From Astrology.com :
Refresh and renew yourself with what July has to offer! Mercury ends its retrograde in Cancer on July 9, marking the moment that you should begin to incorporate the lifestyle changes or new ways of thinking you've confronted since the retrograde began on June 15. If you have taken care of business, so to speak, you will have the opportunity to move forward.
The new Moon in Cancer on July 14 calls for you to kick back and relax. Pleasure is beckoning now, so you should make the most of it! When Mars -- in determined Taurus -- is activated by independent Uranus on July 20, it signals the perfect time to focus on self improvement. Don't forget to think outside the box!
Too young for me to say I know everything
Too Old for me to say I'll wait
One more years has pass me by
Still that feeling haunting on me
Too young for me to decide my way of life
Too old for me to wait for ... nothing
One more years has pass me by
And it's all coming back to me now
Too young for me to stay awake at this time of midnight
Too old for me to spend my first second of my birthday this way
So I'm telling myself
Every second in this life is to precious just to say that I'm too young or to old for something
You can mention thousand of too young n too old and do .... nothing
Just believe in yourself, enjoy your life, and walk through this with brave
Whatever you lead your life into, just make sure that you're happy
Happy Birthday ... :p Amen.
Thursday, July 05, 2007
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Masih tentang Kebetulan
First Costumer di studio ku ber initial R. Sedikit banyak, keberuntungan yang aku dapat juga hasil promosi dia di sekolahnya. I have to say thank you to her, n wish her luck at her new college. Jadi itu crita pertamanya.
Crita ke - 2, my bestfriend DJ, sekitar 3 tahun lalu waktu merit dia membuat furniture di seseorang yg berlokasi di daerah rumahku sini. Lalu dia merekomendasikan ke Ve karna she'll getting married also.
So, tadi aku temani Ve ke tempat furniture itu. Sehabis membicarakan apa saja yang mau di kerjakan, kata punya kata, bicara punya bicara.....ternyata tak lain adalah sang empunya adalah mama dari R.
Crita ke - 2, my bestfriend DJ, sekitar 3 tahun lalu waktu merit dia membuat furniture di seseorang yg berlokasi di daerah rumahku sini. Lalu dia merekomendasikan ke Ve karna she'll getting married also.
So, tadi aku temani Ve ke tempat furniture itu. Sehabis membicarakan apa saja yang mau di kerjakan, kata punya kata, bicara punya bicara.....ternyata tak lain adalah sang empunya adalah mama dari R.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Winter?
Tahun ini rasanya semua jalan serba cepat, malah bisa dibilang lari. Setuju nga? hahaha bahkan si musim panas nga mau tinggal lama2, dia langsung lari sprint trus ngasih tongkat estafet ke musim dingin lagi. Musim dingin??? Lah gimana nga, skrg ini uda mulai hujan2 lagi tapi tidak parah sih. Cuman dinginnyaaaa.....brrrrr.
Tadi dengar di radio kita bakal berada pada kedinginan sekitar 20 derajat C (di pagi hari) sampe sekitar bulan September. Air uda mendekati air es nih kalo malem.Wahhh bayangin tuh kalo di Batu brapa derajat sekarang? brrrr.
So, ini saatnya kuarin baju musim dingin nih. Take care n jaga kesehatan deh buat kalian smua terutama yang punya masalah ama rematik. Hhahahahaha....
Tadi dengar di radio kita bakal berada pada kedinginan sekitar 20 derajat C (di pagi hari) sampe sekitar bulan September. Air uda mendekati air es nih kalo malem.Wahhh bayangin tuh kalo di Batu brapa derajat sekarang? brrrr.
So, ini saatnya kuarin baju musim dingin nih. Take care n jaga kesehatan deh buat kalian smua terutama yang punya masalah ama rematik. Hhahahahaha....
Crossing Life Path
I don't know how bout with you, but do you ever notice there's some people that we don't know and they don't even know us either but always around us? Let me tell you mine.
There's one girl earlier when I was in highschool. I always saw her passing me to another direction everyday when I go to my school. It's happen almost everyday. Then I go to college, still sometimes I saw her on the street.We both using motorcycle.
There's also one man. There was a time when my mother have a plan to make a boarding house, we search some advertisement on the newspaper. There's one interesting house, so we called the person who have it. He asked us to come to his house (the one he living at) not the one he sell to talk first and then his son will take us to the house we interested. Both of them is a dentist(the father and son). There was my first time met his son, then I saw him some couple time again in some different places.
Then there was my bestfriend wedding, I and one other bestfriend become the organizer. We try to find the right flourist for the wedding party. After some phone call we interested to see the flourist portfolio so the contact person (a she) tell us to come to her house. I just can't believe it, again I come to the dentist house!!!!!! And the flourist is the mother!!!!! What a coincidence??
I told you this story because I just see the son again yesterday.
Maybe I'll tell myself that maybe he's my soulmate if he doesn't have wife and kid(s). I know this just because I saw him with them a couple time. I'm not doubt that I'll see him again.
There's one girl earlier when I was in highschool. I always saw her passing me to another direction everyday when I go to my school. It's happen almost everyday. Then I go to college, still sometimes I saw her on the street.We both using motorcycle.
There's also one man. There was a time when my mother have a plan to make a boarding house, we search some advertisement on the newspaper. There's one interesting house, so we called the person who have it. He asked us to come to his house (the one he living at) not the one he sell to talk first and then his son will take us to the house we interested. Both of them is a dentist(the father and son). There was my first time met his son, then I saw him some couple time again in some different places.
Then there was my bestfriend wedding, I and one other bestfriend become the organizer. We try to find the right flourist for the wedding party. After some phone call we interested to see the flourist portfolio so the contact person (a she) tell us to come to her house. I just can't believe it, again I come to the dentist house!!!!!! And the flourist is the mother!!!!! What a coincidence??
I told you this story because I just see the son again yesterday.
Maybe I'll tell myself that maybe he's my soulmate if he doesn't have wife and kid(s). I know this just because I saw him with them a couple time. I'm not doubt that I'll see him again.
Friday, June 08, 2007
My Pepsi Collections ;p
Sunday, June 03, 2007
Sunday, May 27, 2007
May Fiesta 2007
Kangennya denger kata2 itu. May Fiesta ,the (only) time in a year I see all of those face. So familiar n friendly faces. Those faces that fill up my days on my younger years. Those faces that I missed so much! Those laughs, those chat, those synical word, those harsh language, everything of those....hahaha .... I can forget all of that life matter that 2 hours. That happy face menghapus sgala kecapean.
This year, like before May fiesta diadain di BananaLeaf Mayjend. Acara ritual ini buat ngrayain ultah Vei,Hen,DJ,Ardi,Mbang,Jov,Lun yg smua jth bln Mei.By destiny they found each other n become friends n even lovers. Personel tamu kl ini sdkt berubah formasi : me, iyan (n new girlfriend vera), nico,novi,nonik,encep.
Next year or another year on the future, I hope we still can see each other pal. Just this one time in a year. Just another 2-3 hours to catch up, updating each other, and see all of that faces again. Faces that filling up that old n happy times. We grow up, we change, we take our chance in life, but let our friendship also grows with us. Nice to have u all my friends, I'll not bored to documented all of those smile. Your smile always inspired me!

This year, like before May fiesta diadain di BananaLeaf Mayjend. Acara ritual ini buat ngrayain ultah Vei,Hen,DJ,Ardi,Mbang,Jov,Lun yg smua jth bln Mei.By destiny they found each other n become friends n even lovers. Personel tamu kl ini sdkt berubah formasi : me, iyan (n new girlfriend vera), nico,novi,nonik,encep.
Next year or another year on the future, I hope we still can see each other pal. Just this one time in a year. Just another 2-3 hours to catch up, updating each other, and see all of that faces again. Faces that filling up that old n happy times. We grow up, we change, we take our chance in life, but let our friendship also grows with us. Nice to have u all my friends, I'll not bored to documented all of those smile. Your smile always inspired me!

Monday, May 21, 2007
One "busy" Day
Sunday, demi mendapat interior portfolio gue off kerja hari ini. Siang gitu, I menuju rumah Maria (my highschool bestfriend) buat moto bbrp sudut rumahnya. Baru kali ini juga kerumahnya yang ditinggali setelah merit. Jadi inget dulu juga sering nongkrong di rumahnya juga. Kayake the longest friendship I ever had deh. Setidaknya kami kembali aktif kontak taon ini setelah sebelumnya sedikit renggang dengan kesibukan kami sendiri2. Skrg ketemu di dunia maya ato di real world. Sekian taon, we are change, we've been through a lot of things. But, I'm glad that one thing never changes between us. We are still a bestfriend walo hmpr tdk ada kesamaan diantara kami :p
So, abis moto kami lunch di PTC. And for the first time she drives and I'm the passenger. Huahahaha you driving good pal. Trus I balek ke studio, sedikit lembur.
Sore, I met Lik n Cin without the other 2 girls in our "crazy" gank. They're my college bestfriends. Again, we've been through a lot....and here I meant really a lot of things. Then the busy years come, some of us not actually live in Sby any longer. Lik came from Jember(where she works now). We had a gathering at TP, updating each other. Then suddenly I think I miss all that "crazy years" and we were really2 crazy those days. So, we go to wuf2 karaoke at PTC (secong time in one day???) Time rushing and nga krasa akhirnya kita ambil paket happy hour ampe jam 2a.m. Ketika kita kuar, doeng ..tiada org lain di PTC kecuali kami ber3. Hahaha. Mau pulang? bisa nga dibukainn portal, so kami ke .... Taman Bungkul!! Minum red wine, nikmatin the new taman bungkul. Ada bbrp orang ber internet ria tp we're the only women there. Lmyn narik perhatian, but we just having fun n talk sampe akirnya I plg jam 5 an (portal dah buka).
Untung senin gue libur. tp ya nga libur sih cr foto interior lg di HOS ma pyor, lembur lg, trus bulutangkis.HUA!! abis sudah seger tp abis. Hahahaha, Nite nite pal! It's good to hv you all in this life.
So, abis moto kami lunch di PTC. And for the first time she drives and I'm the passenger. Huahahaha you driving good pal. Trus I balek ke studio, sedikit lembur.
Sore, I met Lik n Cin without the other 2 girls in our "crazy" gank. They're my college bestfriends. Again, we've been through a lot....and here I meant really a lot of things. Then the busy years come, some of us not actually live in Sby any longer. Lik came from Jember(where she works now). We had a gathering at TP, updating each other. Then suddenly I think I miss all that "crazy years" and we were really2 crazy those days. So, we go to wuf2 karaoke at PTC (secong time in one day???) Time rushing and nga krasa akhirnya kita ambil paket happy hour ampe jam 2a.m. Ketika kita kuar, doeng ..tiada org lain di PTC kecuali kami ber3. Hahaha. Mau pulang? bisa nga dibukainn portal, so kami ke .... Taman Bungkul!! Minum red wine, nikmatin the new taman bungkul. Ada bbrp orang ber internet ria tp we're the only women there. Lmyn narik perhatian, but we just having fun n talk sampe akirnya I plg jam 5 an (portal dah buka).
Untung senin gue libur. tp ya nga libur sih cr foto interior lg di HOS ma pyor, lembur lg, trus bulutangkis.HUA!! abis sudah seger tp abis. Hahahaha, Nite nite pal! It's good to hv you all in this life.
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Celebrities Human Right???
Early morning
She wakes up Knock, knock, knock on the door
It's time for makeup
Perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for
Isn't she lovely
This Hollywood girl
And they say.. She's so Lucky She's a star
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?
Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning and she keeps on winning
But tell me, what happens when it stops
cuplikan lagu dari Britney Spears yang menggambarkan kehidupan para bintang, celebrities, dan smua orang terkenal yang bisa kita lihat di tv.
Tonight, I watch some television show about PAPARAZZI. Lalu kubayangkan bagaimana rasanya jadi para celebrities itu ketika hidup mereka di intai 24 jam non-stop. Isn't it creepy?
Dari mereka bangun dan keluar beranda mereka menikmati matahari, jalan2, naik mobil, turun mobil, makan, minum, berlibur,berjemur, melahirkan, bawa anak jalan2, bawa anak ke sekolah, nonton di bioskop, ke supermarket,shopping, olahraga, bahkan waktu pinjem video. Dan segudang kegiatan mereka, setiap langkahnya selalu diikuti dan dikuntit demi menemukan sedikit celah dan kesalahan yang mereka buat.Bahkan jika sang artis berbaik hati berpose demi mendapat 1 hari ketenangan .... Paparazzi tetap tidak melepas mangsa mereka.
Begitu banyak cara mereka gunakan demi memancing emosi sang artis,termasuk mengata-ngatai,mengolok dan lain sebagainya yang sangat memalukan. Jika sang artis bereaksi maka semakin senanglah sang fotografer.
Jika celebrities marah, mengumpat, menghajar sang fotografer, melempar kamera bukankah itu suatu hal yang manusiawi? Come on, they just a human being. Bayangkan kalau ada orang asing membuntuti mu dan anak mu diam2 dalam mobil mengawasimu, bukankah insting sebagai orang tua untuk melindungi anakmu akan timbul??? Binatang aja juga begitu!!Nah kalo sudah begitu .... sang artis lah yang dianggap bersalah kalau sampai menjamah sang fotografer atau kameranya. Pengadilan akan nyuruh mrk bayar pada sang paparazzi.Weird?? Yah...sometimes we can't really expect justice in this weird world. Lalu dimana yang namanya HAM mereka??? Emang mereka tidak berhak sebagai manusia? Jadi apa dong? Bagaimana kalau seorang kriminal berkedok sebagai paparazzi dan mencelakai para celebrities ini???? HUH!!!
One thing .... it's so lucky dictionary have other word for this shallow photographer who can't respect their object so I'm not shame with who I am right now ..... A photographer!
She wakes up Knock, knock, knock on the door
It's time for makeup
Perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for
Isn't she lovely
This Hollywood girl
And they say.. She's so Lucky She's a star
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?
Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning and she keeps on winning
But tell me, what happens when it stops
cuplikan lagu dari Britney Spears yang menggambarkan kehidupan para bintang, celebrities, dan smua orang terkenal yang bisa kita lihat di tv.
Tonight, I watch some television show about PAPARAZZI. Lalu kubayangkan bagaimana rasanya jadi para celebrities itu ketika hidup mereka di intai 24 jam non-stop. Isn't it creepy?
Dari mereka bangun dan keluar beranda mereka menikmati matahari, jalan2, naik mobil, turun mobil, makan, minum, berlibur,berjemur, melahirkan, bawa anak jalan2, bawa anak ke sekolah, nonton di bioskop, ke supermarket,shopping, olahraga, bahkan waktu pinjem video. Dan segudang kegiatan mereka, setiap langkahnya selalu diikuti dan dikuntit demi menemukan sedikit celah dan kesalahan yang mereka buat.Bahkan jika sang artis berbaik hati berpose demi mendapat 1 hari ketenangan .... Paparazzi tetap tidak melepas mangsa mereka.
Begitu banyak cara mereka gunakan demi memancing emosi sang artis,termasuk mengata-ngatai,mengolok dan lain sebagainya yang sangat memalukan. Jika sang artis bereaksi maka semakin senanglah sang fotografer.
Jika celebrities marah, mengumpat, menghajar sang fotografer, melempar kamera bukankah itu suatu hal yang manusiawi? Come on, they just a human being. Bayangkan kalau ada orang asing membuntuti mu dan anak mu diam2 dalam mobil mengawasimu, bukankah insting sebagai orang tua untuk melindungi anakmu akan timbul??? Binatang aja juga begitu!!Nah kalo sudah begitu .... sang artis lah yang dianggap bersalah kalau sampai menjamah sang fotografer atau kameranya. Pengadilan akan nyuruh mrk bayar pada sang paparazzi.Weird?? Yah...sometimes we can't really expect justice in this weird world. Lalu dimana yang namanya HAM mereka??? Emang mereka tidak berhak sebagai manusia? Jadi apa dong? Bagaimana kalau seorang kriminal berkedok sebagai paparazzi dan mencelakai para celebrities ini???? HUH!!!
One thing .... it's so lucky dictionary have other word for this shallow photographer who can't respect their object so I'm not shame with who I am right now ..... A photographer!
Friday, May 04, 2007
"Desiderata" - Max Ehrmann
Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant, they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble, it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in face of sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery & broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.
Be careful. Strive to be happy.
Baru kliatan lagi puisi ini, jadi ingat puisi ini dulu diajarkan waktu kuliah... jadi bernostalgia...a good poem that make us remember....that we're worthed n have the right to be happy. All of us!
As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant, they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble, it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in face of sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery & broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.
Be careful. Strive to be happy.
Baru kliatan lagi puisi ini, jadi ingat puisi ini dulu diajarkan waktu kuliah... jadi bernostalgia...a good poem that make us remember....that we're worthed n have the right to be happy. All of us!
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
2 days eat like a pig!
16.00 1 porsi bakso
19.00 2 piring nasi + sambal
22.30 1 potong es krim
22.40 1 gelas jus anggur
23.00 1 gelas sekoteng
10.30 1 piring nasi + soto + telur orak arik
18.00 2 piring nasi goreng + 3 potong ayam bumbu kecap + sate +urap2 + buah
19.30 1 kue kukus
21.00 1 gelas susu coklat
21.00 1 porsi indomie kuah
++ camilan2 n air bergentong - gentong
Ini adalah menuku slama 2 hari di Batu n Malang. Bawaannya laperrrr mulu. Hari pertama dari sby I mampir di Taman Dayu, jemput Ve trus ke Malang main bentar, dah lama nga ngobrol. Malemnya I ke Batu tinggal di rumah Lik. We have a bestfriend wedding ceremony the next day.
19.00 2 piring nasi + sambal
22.30 1 potong es krim
22.40 1 gelas jus anggur
23.00 1 gelas sekoteng
10.30 1 piring nasi + soto + telur orak arik
18.00 2 piring nasi goreng + 3 potong ayam bumbu kecap + sate +urap2 + buah
19.30 1 kue kukus
21.00 1 gelas susu coklat
21.00 1 porsi indomie kuah
++ camilan2 n air bergentong - gentong
Ini adalah menuku slama 2 hari di Batu n Malang. Bawaannya laperrrr mulu. Hari pertama dari sby I mampir di Taman Dayu, jemput Ve trus ke Malang main bentar, dah lama nga ngobrol. Malemnya I ke Batu tinggal di rumah Lik. We have a bestfriend wedding ceremony the next day.
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Love and Mistake
Maybe the only thing (at least one of them) in this world that has no answer
Is the question : What is love?
Love can be fun, Love can be dangerous
There's a lot of feeling we have when it's deal with love
Happy,Sad,Anger,Jealous,dissapoint, possesive ...
Love can be anything
So, should be love become the only thing we think
When we have to choose our path of life?
I don't know my friend
I don't really know how it can happend in our life
How we make mistake
How we misinterpret this love
But what I really know is
We all make mistakes
Whatever it is, there's always a way to fix it
Just remember that you're not alone
We're always be here to lift you up when you're down
And I know that you'll also do that when the other down
Then we'll now that everything's gonna be okay
I can feel a lot of anger and disapointment fill the air
We hardly breath and the time ticking
Ready to take the life we have if we're not solve it right now
That's why above all of the hurt and anger feeling
I'll wishing you the best with the new family
--me--
Is the question : What is love?
Love can be fun, Love can be dangerous
There's a lot of feeling we have when it's deal with love
Happy,Sad,Anger,Jealous,dissapoint, possesive ...
Love can be anything
So, should be love become the only thing we think
When we have to choose our path of life?
I don't know my friend
I don't really know how it can happend in our life
How we make mistake
How we misinterpret this love
But what I really know is
We all make mistakes
Whatever it is, there's always a way to fix it
Just remember that you're not alone
We're always be here to lift you up when you're down
And I know that you'll also do that when the other down
Then we'll now that everything's gonna be okay
I can feel a lot of anger and disapointment fill the air
We hardly breath and the time ticking
Ready to take the life we have if we're not solve it right now
That's why above all of the hurt and anger feeling
I'll wishing you the best with the new family
--me--
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Today Tarot Card

The Temperance card reversed suggests that extreme emotions could flare up as patience is pushed to the limit, which means built-up frustrations finally seek their release.
Once it is all out there, you can regain composure or self-control and work toward a long-term solution or compromise.
As long as you don't expect a quick fix, you can recover a balance between the stresses of daily life, personal gratification and romantic desires or relationship goals that may have been taking a back seat to emotional or sexual dysfunctions.
Take it one day at a time.
(Wow, today Tarot card said a lot bout me. Take a rest, and recover from the stresses)
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
KAPAN NIKAH? By A-mild
Masih jomblo?
Kapan nikah?
Tunggu apalagi
Jangan pilih - pilih
Kapan nikah?
kapan?
kapan?
May....
Maybe yes
Maybe no
ENJOY AJA!
Since I'm being the last person to married
It doesn't meant that I'll be a miserable and pathetic person, right?
Why rush?
Because the women body ticking?
Is it wrong if I just waiting for that someone
Someone who meant to be here by my side?
One side said no it's not
The other said yes that's selfish
So....I think for now....ENJOY AJA!
Kapan nikah?
Tunggu apalagi
Jangan pilih - pilih
Kapan nikah?
kapan?
kapan?
May....
Maybe yes
Maybe no
ENJOY AJA!
Since I'm being the last person to married
It doesn't meant that I'll be a miserable and pathetic person, right?
Why rush?
Because the women body ticking?
Is it wrong if I just waiting for that someone
Someone who meant to be here by my side?
One side said no it's not
The other said yes that's selfish
So....I think for now....ENJOY AJA!
Monday, April 16, 2007
The Joy of Life
Last night I hv the courage
The courage to let it go
Let my job waiting
Last night I sipped the joy of life
In this tough moment
I made myself laughing so hard
I drunk and felt something unfamiliar lately
Happiness ...
Last night for a moment ... I don't feel alone
That's not my job who's standing next to me
But it's you my friends
Last night all of you remind me
There's still a life to walk on
A joy to be share
A laugh to make
A friend to hold
Thanks for being there to share your love
The courage to let it go
Let my job waiting
Last night I sipped the joy of life
In this tough moment
I made myself laughing so hard
I drunk and felt something unfamiliar lately
Happiness ...
Last night for a moment ... I don't feel alone
That's not my job who's standing next to me
But it's you my friends
Last night all of you remind me
There's still a life to walk on
A joy to be share
A laugh to make
A friend to hold
Thanks for being there to share your love
One Regret (Dedicated to a broken hearted friend)
One moment
One love
One person
One regret
Too old to regret
Too young to be truth
I was letting you go with the ship
Bring out the light from my life
Sailing with someone else
One isle
One soul
One wing
One regret
My body screaming
This heart bleeding everytime I hear your voice
Whenever I think of you
Wherever I go
I just wanna hold your hand
One universe
One regret
We've been together
Always together even now ...
I can see your eyes
I can feel your breath
I can hear that laugh but ...
One regret
you're not mine anymore
One regret I have no courage to tell you that I LOVE YOU
One regret I'll let you go and try to live my life without you
--me--
One love
One person
One regret
Too old to regret
Too young to be truth
I was letting you go with the ship
Bring out the light from my life
Sailing with someone else
One isle
One soul
One wing
One regret
My body screaming
This heart bleeding everytime I hear your voice
Whenever I think of you
Wherever I go
I just wanna hold your hand
One universe
One regret
We've been together
Always together even now ...
I can see your eyes
I can feel your breath
I can hear that laugh but ...
One regret
you're not mine anymore
One regret I have no courage to tell you that I LOVE YOU
One regret I'll let you go and try to live my life without you
--me--
Sunday, April 15, 2007
LOCKED
I think I have a new hobby here
Getting locked
Okay .... a couple month ago, I got locked inside my studio. I left the key outside and I couldn't reach it. Luckyly Vei dan her brother was around, they save me
A couple week ago, I got locked outside my houseAfter locked every door from inside, I close the rolling door from outside. Soo.... I couldn't get inside again to get my studio key that was inside. Then Vei, Maya and I had to sit outside the studio waiting for the customer until my family getting back 2 hours later from Lawang
Yesterday, I got locked outside my studio I couldn't get my car and house key that was locked inside my carIt was raining ... n... nobody can help this time,no one around me now
Okay, so I'm walking in the rain going to my boarding house
Climb up the door (lucky there's no other people there since it's raining)
And so lucky the other car key can be reach from my room's window. After climb the wall again, I walking back to studio n open my car
What's next???
Oh I really had to get my concentration back!
Getting locked
Okay .... a couple month ago, I got locked inside my studio. I left the key outside and I couldn't reach it. Luckyly Vei dan her brother was around, they save me
A couple week ago, I got locked outside my houseAfter locked every door from inside, I close the rolling door from outside. Soo.... I couldn't get inside again to get my studio key that was inside. Then Vei, Maya and I had to sit outside the studio waiting for the customer until my family getting back 2 hours later from Lawang
Yesterday, I got locked outside my studio I couldn't get my car and house key that was locked inside my carIt was raining ... n... nobody can help this time,no one around me now
Okay, so I'm walking in the rain going to my boarding house
Climb up the door (lucky there's no other people there since it's raining)
And so lucky the other car key can be reach from my room's window. After climb the wall again, I walking back to studio n open my car
What's next???
Oh I really had to get my concentration back!
Monday, April 02, 2007
The Queen of Pentacles

The Queen of Pentacles card suggests that you could reap the benefits from this Queen's generous domestic connection, perhaps by learning from her example.
You can create the comforts of a career, home and family without being run ragged or seeming smug.
Treat each project, plant, pet or job like your baby. Foster its independence or its ability to grow big and strong.
Give someone who looks up to you another chance, or turn an error into your unique style by adding your special touch. Choose quality over quantity and love may flourish.
You might have the opportunity to nurture some sensual pleasure or acquire a more abundant and fertile environment.
There She Goes
It's been so long
when I had this feeling
It's been so hard
to remember what's this feeling stand for ...
I think it's ... alone
Some friends walkout from my way of life
Some friends still keep in touch whereever they are
Some friends still here on my way
And one of the best will have her new path of life soon
Getting along with the crowd before her
Leave me the only ladies out of the big crowd
I will miss ...1...2...3...4......................
I will miss a lot of things I can barely counting in this life
I will miss my schoolmate, I will miss my workmate
I will miss my assistant, my cashier, my make up artist
I will miss my housemate, my good counselor
I will miss you my bestfriend
We'll take different bus from here and now
But still, remember to turn around sometimes
Because I'm still here, a mile away but still on the same direction
Too catch up our own dreams
Gud luck with your new journey of life
Wish everything good for you and your love one
when I had this feeling
It's been so hard
to remember what's this feeling stand for ...
I think it's ... alone
Some friends walkout from my way of life
Some friends still keep in touch whereever they are
Some friends still here on my way
And one of the best will have her new path of life soon
Getting along with the crowd before her
Leave me the only ladies out of the big crowd
I will miss ...1...2...3...4......................
I will miss a lot of things I can barely counting in this life
I will miss my schoolmate, I will miss my workmate
I will miss my assistant, my cashier, my make up artist
I will miss my housemate, my good counselor
I will miss you my bestfriend
We'll take different bus from here and now
But still, remember to turn around sometimes
Because I'm still here, a mile away but still on the same direction
Too catch up our own dreams
Gud luck with your new journey of life
Wish everything good for you and your love one
Ting ting ting
Tuh bunyi bel kentongan menandakan jam 3 pagi udahan. Udah lama nga denger bunyi itu, sekitar 4 tahun sejak pindah ke kos. ting ting ting. Kalo jam 12 kentongannya juga dipukul 12 kali. Trus aku berpikir, emang kentongan itu di bunyiin untuk ngasih tau jam ke sapa ya? Kan smua orang pada tidur, mang ada yang butuh tau jam brapa skrg? hehehe... any answer?
Udah lama banget rasane aku bisa melek sampe jam gini. Hiks.. nga bisa bobo. Kopi tadi siang kemanjuren...
Udah lama banget rasane aku bisa melek sampe jam gini. Hiks.. nga bisa bobo. Kopi tadi siang kemanjuren...
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