I'm trying to get up that great
big hill of hope
for a destination
Oh, oooh...
and I try, oh my God do I try
I try all the time
in this institution
and I pray, oh my God do I pray
I pray every single day
for a revolution
and so I cry sometimes
when I'm lying in my bed
just to get it all out what's in
my head then I
I am feeling a little peculiar
and so I wake in the
morning and I step outside
and I take a deep breath
then I get real high
then I scream from the top
of my lungs
what's goin' on
(4 non - blondes)
Berhenti pake full Inggris ah... toh yang baca ini toh cuman temen2 gue
I can freely express my feelings in Indonesian. And I will not spent more time here during my work hour (Benernya alasan doang sih.... 
)
During the holiday I have more time to think about my life and the song above sangat cocok deh dengan yang gue pikirkan. Yeah ... I am not 25 yet but soon,one more year and still I don't have a clear destination....Ester (my new friend from Bandung) told me not to be very depress about my life supaya aku nga terlalu tegang BUT.... I DO..aku bahkan merasa aku terlalu santai dengan hidup ku... bahkan aku tidak tau apa yang harus aku kejar lagi.
Everyone around Me starting to talk about marriage ... marriage ... and marriage ... they know their destination belong to marriage. I'm not. I know I'm different but I'm not ready for that. I feel that I don't belong to that kind of life. Not yet ... not now....maybe later, who knows...I hv learn that destiny is unpredictable. So here I am ... still searching for something ( I don't even know what
), but I know that I'd find it soon or later.
So what with 25?? Hehehehe.....liat kan tetep aja, namanya orang Melancholic Phlegmatis. I just know that I live for now, I give my love to all of my lovely friends around me now(cause love is NOw or NeVer
kayak yang MLTR nyanyiin) I do my best on my work, yeah I give the best for my life today. WHo knows about TomOrrow??
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