Color Checking

I'm The BLACK KOALA (Isn't it cute? hehehhe)

You are Black Koala who has purity and sweetness of a girl.
And no matter how old you get, you can stay youthful.
Your attitude is very straight forward and bald.
You have quick mind, and a sharp instinct to read the other person's mind.
You are an active woman.
Nevertheless, you also possess a motherly character.
You are kind and can show consideration to others.
You tend to be rather argumentative, and will not accept something that is unreasonable.
It takes time to gain your consent.
You are independent, and has a challenging spirit to achieve your objectives and ideals.
Once you start on something, you will not give up half way, or show weakness.
You know how to get on in life, and are a calculative woman.
Economic wise, you've got your feet steadily on the ground.
You are rather suspicious type of person.
You don't tend to take every word of other person straightly.
You try to read behind the lines, very carefully.
You tend to get lost in your thought.
You think high of sports and training.
Nevertheless, you also think a lot about art, and are a romantic sort of person.
Even after you get married, you can be successful as a professional.

http://noracom.net/eng/fortune/color_cheki1.php

Releasing My Eyes.....

Sudah tinggalkan tinggalkan saja
smua persoalan waktu kita sejenak
tuk membebaskan fikiran

Sementara tinggalkan semua aturan yang ada
selalu menghisap dan tak beralasan
memang memang benar teman
kita perlu cooling down dan melonggarkan pakaian

Bebas....Lepas...
Kutinggalkan saja semua beban di hatiku
Melayang ku melayang jauh..
Melayang dan melayang

Kita saling berpandang..bergandengan tangan erat
Dan biarkan tubuh tersiram hujan yang lebat
Dikala kilat lewat
Apakah kita kan slalu bersama sama kawan?
Apakah kita kan slalu berjalan beriringan?
Masih di dalam lebatnya hujan
Kita berjalan bersamamu
Kita kan tebarkan senyuman

Such a long week....Uffff Akhirnya awal bulan yang indah.....Akhir bulan yang melelahkan udah lewat. Tapi tetep aja nga masuk target^^

Tomorrow I'll be going to Sempu Island again, this time .... I'll go with some officemate after it's being delayed and cancel twice(Long story). So.. I'll go on the trip I don't even planning to. Hem.....(_ _o) my fren who hardly want to go suddenly cancel it yesterday because she have to do something with her boyfriend. $^%%$#$$##! But I hv to keep my promise to the other to bring them to that island cause I'm the one who knows where is it and how to go there. (Hopefully......hehehhehehe)

Note 4 today : Boyfriend huh??

SuRprisE from Bali ....

Kalo yang namanya jodoh apa mau dikata. I'm not going to Sempu but a surprise waiting for me at Surabaya. Yesterday,Xtien come from Bali with her older sister. What A SURPRISE.....!! They come in order to go to make up their hair at the saloon. And they should be back in the morning today.

I know it after I called her house at Bali and her servant told me that she's on Surabaya this morning.She just give me a message but not telling me that she's here. She told me that she doesn't want to bother me, but if I can accompany her today, she will take the night plane from Surabaya. Yesterday, I go to TP with Yenny and Nettie but then Xtien give me some sms, so...I met her last night at TP with some of her sister's friends.Wow..... she looks so different. I can hardly recognize her with her new hairstyle (like a Japan doll)

Today, I pick her up at Sheraton then we take breakfast at "Tambak Bayan" and meet Tanto(he's on Tristar, in front of Tambak Bayan), going to Atom Market, then meet Lily at PTC. Then I take her to the airport. Ha ha ha .... I used to drive out of this town so....I take the wrong turn, so lucky there's still a way out. And....we arrive at the airport some minutes before the plane depart. Lucky me....

Madakaripura Waterfall

Today some of my officemate and I should be at Sempu Island until tomorrow. But half an hour before we're going Veve's mother called and not allowed her to go because she just have a nightmare. So...we're not going. Ve and I don't want to make them dissapointed so we took them to Madakaripura Waterfall at Probolinggo (about 3 hours from Surabaya). And we're back at night.

At least we have some fun there eventhough we have to be wet because we have to go through some small waterfall to go to the main waterfall. I've been there for several time but I love it very much because the waterfall still natural.

Grand Opening...

Today's Lidya's birthday. She also choose her birthday as the opening day of her "cafe". She do it only with her boyfriend Rudy and Rudy's sister. I go there after work at about 9.30 p.m. All of the gank are still there, Lily and her husband Melky, Yenny and her boyfriend Iwan, and also Vemox.

Poor Lidya, she looks so tired and depress. I think this is the busiest birthday for her and I realize that there is no happy imppresion on her face.

Then when the others going home, I stay to help them and take Lidya home (her boarding house is near to my house) Its almost 11 p.m. when we arrived home. And she almost have no power anymore to do anything.

I realized that not all of the people in the world so lucky to build their dream, and if they can't build it with their heart and find some positive side of their job, they will never realize the happiness of their own life.

Sing...Sing...Sing

Tonight we ing again, Thong I So Ke and Man Sue buat acara Arisan KSHK Surabaya. Kami ber-5 (karena Fong2 spt biasa menghilang, entah ketiduran lagi mungkin) gabung sama bbrp temen yang tergabung dalam GEMA KSHK (Gerakan Muda KSHK) sing together.

I just told by Suk Anies that maybe in December, Surabaya akan jadi tuan rumah untuk acara kumpulnya muda mudi KSHK seluruh Indonesia. HUUAAAA.........we'll be very busy if it's true. But I really waiting for this moment, the moment when I might meet my lovely friend again. Miss them so much.....

So tired today, it's almost the end of the month so I working so hard to complete the target that seem so far to reach.

WelcOme to SurAbayA, Xin Hui...

Kumpul lagi....hehehehe lagi sebel AGAIN ama Tanto.I'm waiting for him for about an hour. Once again he's late!Hari ini nyambut tamu dari Xin Hui,China. Waktu di Xin Hui kita di jamu dan dilayani dengan baek, jadi di sini mereka juga kami sambut dengan baik.

They arrive at KSHK Surabaya around 2 p.m. Kita sambut di Yayasan dengan Barongsay bentar.Trus dimulai lah rapat nya,mereka bicara soal bisnis. Sementara mereka bicara akhirnya nga berselang lama kita keluar dari ruangan.Seperti biasa kalo lagi ngumpul kita telpon2. Setelah telpon Bandung nga ada jawaban, telpon si Xtien nga ada jwban juga. At last I call Titien...untungnya nyambung.

Lalu sampe sekitar jam 4 kita semua balik ke rumah Lily lalu lanjut ke Supermall bentar. N kemudian dinner bareng tamu2 tadi di Tristar. Yang dari muda mudi kita ber-6 plus Hong Wen (Ketua Muda Mudi Sby). Bawa kamera baru....senengnya....poto2 lagi deh....aduh...kita ber-6 di suruh nyanyi lagi Man Sue itu ama Thong I So Ke...(wuih..jadi inget lagi...)Trus waktu di meja si Tanto ngoperin telpon,ternyata Titien again, huaheuhehhe gua ke kamar mandi ngomong nya,abis musik e keras banget, si Tanto ikutan si Winni juga mau take a pee. Jadi kita bertiga di dalem kamar mandi cewek. Gantian ngomong ama Titien,lumayan lama yang malem ini,dia sempet crita2 juga. Dia bilang kok kayak piala bergilir. Huehehehe.......ya kan pada kangen juga. Trakir semua pada kembali tinggal gua yang ngobrol bentar.

Uihhh senengnya...kamera gue keren,nga nyesel beli nya.Jadinya pingin pergi2 biar bisa poto2 lagi....

My new frenz on my "world"

It can say that I live in "Unreal world" hahaha....sometimes I feel blessed that I'm not necessary talk to people for real bargaining,selling, or buying on my work.

Yesterday, I talk to Titien on YM, found Dirga at night for a while.Today I chat with Xtien and also Adi. So happy to have a chat with them. Kemarin aku sampe hampir menyemburkan F&N Coffee Cream di mulutku gara - gara menahan ketawa waktu chatting ama Titien. Yang paling bingung si Bingky temen kantor yang jadi tetangga gue.

At the office until 10.00 p.m. for completing my blog, the other Jon and Denni playing RO :p

Who Knows about TOMorrow??

25 years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that great
big hill of hope
for a destination

Oh, oooh...
and I try, oh my God do I try
I try all the time
in this institution
and I pray, oh my God do I pray
I pray every single day
for a revolution
and so I cry sometimes
when I'm lying in my bed
just to get it all out what's in
my head then I
I am feeling a little peculiar
and so I wake in the
morning and I step outside
and I take a deep breath
then I get real high
then I scream from the top
of my lungs
what's goin' on

(4 non - blondes)

Berhenti pake full Inggris ah... toh yang baca ini toh cuman temen2 gue I can freely express my feelings in Indonesian. And I will not spent more time here during my work hour (Benernya alasan doang sih.... )

During the holiday I have more time to think about my life and the song above sangat cocok deh dengan yang gue pikirkan. Yeah ... I am not 25 yet but soon,one more year and still I don't have a clear destination....Ester (my new friend from Bandung) told me not to be very depress about my life supaya aku nga terlalu tegang BUT.... I DO..aku bahkan merasa aku terlalu santai dengan hidup ku... bahkan aku tidak tau apa yang harus aku kejar lagi.

Everyone around Me starting to talk about marriage ... marriage ... and marriage ... they know their destination belong to marriage. I'm not. I know I'm different but I'm not ready for that. I feel that I don't belong to that kind of life. Not yet ... not now....maybe later, who knows...I hv learn that destiny is unpredictable. So here I am ... still searching for something ( I don't even know what ), but I know that I'd find it soon or later.

So what with 25?? Hehehehe.....liat kan tetep aja, namanya orang Melancholic Phlegmatis. I just know that I live for now, I give my love to all of my lovely friends around me now(cause love is NOw or NeVer kayak yang MLTR nyanyiin) I do my best on my work, yeah I give the best for my life today. WHo knows about TomOrrow??

BoRING...

Get happiness out of your work or you may never know what happiness is.

Elbert Hubbard (1856 - 1915)

Today is Indonesian Independence Day. I work today because we'd been take the holiday yesterday. But I'm happy to be here in my office, at least I have something to do.

I met Lily,Fong2,Cahyo,Willy,Ernawati, and Paulinda at NAV Kebon Bibit just for a while because they're (like usual) LATE. And today they're late for more than 1 hour!! Meta and Winny can't come.

Missing....

Tanto bring his picture from his camera then we go to Fong's house to take his pict from his comp also. They hv no cd so I write all the files on my cd and send it to Titien's Untie home.

While we are at Fong's house I call Titien from my cell phone but then Fong told me to using his flexy because it's ....... hehehe.....tulung ya tulung....he doesn't hv to pay a lot for that.

Then on the way home (Tanto sent me home) I call Ester and Melly.

Today I play with blogger again, hv no desire to work because I know that I will not hv the appraisal for this month.

Miss my new friends so much ... especially my two "evil stepsister" from Bali because they're so EVIL. Hahahaha......

Graduation Party

Today 6 members of the excellogix team held a party. I'm one of them, the other is Pyor, Bink, Gbus, Coolz, and Yendy. The party is to celebrate our graduation but the graduation day itself is not coming yet.

Graduate huh? Than what should I do? What can I do? What is my goal? I just the same as a bird who lost their home. Flying around, don't know where to go, flying higher....flying lower but still... don't know where to stay.

Tonight I meet Titien's mother at PTC I give the CD & Photo for Titien than she gives me also another CD and some letters from Titien and Christien for us in Surabaya. They wrote that they miss me damn much, so do I. They always know how to make the other people cheer up. I just like a crazy person walking along the plaza, can't stop laughing by myself reading their letters.

Note for today : Catch your Dream!