and back U up. They just shout and force U to your limit and maybe they'll eat U if u're not feed them as soon as they want. They ruin everything in their way even the trees that standing still on the side in silent.
Now,can U say? Are we live in a big city or just in a wild nature???
Friday, July 08, 2005
Cinderella ?
Should all of us being like this one of the lifetime fairy tale icon? I don't think so...and I'm very agree with this song. I'll depend of myself before I find the key to man of my dreams's heart.
Cinderella by Tata Young
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
[Chorus]
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me
I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing
[Chorus]
I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
Cinderella by Tata Young
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
[Chorus]
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me
I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing
[Chorus]
I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Happy Birthday to me :-)
Hummm so lazy to write lately....but today I feel that I'm in the mood of write something because today's so special to me. Yeah...today is my birthday.A quarter of century.Being 25.
25 years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this
Brotherhood of man
For whatever that means
Some sms from lovely friends wherever they are, some phonecall, some e-mail from long lost friend,all of my colleagues and boss who celebrating it with me, dinner with family,and another dinner with my dear old friends (yeah...I'm sooo full :p) are brighten this day. A warm smile, wishes and congratulation words make it very special.Some surprise present also make it wonderful.
My colleagues and I
Second Dinner :p
Thanks to all of you my friends....wherever you are.I really appreciate all of your attention. I feel blessed cause u still remembering me that way.
25 years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this
Brotherhood of man
For whatever that means
Some sms from lovely friends wherever they are, some phonecall, some e-mail from long lost friend,all of my colleagues and boss who celebrating it with me, dinner with family,and another dinner with my dear old friends (yeah...I'm sooo full :p) are brighten this day. A warm smile, wishes and congratulation words make it very special.Some surprise present also make it wonderful.
My colleagues and I
Second Dinner :p
Thanks to all of you my friends....wherever you are.I really appreciate all of your attention. I feel blessed cause u still remembering me that way.
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Key of Love
The only problem is everything I'm looking for,
Is there in you
Lock there and become a treasure
Everyone trying to find and have it
Where did U put the key
To your treasure island?
Will I find it?
--Me--
Is there in you
Lock there and become a treasure
Everyone trying to find and have it
Where did U put the key
To your treasure island?
Will I find it?
--Me--
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Lilik's Poem
Oh beautiful sea
Do take me
To thy wonderful journey
Beyond what eyes can see
I promise to obey thee
And never be weak
Just one guarantee
Not to ever desert me
----Ave----
Do take me
To thy wonderful journey
Beyond what eyes can see
I promise to obey thee
And never be weak
Just one guarantee
Not to ever desert me
----Ave----
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Maybe this is the end?
Remember about my decision to take both ways in front of my life lately? To work both on my parent's office in the morning and also at the beloved Excellogix office at noon until night(where I got my first job until now).Maybe I should end up one of them (the nice and friendly one)??
Yesterday my boss announced that they will close the night shift on September because of some reason. Then?? For my future,it's definetly I hv to choose to work on my family company.Oh Excellogix, You don't give me another choice again this time.You close your shiny way for me?Hummm I don't know what should I do,but for now, all I can see it's mean goodbye for me.
Hoaaaaa???Than what should I do at night?I'm not used to have so much free time.
Yesterday my boss announced that they will close the night shift on September because of some reason. Then?? For my future,it's definetly I hv to choose to work on my family company.Oh Excellogix, You don't give me another choice again this time.You close your shiny way for me?Hummm I don't know what should I do,but for now, all I can see it's mean goodbye for me.
Hoaaaaa???Than what should I do at night?I'm not used to have so much free time.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Like Old Days
Tonight, the routine May Fiesta that we,ve been celebrate for some years was held. It's to honor some of almost half of the '98 gank birthday. The hosts/hostesses : DJ+Ardi,Vei+Hen,Pauw+Jovita,C'Lun. And tonight,maybe the last May Fiesta we have (who knows?).Next year will gonna be a lot of changes.Ardi-Dj will be busy with their child.Mut will live in Japan with her husband(even it's still unbelievable).Vei-Hen uhmm who knows? I'll be the one who still here maybe??
A lot of changes between us, especially with one of us. He choose not to come to this celebration because of no reason but the price of the food??? Hey man,do u really the one I know in that old day? Do u know that sometimes I also don't feel comfortable when I hv to come to this kind of celebration? Especially tonight when I am the only single there.But, come on they've some footprints in our life.We cross our path since we're nothing but a student.
Am Back
To where I used to belong
The quiet small room
Which used to be teh center
Of the whole world around
Flash of memory
Come and go constantly
Lugubrious joy
Grorious sadness
Such an overwhelming feeling
It has never been forgotten
Will never be
Why did we ever let go?
Because we have to move on...
-----Ave-----
All of u must be know where is it guys...Let's move on but please don't forget about this old Friendship story in this old dusty book.
A lot of changes between us, especially with one of us. He choose not to come to this celebration because of no reason but the price of the food??? Hey man,do u really the one I know in that old day? Do u know that sometimes I also don't feel comfortable when I hv to come to this kind of celebration? Especially tonight when I am the only single there.But, come on they've some footprints in our life.We cross our path since we're nothing but a student.
Am Back
To where I used to belong
The quiet small room
Which used to be teh center
Of the whole world around
Flash of memory
Come and go constantly
Lugubrious joy
Grorious sadness
Such an overwhelming feeling
It has never been forgotten
Will never be
Why did we ever let go?
Because we have to move on...
-----Ave-----
All of u must be know where is it guys...Let's move on but please don't forget about this old Friendship story in this old dusty book.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
About Marriage
Lately I'm wondering what's the meaning of marriage for today people?
Lately I'm wondering what's inside those couple marriage people mind when they like to have a baby even their condition isn't supported?
Lately I'm wondering what's the meaning of couple?
Lately I'm wondering what's the meaning of the phrase "....in good and bad time until die do us apart..." when a couple do the marriage ceremony in front of the church?
Lately I'm wondering should we marriage as soon as possible no matter what?
Lately I'm wondering is marriage just a joke,to get what we're dreaming on?
Lately I'm wondering is it that bad to be a single these days,before u find the right person to marriage?
Lately I'm wondering is it just a matter of a piece of legal paper?
I'm not an expert, I'm just wondering...
Lately I'm wondering what's inside those couple marriage people mind when they like to have a baby even their condition isn't supported?
Lately I'm wondering what's the meaning of couple?
Lately I'm wondering what's the meaning of the phrase "....in good and bad time until die do us apart..." when a couple do the marriage ceremony in front of the church?
Lately I'm wondering should we marriage as soon as possible no matter what?
Lately I'm wondering is marriage just a joke,to get what we're dreaming on?
Lately I'm wondering is it that bad to be a single these days,before u find the right person to marriage?
Lately I'm wondering is it just a matter of a piece of legal paper?
I'm not an expert, I'm just wondering...
Monday, May 23, 2005
A little Poem...
Captain oh Captain
Don't come please don't come
Sail away oh sail away
I've already settle down here
Don't invite me to sail again with u
Just because you lost your crew
I've been build my house
Protect me from rain and storm
I know it's empty
But a lot of friends come and go here
I haven't sailing again since our last journey
Am I afraid of the seasick?
Am I waiting for another ship?
Sail away oh sail away
Captain oh Captain
Should I or shouldn't I go with U
Will I find another ship come to this harbour?
---Me---
Don't come please don't come
Sail away oh sail away
I've already settle down here
Don't invite me to sail again with u
Just because you lost your crew
I've been build my house
Protect me from rain and storm
I know it's empty
But a lot of friends come and go here
I haven't sailing again since our last journey
Am I afraid of the seasick?
Am I waiting for another ship?
Sail away oh sail away
Captain oh Captain
Should I or shouldn't I go with U
Will I find another ship come to this harbour?
---Me---
Monday, May 09, 2005
Lamongan-Tuban-Bojonegoro Journey
Last Friday was a holiday in my Alto office. So,this time my travelling partners and I decided to go to Tuban and some places around it.Jadi kita coba lewat tol Sby-Gresik jurusan Manyar. Kluar dari Manyar kita tinggal jalan lurus aja mengikuti jalan besar itu. Sekitar 2 jam dari Sby kita sudah sampai di Gua Maharani and Wisata Bahari Lamongan (Tanjung Kodok)yang berseberangan. Karena matahari masih menyengat kita putusin masuk gua dulu. Untung sekali waktu kita didalem cuman ada sekitar 6 orang.Uda puas tembak sana sini (baca=foto2) kita keluar nyebrang ke WBL.
Di WBL kita hanya membayar tiket yang terbatas(hanya bisa memainkan beberapa wahana gratis) seharga Rp 15.000,- . Bagi yang ingin memainkan semua wahana (sekitar 26 wahana)di dalam bisa membayar tiket terusan seharga Rp 35.000,- .Disana ada jetski,kano,bumper boat,bumpercar,go-kart,motocross,rumah sakit hantu,taman air,taman kaca,kolam renang,restaurant,museum kapal dan kerang, n masih banyak lagi deh.Kita kelilingi lokasi wisata itu sampai pukul 17.00 WIB dan kita sudah diharuskan untuk keluar karena lokasi akan ditutup.Tetap saja acara tembak menembak camera blum puas terlaksana.Note : WBL ini pantas untuk dikunjungi
Kita lanjutin perjalanan menuju Tuban.Setelah sampai di kotanya,sambil jalan sembari kita mencari hotel yang cukup murah.Lalu dari rekomendasi beberapa orang Hotel Ratna di jalan Ronggolawe adalah yg disarankan.Setelah berkeliling beberapa lama kami putuskan untuk makan seafood dulu di jalan Panglima Sudirman (di sebelah toko Ana).Perlu diingat bahwa Tuban memberlakukan jalan satu arah alias kalo terlewat kita harus balik lagi satu putaran panjang lewat jalan Basuki Rahmat :( Kita makan diiringi bunyi ombak di lautan di seberang kita.
Akhirnya kita putusin check-in di Ratna. Kita ambil 1 kmr besar double bed+AC+km mandi+TV Rp 100.000,- untuk Gbus,Hertong,Panci,Jus and I and 1 kmr kecil 2singgle bed+AC+Km mandi+Tv Rp 85.000,- buat Bo n Yeyen. Setelah mandi semua sekitar pk 00.00 kita putusin kluar bentar liat Masjid di Alun2 yang unik and "rencananya" ke tepi Pantai duduk2 n ngobrol di barengi deburan ombak n mungkin minum apa yang hangat.Blarrrr batal deh, cuman hanya karna ketakutan yang tak beralasan dari bbrp orang.Ya uda, sebel abis puter jauh2 ternyata cuman mau lewat tepi pantai (yang entah udah brapa kali kita lewati)yg bener aja. Pulang dah.... bobok!
Paginya kita brangkat ke Nglirip.Kalo dari Tuban kita ke arah Montong.Akhirnya kita sampe kurang lebih 2 jam perjalanan.Nga rugi juga ternyata air terjun di Nglirip ini keren juga.Sekali lagi kita diberkati.Tak ada seorangpun disana,tidak panas n tidak hujan.Siiiipppp.....
Akhirnya kita pulang lewat Bojonegoro daripada kita balek lagi ke Tuban.Waiting for the next trip...
Another Photos
Di WBL kita hanya membayar tiket yang terbatas(hanya bisa memainkan beberapa wahana gratis) seharga Rp 15.000,- . Bagi yang ingin memainkan semua wahana (sekitar 26 wahana)di dalam bisa membayar tiket terusan seharga Rp 35.000,- .Disana ada jetski,kano,bumper boat,bumpercar,go-kart,motocross,rumah sakit hantu,taman air,taman kaca,kolam renang,restaurant,museum kapal dan kerang, n masih banyak lagi deh.Kita kelilingi lokasi wisata itu sampai pukul 17.00 WIB dan kita sudah diharuskan untuk keluar karena lokasi akan ditutup.Tetap saja acara tembak menembak camera blum puas terlaksana.Note : WBL ini pantas untuk dikunjungi
Kita lanjutin perjalanan menuju Tuban.Setelah sampai di kotanya,sambil jalan sembari kita mencari hotel yang cukup murah.Lalu dari rekomendasi beberapa orang Hotel Ratna di jalan Ronggolawe adalah yg disarankan.Setelah berkeliling beberapa lama kami putuskan untuk makan seafood dulu di jalan Panglima Sudirman (di sebelah toko Ana).Perlu diingat bahwa Tuban memberlakukan jalan satu arah alias kalo terlewat kita harus balik lagi satu putaran panjang lewat jalan Basuki Rahmat :( Kita makan diiringi bunyi ombak di lautan di seberang kita.
Akhirnya kita putusin check-in di Ratna. Kita ambil 1 kmr besar double bed+AC+km mandi+TV Rp 100.000,- untuk Gbus,Hertong,Panci,Jus and I and 1 kmr kecil 2singgle bed+AC+Km mandi+Tv Rp 85.000,- buat Bo n Yeyen. Setelah mandi semua sekitar pk 00.00 kita putusin kluar bentar liat Masjid di Alun2 yang unik and "rencananya" ke tepi Pantai duduk2 n ngobrol di barengi deburan ombak n mungkin minum apa yang hangat.Blarrrr batal deh, cuman hanya karna ketakutan yang tak beralasan dari bbrp orang.Ya uda, sebel abis puter jauh2 ternyata cuman mau lewat tepi pantai (yang entah udah brapa kali kita lewati)yg bener aja. Pulang dah.... bobok!
Paginya kita brangkat ke Nglirip.Kalo dari Tuban kita ke arah Montong.Akhirnya kita sampe kurang lebih 2 jam perjalanan.Nga rugi juga ternyata air terjun di Nglirip ini keren juga.Sekali lagi kita diberkati.Tak ada seorangpun disana,tidak panas n tidak hujan.Siiiipppp.....
Akhirnya kita pulang lewat Bojonegoro daripada kita balek lagi ke Tuban.Waiting for the next trip...
 Maharani Cave |  Tuban Mosque |  Enjoy |
 Me |  Nglirip Waterfall |
Another Photos
Sunday, May 08, 2005
What's the meaning of Adventure?
ad·ven·ture
1. An undertaking or enterprise of a hazardous nature.
2. An undertaking of a questionable nature, especially one involving intervention in
another state's affairs.
3. An unusual or exciting experience
4. To take a risk; dare.
5. To proceed despite risks.
It means that if we're not a risk taker don't take a risk by being an explorer,a pioneer who's always hungry to explore a new place and longing to be close to the nature. Risk taker doesn't means that he/she is a blind person who want to suicide or hurt themself without preparation or blind knowledge about the place. An adventurer preparing themselves for the worse risk but doesn't mean that they want to find troubles.
1. An undertaking or enterprise of a hazardous nature.
2. An undertaking of a questionable nature, especially one involving intervention in
another state's affairs.
3. An unusual or exciting experience
4. To take a risk; dare.
5. To proceed despite risks.
It means that if we're not a risk taker don't take a risk by being an explorer,a pioneer who's always hungry to explore a new place and longing to be close to the nature. Risk taker doesn't means that he/she is a blind person who want to suicide or hurt themself without preparation or blind knowledge about the place. An adventurer preparing themselves for the worse risk but doesn't mean that they want to find troubles.
Thursday, April 28, 2005
Good Luck ...
On a day like today
a young lady feels sad
For she knew the time
has come to leave
this limbo of joy and
belonging and return to the
far lonely world elsewhere.
Bravely, she forced
a smile at her friends
Without much of a second look,
she bid them farewell.
Unconsciously,
a faint smile ghosted at her mouth.
'I'll see them again soon.
Take care, my friend,
I'll be back.
(adopted from Melvin Lee Poem)
"Good Luck","See U" being my favorite word lately. Now,I hv to say it once again to a friend of mine n once again....she's my "neighbour", my officemate, and one of my travelling partner.
Have to give applaus for her because she's willing to take decision for her live even she has no idea what will she do for her life except being an artist right now.As long as you happy with your decision I'm happy for U Pal. Try your best n Gud Luck!
I know that life's full of choices.This year a lot of choices has been made by some of my friends and I. Maybe I hv to say that words once again in August to one of my bestfriend who choose to take her scholarship to Washington D.C. After some time,she decided to take it and leave her job at EF and also her boyfriend here.
a young lady feels sad
For she knew the time
has come to leave
this limbo of joy and
belonging and return to the
far lonely world elsewhere.
Bravely, she forced
a smile at her friends
Without much of a second look,
she bid them farewell.
Unconsciously,
a faint smile ghosted at her mouth.
'I'll see them again soon.
Take care, my friend,
I'll be back.
(adopted from Melvin Lee Poem)
"Good Luck","See U" being my favorite word lately. Now,I hv to say it once again to a friend of mine n once again....she's my "neighbour", my officemate, and one of my travelling partner.
Have to give applaus for her because she's willing to take decision for her live even she has no idea what will she do for her life except being an artist right now.As long as you happy with your decision I'm happy for U Pal. Try your best n Gud Luck!
I know that life's full of choices.This year a lot of choices has been made by some of my friends and I. Maybe I hv to say that words once again in August to one of my bestfriend who choose to take her scholarship to Washington D.C. After some time,she decided to take it and leave her job at EF and also her boyfriend here.
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
C Ya, fren...
Dedicated 4 Binx (Ex Altoers,tetangga ku di kantor,adik kelasku walau nga kenal sebelumnya baek di SMA n Univ yang sama)
Friends Forever
© Mariah Hinshaw
We will be friends forever
Amigos, buddies, pals
Where you are, I’ll be
No matter how many miles
We will be friends forever
No matter how many mistakes you or I make
Because as long we are friends
There’s nothing we couldn’t take
We will be friends forever
No matter where we’ll be
Because when we leave one another behind
You’ll be in the heart of me
We will be friends forever
No matter how old we are
Because when you’re friends forever
You’ll never be too far
Maem di Wing Dome
Friends Forever
© Mariah Hinshaw
We will be friends forever
Amigos, buddies, pals
Where you are, I’ll be
No matter how many miles
We will be friends forever
No matter how many mistakes you or I make
Because as long we are friends
There’s nothing we couldn’t take
We will be friends forever
No matter where we’ll be
Because when we leave one another behind
You’ll be in the heart of me
We will be friends forever
No matter how old we are
Because when you’re friends forever
You’ll never be too far
Maem di Wing Dome
Sunday, April 10, 2005
About Trust...
"Loe boleh nga percaya sama orang,tapi kalo loe nga percaya ama orang yang sayang dgn tulus sama loe itu beda,itu sama dengan penghianatan" (Tentang Dia, Melly Goeslaw)
Menurutku kepercayaan itu sangat tinggi nilainya. Pernikahan didasarkan atas kepercayaan.Persahabatan didasarkan atas kepercayaan.Pembagian pekerjaan didasarkan atas kepercayaan. Semuanya berawal dari sebuah perasaan percaya sehingga terbentuklah suatu hubungan atau interaksi dengan sesama manusia.
Kepercayaan yang tinggi kepada kita menunjukkan bahwa harga kita di mata orang lain itu adalah tinggi juga. Oleh karena itu kepercayaan ini haruslah di jaga dengan baik. Agar supaya kita juga dihargai dengan tinggi di mata orang lain.
Apalagi kalau kita merusak kepercayaan orang terdekat kita, seperti kata film itu, itu bisa dikatakan mirip dengan penghianatan. Selain nilai kita jatuh, kita juga melukai teman,sahabat,istri,suami,atau saudara kita yang mempercayai kita.
Menurutku kepercayaan itu sangat tinggi nilainya. Pernikahan didasarkan atas kepercayaan.Persahabatan didasarkan atas kepercayaan.Pembagian pekerjaan didasarkan atas kepercayaan. Semuanya berawal dari sebuah perasaan percaya sehingga terbentuklah suatu hubungan atau interaksi dengan sesama manusia.
Kepercayaan yang tinggi kepada kita menunjukkan bahwa harga kita di mata orang lain itu adalah tinggi juga. Oleh karena itu kepercayaan ini haruslah di jaga dengan baik. Agar supaya kita juga dihargai dengan tinggi di mata orang lain.
Apalagi kalau kita merusak kepercayaan orang terdekat kita, seperti kata film itu, itu bisa dikatakan mirip dengan penghianatan. Selain nilai kita jatuh, kita juga melukai teman,sahabat,istri,suami,atau saudara kita yang mempercayai kita.
Thursday, April 07, 2005
Desiderata
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
and remember waht peace there may be in silence.
As fas as possible without surrender be on good tems with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons,they are vexatious to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career,however humble;
it is a real possesion in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your bussiness affairs;for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be Yourself.
Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is a perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,gracefully surrendering the thingsof youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God,whatever you concieve Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham,drudgery and broken dreams,it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.Strive to be happy.
---Max Ehrmann---
and remember waht peace there may be in silence.
As fas as possible without surrender be on good tems with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons,they are vexatious to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career,however humble;
it is a real possesion in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your bussiness affairs;for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be Yourself.
Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is a perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,gracefully surrendering the thingsof youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God,whatever you concieve Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham,drudgery and broken dreams,it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.Strive to be happy.
---Max Ehrmann---
Saturday, April 02, 2005
Back to Reality
2 ways....and I take both of it. So starting from today, I'm working on 2 places.One still the old one, at Excellogix.com and the new one is on my own family company. Hope I can stay long enough at the second one. I don't like it and I know I'll not enjoy it.I'll do my best!(hope so)
Today our last year bonus at Alto is flying away....there's a mistake or human error or whatever it called.Hiks.....And I use it to pay my new MP3 Player hehehehehe.....Thanks 4 Yunita who help me to bought it from Germany :p
Today our last year bonus at Alto is flying away....there's a mistake or human error or whatever it called.Hiks.....And I use it to pay my new MP3 Player hehehehehe.....Thanks 4 Yunita who help me to bought it from Germany :p
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
Malang Trip (Again)----Batu
Third time ..... it means I've been to Malang for 3 weekend in a month.Bravo!!! Okay...this time I drive Ivon's car and there's a problem with it. I can speed it max in 80km/hour. Yeah right....the road so empthy and I've to be patience and drive slowly.It's 2a.m. when we arrive at Batu.We find a hotel for Ivon because she bring her boyfriend along with her,since it should be a ladies night and her boyfriend always come along with her in our meeting lately. Then Rosa,Cindy and I spend the night at Lilik's house. We hv a lot of chit chat about ourself lately.
When I just close my eyes at around 5 a.m. Ivon's boyfriend call us and tell us that Ivon's sick and need to go to the doctor.Ohhh.....I'm go to the hotel with Lilik and bring Ivon to the clinic,nothing serious just a problem with her stomach. Puhhhh....
Spend one more day at Batu, eat ,talk, and playing at Jatim Park with Henny.We spent the night together tonight,playing Cashflow (our favourite game). Tomorrow we (Cindy,Ivon, and her bf) gonna back to Surabaya and back to work!!!!!
When I just close my eyes at around 5 a.m. Ivon's boyfriend call us and tell us that Ivon's sick and need to go to the doctor.Ohhh.....I'm go to the hotel with Lilik and bring Ivon to the clinic,nothing serious just a problem with her stomach. Puhhhh....
Spend one more day at Batu, eat ,talk, and playing at Jatim Park with Henny.We spent the night together tonight,playing Cashflow (our favourite game). Tomorrow we (Cindy,Ivon, and her bf) gonna back to Surabaya and back to work!!!!!
Sunday, March 27, 2005
Jember Trip
With my journey friends(bus,byor,panci,and the new and unusual one hertong), yesterday I'm going to Ambulu,Jember to see Tanjung Papuma beach. It's 5 of us and no guys going with us this time. Like usual,I'm the driver ^_^ We take about more than 3 hours ride on my car. A strange accident happen to one of the wheel before we left Surabaya.I'd to change my tire first but nothing happen to that wheel.
We arrive at the hotel at about 1 a.m and take some I don't know what should I call it?Supper or dinner? hahaha ^_^ Then we take some rest and sleep.We woke up early in the morning because we're very excited to go to the beach ASAP.
We arrive at the beach at about 9 a.m. Yeah.....we made it!!!Oh, just hear that sound of the wave and smell of that salty water.It's hot but we like it.Take a lot of picture there,it's awesome. It's forbidden to swim here because its huge wave of the south sea.
Tired but feel satisfied somehow. :p Can't wait 4 another crazy trip........
Another Photo
We arrive at the hotel at about 1 a.m and take some I don't know what should I call it?Supper or dinner? hahaha ^_^ Then we take some rest and sleep.We woke up early in the morning because we're very excited to go to the beach ASAP.
We arrive at the beach at about 9 a.m. Yeah.....we made it!!!Oh, just hear that sound of the wave and smell of that salty water.It's hot but we like it.Take a lot of picture there,it's awesome. It's forbidden to swim here because its huge wave of the south sea.
Tired but feel satisfied somehow. :p Can't wait 4 another crazy trip........
 Me |  Tanjung |
 The Rock |
Another Photo
Monday, March 21, 2005
Malang Trip (Again)----Car's Wedding
Wow,yesterday is the second time in this month I go to Malang.It's because of Caroline's wedding's held in Malang.Going to Malang with the '98 gang.Iyan & his new girlfriend aren't going together with us.We bring 2 cars from Surabaya,mine and Ardi's.
We stay at Hotel Perdana,Batu(20-30 minutes) from Malang and the hotel quiet cheap and clean.We take 2 rooms,one for the boys and one for the girls.After some preparation and make up,together we go to the restaurant.Unlucky since we come a little bit late,we hv to separate so far cause the table is not enough 4 all of us.
After the wedding ceremony we going back to the hotel,the ladies clean of the make up and going to bed eventhough some of us still can't sleep.The gentlemen playing card on the other room.Not so long, Lilik and Rosa (our friend who live in Batu) come and have a chat since they haven't meet the gang for a long time.
After midnight Lilik,Rosa and I going out to buy some durian and go back to the hotel.Most of them hate durian or didn't want to eat it so Iyan,Lilik and I finish it ourself like the old time ^_^
Today we check out from the hotel and going to Malang,eat Bakso Bakar,then stop for a while at Vei's house before we playing bowling and go-kart at Puncak Dieng.
Another Photos
We stay at Hotel Perdana,Batu(20-30 minutes) from Malang and the hotel quiet cheap and clean.We take 2 rooms,one for the boys and one for the girls.After some preparation and make up,together we go to the restaurant.Unlucky since we come a little bit late,we hv to separate so far cause the table is not enough 4 all of us.
After the wedding ceremony we going back to the hotel,the ladies clean of the make up and going to bed eventhough some of us still can't sleep.The gentlemen playing card on the other room.Not so long, Lilik and Rosa (our friend who live in Batu) come and have a chat since they haven't meet the gang for a long time.
After midnight Lilik,Rosa and I going out to buy some durian and go back to the hotel.Most of them hate durian or didn't want to eat it so Iyan,Lilik and I finish it ourself like the old time ^_^
Today we check out from the hotel and going to Malang,eat Bakso Bakar,then stop for a while at Vei's house before we playing bowling and go-kart at Puncak Dieng.
 Caroline & Michael |  ' 98 Gang |
Another Photos
Monday, March 14, 2005
Malang Trip
Yesterday I'm going to Malang with Xtien,so nice to see her again and talk a lot during the trip. We're going to see the boys (Ikang,Ian,and Iten). All of them are here because they want to avoid the black out in Bali (Nyepi celebration).They come since 9/3.
After we're arrive,I take them eat at Waroeng Steak then playing at Plaza Araya. It's already around 7p.m. when we going back to Surabaya and the boys also coming with us.
We take our dinner at Kya Kya Kembang Jepun and then still we take some snack at Citras when C Fong (Xtien older sister) calling and ask us to join her at RedBoxx.I take them to some popular night place of Surabaya.
We take a drink and listen to the hard music and sometimes the boys also dance.We left RedBoxx at about 3 a.m. I certainly will not going home at this time.Xtien ask me to sleep at the hotel together with her and the boys(luckyly the place is big enough for all of us)
Bali Gang
After we're arrive,I take them eat at Waroeng Steak then playing at Plaza Araya. It's already around 7p.m. when we going back to Surabaya and the boys also coming with us.
We take our dinner at Kya Kya Kembang Jepun and then still we take some snack at Citras when C Fong (Xtien older sister) calling and ask us to join her at RedBoxx.I take them to some popular night place of Surabaya.
We take a drink and listen to the hard music and sometimes the boys also dance.We left RedBoxx at about 3 a.m. I certainly will not going home at this time.Xtien ask me to sleep at the hotel together with her and the boys(luckyly the place is big enough for all of us)
Bali Gang
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
What will Happen?
Where are we on 5 or 10 years later?
Mungkin kita akan bertemu di sebuah cafe (ato rumah Ardi - Dj,like always)
Duduk dan berceloteh dan tertawa dan menanyakan
"How's your life?" "Gimana kabarmu?" "Sekarang ngapain?"
Mungkin dengan anak2 berteriak dan berlari di sekeliling kita
Mungkin salah satu dari kita sibuk menyusui bayinya
Mungkin salah satu dari kita menggendong bayi yang lain
Mungkin salah satu dari kita blajar lagi ke luar negeri
Mungkin salah satu dari kita tlah berkeliling dunia
Mungkin salah satu dari kita menjadi ibu rumah tangga yang baik
Mungkin salah satu dari kita terlalu sibuk dengan pekerjaan (sampe2 masih single)
Mungkin pembicaraan kita tidak lagi connect(jadi musti blajar telepati kayak Iyan n Botak)
Hahaha yesterday '98 gank kumpul2 ngrayain Imut's birthday and mumpung Sheila di Sby (lagi blajar di Germany). Melihat mereka smua jadi ingat mereka yang dulu dan perubahan mereka sekarang. Otomatis jadi berpikir...hemmm...kita akan jadi seperti apa ya di masa yang akan datang?
People change but...keep up the team guys...miss u all.
Mungkin kita akan bertemu di sebuah cafe (ato rumah Ardi - Dj,like always)
Duduk dan berceloteh dan tertawa dan menanyakan
"How's your life?" "Gimana kabarmu?" "Sekarang ngapain?"
Mungkin dengan anak2 berteriak dan berlari di sekeliling kita
Mungkin salah satu dari kita sibuk menyusui bayinya
Mungkin salah satu dari kita menggendong bayi yang lain
Mungkin salah satu dari kita blajar lagi ke luar negeri
Mungkin salah satu dari kita tlah berkeliling dunia
Mungkin salah satu dari kita menjadi ibu rumah tangga yang baik
Mungkin salah satu dari kita terlalu sibuk dengan pekerjaan (sampe2 masih single)
Mungkin pembicaraan kita tidak lagi connect(jadi musti blajar telepati kayak Iyan n Botak)
Hahaha yesterday '98 gank kumpul2 ngrayain Imut's birthday and mumpung Sheila di Sby (lagi blajar di Germany). Melihat mereka smua jadi ingat mereka yang dulu dan perubahan mereka sekarang. Otomatis jadi berpikir...hemmm...kita akan jadi seperti apa ya di masa yang akan datang?
People change but...keep up the team guys...miss u all.
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Choices of Life
"Berbahagialah orang yang tau apa yang dia cari dan diberi waktu yang cukup untuk mencari" (Tentang dia, by Melly Goeslaw)
Ok,aku sampai lagi di sebuah persimpangan. Dan jalan yang harus ku tempuh sangatlah sulit untuk diputuskan. Yang satu...jalan yang suram,penuh duri dan batu serta tak ada makhluk hidup yang terlihat disana tapi diujungnya terlihat ladang gandum,dan buah segar serta berbagai tawaran yang tak terhingga dan membuat air liur menetes.Bagaikan melihat kolam emas...
Jalan yang satu lagi...jalan yang ceria,penuh sinar,buah2an (walau tidak berlebihan) di kiri dan kanan jalan nya, makhluk2 berbagai jenis berlompatan menari dan tertawa,tapi...tak terlihat sesuatu yang bisa ditawarkan atau dijanjikan oleh jalan ini karna ujung jalan ini masih tidak terlihat.
Aku harus terus berjalan,jalan manakah yang harus ku ambil?Manakah yang harus kutapak untuk masa depan ku?????? Disinilah aku duduk,bersila di persimpangan ini.Menunggu kata hatiku berbicara, harus kemanakah diriku???????
Ok,aku sampai lagi di sebuah persimpangan. Dan jalan yang harus ku tempuh sangatlah sulit untuk diputuskan. Yang satu...jalan yang suram,penuh duri dan batu serta tak ada makhluk hidup yang terlihat disana tapi diujungnya terlihat ladang gandum,dan buah segar serta berbagai tawaran yang tak terhingga dan membuat air liur menetes.Bagaikan melihat kolam emas...
Jalan yang satu lagi...jalan yang ceria,penuh sinar,buah2an (walau tidak berlebihan) di kiri dan kanan jalan nya, makhluk2 berbagai jenis berlompatan menari dan tertawa,tapi...tak terlihat sesuatu yang bisa ditawarkan atau dijanjikan oleh jalan ini karna ujung jalan ini masih tidak terlihat.
Aku harus terus berjalan,jalan manakah yang harus ku ambil?Manakah yang harus kutapak untuk masa depan ku?????? Disinilah aku duduk,bersila di persimpangan ini.Menunggu kata hatiku berbicara, harus kemanakah diriku???????
Thursday, February 17, 2005
China Liaoning Handicapped Acrobatics and Art Troupe
"Siapa kira,tak punya tangan bisa menyangga langit.Siapa kira, tak punya kaki bisa menghentak bumi" said San Tan, pemandu pertunjukan yang duduk di kursi rodanya. Kalimat tersebut untuk menggambarkan besarnya semangat hidup dan kehebatan rekan-rekannya para penyandang cacat.(Jawa Pos,Rabu 16 Feb 2005)
Hari minggu kemarin aku ngliat pertunjukan akrobat yang lain dari biasanya, soalnya pemainnya physically is not perfect.Some of them are deaf and cannot speak.The other hv no leg,or hand.But their performance is perfect.Just like normal person. Mereka nglakukin hampir semua gerakan acrobat seperti biasanya.Salto di udara,lompat harimau,tari,nyanyi,putar diudara dengan kekuatan gigi,dsb.This group is the only acrobat group in China who have handicapped people as the member,or maybe in the world.Kelompok ini uda berdiri 14 tahun di kota Shenyang.
Wow...bagi olahragawan seperti aku,aku tau gimana rasanya,gimana sulitnya nglakuin semua itu bahkan dengan 2 kaki dan 2 tangan yang sempurna. Aku harus angkat topi untuk mereka yang pastinya bekerja n berusaha 2x or brapa kali lipat lebih dari orang biasa. Untuk akrobat yang sulit bisa memakan waktu sampai 4 tahun latihan katanya.
So, be though 4 U if physically U're not normal. There'll be always a hope somewhere if U try.And 4 U who's born normal and physically complete,be happy with what U have n use it for U and also the other.Don't be so selfish and keep Ur body healthy because its a gift.
If u want to see some picture of the performance just click http://dolphinrider.fotopic.net/c433276.html
Hari minggu kemarin aku ngliat pertunjukan akrobat yang lain dari biasanya, soalnya pemainnya physically is not perfect.Some of them are deaf and cannot speak.The other hv no leg,or hand.But their performance is perfect.Just like normal person. Mereka nglakukin hampir semua gerakan acrobat seperti biasanya.Salto di udara,lompat harimau,tari,nyanyi,putar diudara dengan kekuatan gigi,dsb.This group is the only acrobat group in China who have handicapped people as the member,or maybe in the world.Kelompok ini uda berdiri 14 tahun di kota Shenyang.
Wow...bagi olahragawan seperti aku,aku tau gimana rasanya,gimana sulitnya nglakuin semua itu bahkan dengan 2 kaki dan 2 tangan yang sempurna. Aku harus angkat topi untuk mereka yang pastinya bekerja n berusaha 2x or brapa kali lipat lebih dari orang biasa. Untuk akrobat yang sulit bisa memakan waktu sampai 4 tahun latihan katanya.
So, be though 4 U if physically U're not normal. There'll be always a hope somewhere if U try.And 4 U who's born normal and physically complete,be happy with what U have n use it for U and also the other.Don't be so selfish and keep Ur body healthy because its a gift.
If u want to see some picture of the performance just click http://dolphinrider.fotopic.net/c433276.html
Saturday, February 05, 2005
Letting Go...
Beach oh beach...
Please bleach tis heart...
Make it warm and clean
So that I can feel that u're here
Far Far away is the name of the place you live
Beach oh beach
I can't see the end of yours
So that the end of mine
Where r u my love?
Beach oh beach
Come and take this tears with u
Back to the place where u come from
Cause that's what I should do
Walkaway and let you go....
Please bleach tis heart...
Make it warm and clean
So that I can feel that u're here
Far Far away is the name of the place you live
Beach oh beach
I can't see the end of yours
So that the end of mine
Where r u my love?
Beach oh beach
Come and take this tears with u
Back to the place where u come from
Cause that's what I should do
Walkaway and let you go....
Sunday, January 30, 2005
Annual Meeting 2005
Nga krasa uda 3 taon kerja di Alto. Taon ini lain dari yang biasanya,annual meeting diadakan di Villa Trawas.Kita brangkat pagi jam 9 kemarin dan balik jam 11 hari ini.Ada satu mobil yang pulang duluan jam 6 pagi. Acara kurang lebih sama,kecuali taon ini ada hiburan tengah malam.Si Gbus ultah hari ini jadi tadi tengah malam tepat jam 12 kita kerjain dia.Hueueheuue seru abis deh,ada ya makhluk kayak gitu.
Happy Birthday Alto...Happy Birthday Gbus.....
Happy Birthday Alto...Happy Birthday Gbus.....
Thursday, January 27, 2005
Goodbye....
Udah lama nga nulis,sibuk berat amat sangat.....
At last,I see all of my dearest new friends. Yuky,Yuka,I Kang,I An, I Tien. What a nice weekend to spend. Going to the beach, talking,laughing,jogging,then eat,eat and eat.
Then I spent almost 1 week with Yuka and Yuky. Going to some places,yeah right like there are another place except shopping centre. huehuehhee.. TP,SP Mall,PTC,and so on.But then I hardly divided my time because my oldest dog is sick :(. We spent as much as time to b together but it's like not enough ..hueheuuehee...then we had to say c u again. I ride them to the airport for the first flight in the morning after they canceled their flight the day before.
Today,in my office I hv to hear the truth about my dog.She's past away. she's 11 years old (= 77 years old human)and this is my time to say goodbye... :( I hardly keep my tears away. I know I have to let her go but after all of the year I've spent with her....it's so hard.Goodbye Panther....may you be blessed and have some fun there...
At last,I see all of my dearest new friends. Yuky,Yuka,I Kang,I An, I Tien. What a nice weekend to spend. Going to the beach, talking,laughing,jogging,then eat,eat and eat.
Then I spent almost 1 week with Yuka and Yuky. Going to some places,yeah right like there are another place except shopping centre. huehuehhee.. TP,SP Mall,PTC,and so on.But then I hardly divided my time because my oldest dog is sick :(. We spent as much as time to b together but it's like not enough ..hueheuuehee...then we had to say c u again. I ride them to the airport for the first flight in the morning after they canceled their flight the day before.
Today,in my office I hv to hear the truth about my dog.She's past away. she's 11 years old (= 77 years old human)and this is my time to say goodbye... :( I hardly keep my tears away. I know I have to let her go but after all of the year I've spent with her....it's so hard.Goodbye Panther....may you be blessed and have some fun there...
Sunday, January 02, 2005
Old & New
Taon ini pemerintah mengeluarkan himbauan untuk tidak berhura-hura di malam taon baru,di karenakan suasana duka di Indonesia.Sampai hari ini tercatat 80.000 nyawa lebih menjadi korban tsunami di Indonesia.
I should be at Bali with Xtien-Titien families this new year eve.But,the tsunamis make me and some of my officemate cancelled the trip for the sake of taking a saving way.
So at last,I spent this new year eve with the old gank, '98 gank at Ardi-Dj's house. It's been so long since I met them, sometimes I feel that I'm not belong to that group anymore cause I'm not as outgoing as the other. So much changes between us,so many people in and out our live,so many unspoken words,but....still that familiar laugh are still the same. The laugh that we were share together. So there we are like an old day,celebrating and welcoming the year of 2005. HAppy New Year to all of u my friend,wherever you are.....
I should be at Bali with Xtien-Titien families this new year eve.But,the tsunamis make me and some of my officemate cancelled the trip for the sake of taking a saving way.
So at last,I spent this new year eve with the old gank, '98 gank at Ardi-Dj's house. It's been so long since I met them, sometimes I feel that I'm not belong to that group anymore cause I'm not as outgoing as the other. So much changes between us,so many people in and out our live,so many unspoken words,but....still that familiar laugh are still the same. The laugh that we were share together. So there we are like an old day,celebrating and welcoming the year of 2005. HAppy New Year to all of u my friend,wherever you are.....
Friday, December 31, 2004
2004 Indian Ocean Earthquake
Berita Kepada Kawan
by Ebiet G. Ade
Perjalanan ini terasa sangat menyedihkan
Sayang, engkau tak duduk di sampingku kawan
Banyak cerita yang mestinya kau saksikan
Di tanah kering berbatuan
Tubuh ku terguncang di hempas batu jalanan
Hati tergetar menampak kering rerumputan
Perjalan ini pun seperti jadi saksi
Gembala kecil menangis sedih
Kawan coba dengar apa jawabnya
Ketika ia ku tanya "Mengapa?"
Bapak ibunya telah lama mati
Ditelan bencana tanah ini
Sesampainya di laut ku khabarkan semuanya
Kepada karang, kepada ombak, kepada matahari
Tetapi semua diam, tetapi semua bisu
Tinggal aku sendiri terpaku menatap langit
Barangkali di sana ada jawabnya
Mengapa di tanahku terjadi bencana
Mungkin Tuhan mulai bosan melihat tingkah kita
Yang selalu salah dan bangga dengan dosa-dosa
Atau alam mulai enggan bersahabat dengan kita
Coba kita bertanya pada rumput yang bergoyang
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The 2004 Indian Ocean earthquake was a magnitude 9.0 undersea earthquake on December 26, 2004 which generated tsunamis that caused one of the deadliest natural disasters in modern history.
This rare type of earthquake known as a megathrust earthquake struck at 00:58:53 UTC (07:58:53 local time) in the Indian Ocean off the western coast of northern Sumatra, Indonesia. It was the largest earthquake on Earth since the 9.2-magnitude Good Friday Earthquake of 1964, and tied for fourth largest since 1900.
The tsunamis devastated the shores of Indonesia, Sri Lanka, India, Thailand and other countries with waves of up to 15 m in height. Even the east coast of Africa (especially Somalia) was hit, despite being located 4,500 km (2,800 mi) or more west of the epicentre.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2004_Indian_Ocean_earthquake#Indonesia
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On 26 Dec 2004, we,as humanbeing have to take our responsibility for making Nature angry. Maybe the nature remind us...for not always make a war, hurting nature, and also another, bomb everywhere, playing with the death, playing with innocent life, acting like a God who has a right to take somebody life.
Let's taking some break and realizing what we had done before.Nature give us a chance for help one another through this disaster. Nature was boring with all damages we had done,all of the racist thing that we done in the name of God. God make no differences between us.Australian,English,Indonesian, Malaysian,Chinese,Korean,Indian, etc.We all the same in God eyes. How bout if we appreciate what God has in His mind and not to make Him angry? Just make a peace inside our heart so there will be no jealous feeling among us.
by Ebiet G. Ade
Perjalanan ini terasa sangat menyedihkan
Sayang, engkau tak duduk di sampingku kawan
Banyak cerita yang mestinya kau saksikan
Di tanah kering berbatuan
Tubuh ku terguncang di hempas batu jalanan
Hati tergetar menampak kering rerumputan
Perjalan ini pun seperti jadi saksi
Gembala kecil menangis sedih
Kawan coba dengar apa jawabnya
Ketika ia ku tanya "Mengapa?"
Bapak ibunya telah lama mati
Ditelan bencana tanah ini
Sesampainya di laut ku khabarkan semuanya
Kepada karang, kepada ombak, kepada matahari
Tetapi semua diam, tetapi semua bisu
Tinggal aku sendiri terpaku menatap langit
Barangkali di sana ada jawabnya
Mengapa di tanahku terjadi bencana
Mungkin Tuhan mulai bosan melihat tingkah kita
Yang selalu salah dan bangga dengan dosa-dosa
Atau alam mulai enggan bersahabat dengan kita
Coba kita bertanya pada rumput yang bergoyang
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
The 2004 Indian Ocean earthquake was a magnitude 9.0 undersea earthquake on December 26, 2004 which generated tsunamis that caused one of the deadliest natural disasters in modern history.
This rare type of earthquake known as a megathrust earthquake struck at 00:58:53 UTC (07:58:53 local time) in the Indian Ocean off the western coast of northern Sumatra, Indonesia. It was the largest earthquake on Earth since the 9.2-magnitude Good Friday Earthquake of 1964, and tied for fourth largest since 1900.
The tsunamis devastated the shores of Indonesia, Sri Lanka, India, Thailand and other countries with waves of up to 15 m in height. Even the east coast of Africa (especially Somalia) was hit, despite being located 4,500 km (2,800 mi) or more west of the epicentre.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2004_Indian_Ocean_earthquake#Indonesia
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
On 26 Dec 2004, we,as humanbeing have to take our responsibility for making Nature angry. Maybe the nature remind us...for not always make a war, hurting nature, and also another, bomb everywhere, playing with the death, playing with innocent life, acting like a God who has a right to take somebody life.
Let's taking some break and realizing what we had done before.Nature give us a chance for help one another through this disaster. Nature was boring with all damages we had done,all of the racist thing that we done in the name of God. God make no differences between us.Australian,English,Indonesian, Malaysian,Chinese,Korean,Indian, etc.We all the same in God eyes. How bout if we appreciate what God has in His mind and not to make Him angry? Just make a peace inside our heart so there will be no jealous feeling among us.
Monday, December 27, 2004
Waterfalls
Time to refresing.. ^^ Today I go to Nangkajajar Waterfall, but brownies waterfall is all we got (maybe because it's rainy season). This time the team member are Bus,Panci,Mut,and Pyor. Then, after burning a little of our fat while we walk in the jungle, we continued our journey to Batu. We eat "bakso" and drink "KUD milk". After we have more power, we go to Coban Rondo Waterfall. It's clean and cold!!! Satisfied and tired we stoped for a while on Pujon before we back to Surabaya.
Friday, December 24, 2004
MOrE Stressedd Out....
Today I have a big meeting in the office. The meeting that I've been waiting for about this last 2 months because it promised to bring another future for me.Because it's sound so democratic.Because it promised that we can choose another future for ALL of us.ALL!!!
So what happens today? Once again I see that there must be black sheep on something. And unlucky that's ME as one of the blacksheep.Congratulation!! Damn! Why I'm waiting for something that sound so nice? I told myself : you the one who's so stupid for hoping so much!
Yeah...here I'm once again,stuck!!! Without knowing what will happen next?Cause it's just a beginning!
So what happens today? Once again I see that there must be black sheep on something. And unlucky that's ME as one of the blacksheep.Congratulation!! Damn! Why I'm waiting for something that sound so nice? I told myself : you the one who's so stupid for hoping so much!
Yeah...here I'm once again,stuck!!! Without knowing what will happen next?Cause it's just a beginning!
Friday, December 17, 2004
STressed oUttt!!!
Been so busy these couple week...working in pain and tired eyes,tired hands,tired butt. I know I can...but I'm still so unmotivated if I remembered that I working my ass on the bullshit things. The system that said different thing to every different people here. I'll give you whatever you want and just shut up then!!
Saturday, December 11, 2004
Leaving
After 2 weeks here on Surabaya, Yuky back to Bali (after canceled 3 times^^).I can't really accompanies her because it's during the workday,but I did it as long as I can.
Going to some places,meeting the other friends and also Melly Balikpapan.
Yuka has already come back to Bali last week... talk to her on the phone^^ wondering when will I go to Bali? Hope on January ?
Hey ...just go back to work!
Going to some places,meeting the other friends and also Melly Balikpapan.
Yuka has already come back to Bali last week... talk to her on the phone^^ wondering when will I go to Bali? Hope on January ?
Hey ...just go back to work!
Thursday, December 09, 2004
My Brain Usage
Your Brain Usage Profile:
Auditory : 29%
Visual : 70%
Left : 36%
Right : 63%
Lusida, you possess an interesting balance of hemispheric and sensory characteristics, with a slight right-brain dominance and a slight preference for visual processing.
Since neither of these is completely centered, you lack the indecision and second-guessing associated with other patterns. You have a distinct preference for creativity and intuition with seemingly sufficient verbal skills to be able to translate in any meaningful way to yourself and others.
You tend to see things in "wholes" without surrendering the ability to attend to details. You can give them sufficient notice to be able to utitlize and incorporate them as part of an overall pattern.
In the same way, while you are active and process information simultaneously, you demonstrate a capacity for sequencing as well as reflection which allows for some "inner dialogue."
All in all, you are likely to be quite content with yourself and your style although at times it will not necessarily be appreciated by others. You have sufficient confidence to not second-guess yourself, but rather to use your critical faculties in a way that enhances, rather than limits, your creativity.
You can learn in either mode although far more efficiently within the visual mode. It is likely that in listening to conversations or lecture materials you simultaneously translate into pictures which enhance and elaborate on the meaning.
It is most likely that you will gravitate towards those endeavors which are predominantly visual but include some logic or structuring. You may either work particularly hard at cultivating your auditory skills or risk "missing out" on being able to efficiently process what you learn. Your own intuitive skills will at times interfere with your capacity to listen to others, which is something else you may need to take into account.
Auditory : 29%
Visual : 70%
Left : 36%
Right : 63%
Lusida, you possess an interesting balance of hemispheric and sensory characteristics, with a slight right-brain dominance and a slight preference for visual processing.
Since neither of these is completely centered, you lack the indecision and second-guessing associated with other patterns. You have a distinct preference for creativity and intuition with seemingly sufficient verbal skills to be able to translate in any meaningful way to yourself and others.
You tend to see things in "wholes" without surrendering the ability to attend to details. You can give them sufficient notice to be able to utitlize and incorporate them as part of an overall pattern.
In the same way, while you are active and process information simultaneously, you demonstrate a capacity for sequencing as well as reflection which allows for some "inner dialogue."
All in all, you are likely to be quite content with yourself and your style although at times it will not necessarily be appreciated by others. You have sufficient confidence to not second-guess yourself, but rather to use your critical faculties in a way that enhances, rather than limits, your creativity.
You can learn in either mode although far more efficiently within the visual mode. It is likely that in listening to conversations or lecture materials you simultaneously translate into pictures which enhance and elaborate on the meaning.
It is most likely that you will gravitate towards those endeavors which are predominantly visual but include some logic or structuring. You may either work particularly hard at cultivating your auditory skills or risk "missing out" on being able to efficiently process what you learn. Your own intuitive skills will at times interfere with your capacity to listen to others, which is something else you may need to take into account.
Life and Belief
Last Saturday my bestfriend send a short message,told me that she is positive. hhehehe she is pregnant.Congratulation!So her child will be the first junior in our community and our first niece.
Then suddenly this bad news come, my bestfriend on her test result was positive on some virus,it's not bad for her but for the baby. I hope that she can manage her life and also the baby's seriously on this present time. And when it's time to choose, just listen to her heart which better for her life,her husband's,and also her child's not just because her belief. But it's all depend on her and her husband. I just can pray ask 4 the best for their family.
Then suddenly this bad news come, my bestfriend on her test result was positive on some virus,it's not bad for her but for the baby. I hope that she can manage her life and also the baby's seriously on this present time. And when it's time to choose, just listen to her heart which better for her life,her husband's,and also her child's not just because her belief. But it's all depend on her and her husband. I just can pray ask 4 the best for their family.
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Me and My Camera
It can save all memories in our lifetime...
From the time we're born until the end of our time in this world
All of the good memories and also the bad
Sometimes I just wondering,actually is it me or just my camera that people longing for??
From the time we're born until the end of our time in this world
All of the good memories and also the bad
Sometimes I just wondering,actually is it me or just my camera that people longing for??
Monday, November 08, 2004
Artemis - The Virgin Goddess
Artemis
The Virgin Goddess of the Hunt is also the protectness of Maidens. She is very beautiful, but can be very cold. She prefers running through the forest to just about anything else.She's way cool,too
Am I look that way? ^^ I think I am!
http://www.paleothea.com/quiz.html
Sunday, November 07, 2004
Graduation Day!!!!!!!
Graduation
Akhirnya..........setelah 6 tahun.....akhirnya aku wisuda. Hem...keasyikannya ternyata nga seberapa besar seperti yang kuperkirakan.Soalnya ini sudah bukan waktuku.Walau masih ada angkatanku yang masih kuliah,maupun wisuda sama2 aku,tapi kayaknya akan lebih seru kalo aku lulus pada waktuku.
Ya sudahlah nasi uda jadi bubur,n lagi aku menikmati masa kuliah ku dengan setumpuk suka duka n pengalamannya. Dari pertama ngejar2 kakak kelas untuk dimintai tanda tangan sampe dikejar2 adik kelas untuk minta tandatanganku,demonstrasi,kerja rodi ndekor di kampus,tidur di ruang senat,di lapangan basket,di audit maupun dikelas,mandi di kamarmandi dosen yang ada showernya,bolos kuliah, cangkrux di kantin, mlihara kucing2 kampus,nyiapin acara2 kampus,bertengkar di KOK maupun di keseharian,pasangan2,hal2 supernatural, pertemuan dan perpisahan, berdagang,memungut gelas/botol bekas,etc......(woahhh....masih banyak lagi)smua sudah pernah kulalui dan aku menikmati hidup bersama teman2 senasib sepenanggungan di ruang kecil di blakang kebun dan lapangan basket yang kita sebut ruang C.08 / E.106.
Sekarang saatnya aku melepas statusku sebagai mahasiswa WM....tapi memory nya akan tetap di sana n my heart of course. Untuk mengingatkan bahwa hidup bukan sekedar mencari gelar...Non Scholae Sed Vitae Discimus
Friday, November 05, 2004
Jakarta - Bandung
The Valley
6 At Valley
Yo jalan lagi ....kali ini ke Jakarta tanggal 29 naek kreta.Tanggal 30 persiapan,TM dan latihan. Tanggal 31 pertandingan. Pertandingan ke 3 Perwaguzi. Bukannya apa2 tapi emang kenyataannya ini parah. Masak Juri lupa di kasih makan dan minum pun kering. Bete pokoknya jadi sariawan smua. Ini mungkin pertama dan terakhir kali pertandingan barongsay tonggak diadakan di lantai 2 sebuah mall dimana tonggak harus diangkat secara manual.Semoga ini nga terulang lagi deh.
Dari Jakarta gue ke Bandung tanggal 1 pagi naek kreta bareng Yuky mau nemuin temen2 Bandung. Ada Ester,Maya,Meili de mei, n Yung2. Sayangnya Ester ma Maya musti kerja n skolah jadi kita ketemuan di malam hari doang. Tapi nga papa....uda ketemu ngobrol ngobatin kangen. Aku n Yuky tinggal di rumah Melly yang deket dengan rumah Es n May. Jadi sehabis aktivitas mereka, mrk bisa jalan ke rumah melly n kita ngobrol rame2.Pokoknya kenyang abis di Bandung.Abis kelaparan dan kekeringan 2 hari di Jkt,perutku nga pernah kosong di Bandung ^^.
Malem ke 2 tanggal 2,baru kita semua bisa ketemuan lengkap. Ber-6 plus koko Ster kami ke the Valley.Keren pemandangannya n dingin.....kayak di Batu.Enaknya perjalanannya nga jauh,kalau ke Batu kan butuh 3 jam an.Ini nga sampe 1 jam.
Temen2 Bandung sangat welcome ke kita,kluarga nya juga begitu. Malem trakir di sana kita ngobrol ruame ama papa mama EsMay sampe jam 2 pagi.WAhhhh pokoknya pipi rasanya uda kram.
Tanggal 3 pulang Jakarta dulu naek kreta baru naek pesawat balik ke Sby,si Yuky ke bali. Lalu...tanpa disangka,aku ketinggalan pesawatku yang jam 4 dan harus ambil yang jam 5(yang tanpa ku ketahui ternyata pesawat si Yuky)hauhauhahahuauha uda pamitan ternyata pulangnya sama2,n duduk bersebelahan pula....jodoh banget,dia juga nga tau kalo pesawatnya musti transit di sby dulu sblm ke Denpasar ^^.
Thursday, October 07, 2004
Color Checking
I'm The BLACK KOALA (Isn't it cute? hehehhe)
You are Black Koala who has purity and sweetness of a girl.
And no matter how old you get, you can stay youthful.
Your attitude is very straight forward and bald.
You have quick mind, and a sharp instinct to read the other person's mind.
You are an active woman.
Nevertheless, you also possess a motherly character.
You are kind and can show consideration to others.
You tend to be rather argumentative, and will not accept something that is unreasonable.
It takes time to gain your consent.
You are independent, and has a challenging spirit to achieve your objectives and ideals.
Once you start on something, you will not give up half way, or show weakness.
You know how to get on in life, and are a calculative woman.
Economic wise, you've got your feet steadily on the ground.
You are rather suspicious type of person.
You don't tend to take every word of other person straightly.
You try to read behind the lines, very carefully.
You tend to get lost in your thought.
You think high of sports and training.
Nevertheless, you also think a lot about art, and are a romantic sort of person.
Even after you get married, you can be successful as a professional.
http://noracom.net/eng/fortune/color_cheki1.php
Saturday, October 02, 2004
Releasing My Eyes.....
Sudah tinggalkan tinggalkan saja
smua persoalan waktu kita sejenak
tuk membebaskan fikiran
Sementara tinggalkan semua aturan yang ada
selalu menghisap dan tak beralasan
memang memang benar teman
kita perlu cooling down dan melonggarkan pakaian
Bebas....Lepas...
Kutinggalkan saja semua beban di hatiku
Melayang ku melayang jauh..
Melayang dan melayang
Kita saling berpandang..bergandengan tangan erat
Dan biarkan tubuh tersiram hujan yang lebat
Dikala kilat lewat
Apakah kita kan slalu bersama sama kawan?
Apakah kita kan slalu berjalan beriringan?
Masih di dalam lebatnya hujan
Kita berjalan bersamamu
Kita kan tebarkan senyuman
Such a long week....Uffff Akhirnya awal bulan yang indah.....Akhir bulan yang melelahkan udah lewat. Tapi tetep aja nga masuk target^^
smua persoalan waktu kita sejenak
tuk membebaskan fikiran
Sementara tinggalkan semua aturan yang ada
selalu menghisap dan tak beralasan
memang memang benar teman
kita perlu cooling down dan melonggarkan pakaian
Bebas....Lepas...
Kutinggalkan saja semua beban di hatiku
Melayang ku melayang jauh..
Melayang dan melayang
Kita saling berpandang..bergandengan tangan erat
Dan biarkan tubuh tersiram hujan yang lebat
Dikala kilat lewat
Apakah kita kan slalu bersama sama kawan?
Apakah kita kan slalu berjalan beriringan?
Masih di dalam lebatnya hujan
Kita berjalan bersamamu
Kita kan tebarkan senyuman
Such a long week....Uffff Akhirnya awal bulan yang indah.....Akhir bulan yang melelahkan udah lewat. Tapi tetep aja nga masuk target^^
Tomorrow I'll be going to Sempu Island again, this time .... I'll go with some officemate after it's being delayed and cancel twice(Long story). So.. I'll go on the trip I don't even planning to. Hem.....(_ _o) my fren who hardly want to go suddenly cancel it yesterday because she have to do something with her boyfriend. $^%%$#$$##! But I hv to keep my promise to the other to bring them to that island cause I'm the one who knows where is it and how to go there. (Hopefully......hehehhehehe)
Note 4 today : Boyfriend huh??
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