Yang satu ini bener2 menguji kesabaran.Tapi yang namanya demi my best friend ya mau gak mau harus sabar. Bayangin aja,masak perjalanan yang bisa ditempuh waktu 45 menit kemarin itu harus kutempuh selama 2 jam.Muacettt banget. Temen baekku waktu SMA si Maria akhirnya merit di Imperial Ballroom PTC. Sesampainya disana terobati sedikit kekesalan selama di perjalanan. Ketemu teman lama di SMA dulu,ngobrol2 and update kabar masing2. Ngobrol ama Maria's parents,akhirnya mereka tinggal berdua aja di rumah. Anak ceweknya dua2 skrg uda keluar rumah semua.
Standing partynya meriah and santai. Setelah beberapa lama akhirnya aku gabungan ama Maria di meja keluarga nemenin dia makan sebelum terakhir foto keluarga.
Congrat Pal...
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Aku sebagai Sapi perah
I'M SICK OF IT !!!!
This is about a mistake I made in my life recently. Aku menuai benih kesalahan itu sekarang. Ingin kubuang jabatanku sebagai wakil ketua.Terdengar seperti jabatan yang keren huh?Believe me you don't want to be here in my position.
Tidak bisakah kita bekerja demi kepentingan bersama bukan kepentingan MENCARI MUKA pribadi? I'm tired! Semua orang cuman bisa ngomong,dari A-Z. Tapi nga ada yang mau jalan ngerjainnya except some of them. Kami dengan bodohnya mempersiapkan semua, dengan bodohnya mensurvey dan membuang - buang tenaga,waktu dan pikiran kami. Dan yang kami dapat cuman "Saya nga setuju,....." TITIK. Ganti semua.That's all?F*&% You! "Saya kenal dengan pengurus .... jadi kesana saja" "Saya kenal dengan pemilik hotel ... pakai sana saja sudah" (Hotel itu not even close dengan kebutuhan kami untuk acara kami!)
Aku masih punya pekerjaan lain saudara2,aku tidak meluangkan waktu hanya untuk kemudian melihat hasil pekerjaanku dihapus begitu saja hanya demi kalian orang2 terkenal dan high class. Aku akan menerima kalo itu REASONABLE.Ok,I'm nothing! But at least DO SOMETHING!
Mau menyuruh masuk mahasiswa yang lagi liburan akhir tahun?Are you Mr. President?
Come on!Get real!
Talk...Talk...Talk.. and that's the only things you can do??
Menyerahkan semua ke generasi muda bla bla bla......Kami percayakan semuanya ke generasi muda bla... bla... bla....BULL SHIT! Kalau memang mau menjadikan kami sapi perahan bilanglah dari awal, sehingga mereka yang bersedia menjadi sapi itu mengikuti kalian,not me! Yeah...aku terjebak.
The leader?And you said that you're the leader? Ow man! You know nothing bout your team!You know nothing bout the agenda!You know nothing bout everything!You don't even have A note bout your event! The only thing you can do just shout to us and asking everything done.You don't even have a picture of your event except ..... Singing good on the stage and wear a good uniform. That's all you worried about? I can give you a list of the things we have to do ASAP,but yeah I know, You don't care, you just wait everything done. Emang kamu pikir list itu bisa jalan sendiri? You don't even defense your team!
Huh...I'm sick and tired. So I'm gonna be in hybernating mode this week. Gud luck "team"!
This is about a mistake I made in my life recently. Aku menuai benih kesalahan itu sekarang. Ingin kubuang jabatanku sebagai wakil ketua.Terdengar seperti jabatan yang keren huh?Believe me you don't want to be here in my position.
Tidak bisakah kita bekerja demi kepentingan bersama bukan kepentingan MENCARI MUKA pribadi? I'm tired! Semua orang cuman bisa ngomong,dari A-Z. Tapi nga ada yang mau jalan ngerjainnya except some of them. Kami dengan bodohnya mempersiapkan semua, dengan bodohnya mensurvey dan membuang - buang tenaga,waktu dan pikiran kami. Dan yang kami dapat cuman "Saya nga setuju,....." TITIK. Ganti semua.That's all?F*&% You! "Saya kenal dengan pengurus .... jadi kesana saja" "Saya kenal dengan pemilik hotel ... pakai sana saja sudah" (Hotel itu not even close dengan kebutuhan kami untuk acara kami!)
Aku masih punya pekerjaan lain saudara2,aku tidak meluangkan waktu hanya untuk kemudian melihat hasil pekerjaanku dihapus begitu saja hanya demi kalian orang2 terkenal dan high class. Aku akan menerima kalo itu REASONABLE.Ok,I'm nothing! But at least DO SOMETHING!
Mau menyuruh masuk mahasiswa yang lagi liburan akhir tahun?Are you Mr. President?
Come on!Get real!
Talk...Talk...Talk.. and that's the only things you can do??
Menyerahkan semua ke generasi muda bla bla bla......Kami percayakan semuanya ke generasi muda bla... bla... bla....BULL SHIT! Kalau memang mau menjadikan kami sapi perahan bilanglah dari awal, sehingga mereka yang bersedia menjadi sapi itu mengikuti kalian,not me! Yeah...aku terjebak.
The leader?And you said that you're the leader? Ow man! You know nothing bout your team!You know nothing bout the agenda!You know nothing bout everything!You don't even have A note bout your event! The only thing you can do just shout to us and asking everything done.You don't even have a picture of your event except ..... Singing good on the stage and wear a good uniform. That's all you worried about? I can give you a list of the things we have to do ASAP,but yeah I know, You don't care, you just wait everything done. Emang kamu pikir list itu bisa jalan sendiri? You don't even defense your team!
Huh...I'm sick and tired. So I'm gonna be in hybernating mode this week. Gud luck "team"!
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Hari ku di camp pengungsian
Mulai 3 hari lalu aku dan beberapa temanku yang biasa berdomisili di dunia atas harus mengungsi dikarenakan "gempa kecil" telah merusak tempat kami tinggal. Beberapa lantai pecah.
Jadilah kami menganggur 1 hari menunggu jatah pembagian kamar di camp pengungsian. Hari ke 2 kami sudah mendapat tempat tinggal. Yah namanya pengungsian, jadinya aneh ditempat yang nga biasanya.Orang yang ditemui juga beda,suara2 yang masuk ke telinga juga berlainan,kabel2 berbahaya berkeliaran di sekitar kami (kalo disenggol yang teriak banyak ;p), belum lagi daya listrik tidak mencukupi jadi sebentar2 listriknya padam, blom lagi networknya putus,dsb. And problem utamanya......puanaaaaassssssss apalagi AC nga boleh diidupin sementara.HIKS!!!! HELP!!!!!
Hehehe tapi ada juga sesuatu yg membawa kegembiraan padaku di camp ini. Huahaha aku dapat anak angkat baru. Namanya Canon Powershot A610. Kereeeennnn ternyata. Walaupun beli juga harus nyicil, tapi uda seneng banget bisa megang dia sebagai ganti anak angkat ku yang telah gugur yaitu si X20.
Jadilah kami menganggur 1 hari menunggu jatah pembagian kamar di camp pengungsian. Hari ke 2 kami sudah mendapat tempat tinggal. Yah namanya pengungsian, jadinya aneh ditempat yang nga biasanya.Orang yang ditemui juga beda,suara2 yang masuk ke telinga juga berlainan,kabel2 berbahaya berkeliaran di sekitar kami (kalo disenggol yang teriak banyak ;p), belum lagi daya listrik tidak mencukupi jadi sebentar2 listriknya padam, blom lagi networknya putus,dsb. And problem utamanya......puanaaaaassssssss apalagi AC nga boleh diidupin sementara.HIKS!!!! HELP!!!!!
Hehehe tapi ada juga sesuatu yg membawa kegembiraan padaku di camp ini. Huahaha aku dapat anak angkat baru. Namanya Canon Powershot A610. Kereeeennnn ternyata. Walaupun beli juga harus nyicil, tapi uda seneng banget bisa megang dia sebagai ganti anak angkat ku yang telah gugur yaitu si X20.
Begini ini kalau listrik mati
Begini pula kalau network mati
Camp Pengungsian
Friday, October 21, 2005
The Death of the Independent Woman
She grab the paper
Hardly read the letter
Try to sing the song
In a perfect tone
78 years
The spirit still there
The spirit to know
what, when and how
the world turn around
Some medicine go through her vein
Following the blood,
she get from some anonim person
who willing to share their blood
Just to give her some more time
to complete her mission
"Take me home" she told us
"Being in the hospital is a horrible" she complained
"Let me live my life peacefully in my own house" she assured us
The small and homely house,
Open the wardrobe and you'll find
So clean and perfect piles of clothes
Like if somebody preparing to go travelling
Today,
She told us the plane has come
Her husband is waiting
"Where r u going?"
That's what we're asking
Going to the place
Where I can have the eternal peace
Where I can watch the news
Where I can hear the song
Where I can sew my own clothes
"Heaven" she whispered
--Dedicated to my Grandmother"
Hardly read the letter
Try to sing the song
In a perfect tone
78 years
The spirit still there
The spirit to know
what, when and how
the world turn around
Some medicine go through her vein
Following the blood,
she get from some anonim person
who willing to share their blood
Just to give her some more time
to complete her mission
"Take me home" she told us
"Being in the hospital is a horrible" she complained
"Let me live my life peacefully in my own house" she assured us
The small and homely house,
Open the wardrobe and you'll find
So clean and perfect piles of clothes
Like if somebody preparing to go travelling
Today,
She told us the plane has come
Her husband is waiting
"Where r u going?"
That's what we're asking
Going to the place
Where I can have the eternal peace
Where I can watch the news
Where I can hear the song
Where I can sew my own clothes
"Heaven" she whispered
--Dedicated to my Grandmother"
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Tentang arti sebuah kepuasan
--Manusia tidak pernah puas--
Seorang pelari ditugaskan oleh pelatihnya untuk berlatih untuk jarak 200 m. Dia berlatih dan berlari tiap hari sampai suatu ketika sang pelatih menyuruhnya mencoba berlatih tanding untuk pertandingan kelas 200 m.
Si pelari dengan semangat dan percaya diri tau bahwa dirinya telah siap untuk mencapai goal itu.Garis finish telah dirasakannya.
Pelatih telah berdiri di garis finish menyiapkan pita kemenangan. Tiba di garis itu dia berpikir "Ah, kalo cuman 200 M pasti semua pelari2ku bisa mencapainya dgn mudah. Humm....aku buat 500 saja ah"
Tanpa memberitahukan maksudnya pada pelarinya,dijauhkannya tali kemenangan 300 M kedepan,dan tentu saja tidak ada yang melihatnya karena letaknya setelah tikungan.
Pelari2 bersiap,ketika pistol tanda mulai meledak bagaikan anak peluru mereka melesat. Beberapa tertinggal sedikit dibelakang,beberapa di depan. Pelari dideretan depan berlari sekuat tenaga,matanya sekilas memperhatikan tanda cat di pinggir lintasan. 50 meter......aku bisa....150 meter.....sedikit lagi......200 meter ....yeah..!! Semua pelari yang hampir bersamaan masuk garis itu memperlambat langkah dengan muka ceria. Yah...mereka berhasil sampai batas yang ditentukan.
Tapi sang pelatih datang dan marah2 kepada mereka. "Kenapa kalian berhenti? Bukankah kalian belum mencapai pita kemenangan?Kenapa kalian tidak berusaha untuk lebih lagi?"
Semua pelari itu dengan kecewa berjalan kembali ke garis start untuk mengulang lagi. Tapi tiada semangat dan percaya diri yang tadi ada dalam diri mereka.
Seorang pelari ditugaskan oleh pelatihnya untuk berlatih untuk jarak 200 m. Dia berlatih dan berlari tiap hari sampai suatu ketika sang pelatih menyuruhnya mencoba berlatih tanding untuk pertandingan kelas 200 m.
Si pelari dengan semangat dan percaya diri tau bahwa dirinya telah siap untuk mencapai goal itu.Garis finish telah dirasakannya.
Pelatih telah berdiri di garis finish menyiapkan pita kemenangan. Tiba di garis itu dia berpikir "Ah, kalo cuman 200 M pasti semua pelari2ku bisa mencapainya dgn mudah. Humm....aku buat 500 saja ah"
Tanpa memberitahukan maksudnya pada pelarinya,dijauhkannya tali kemenangan 300 M kedepan,dan tentu saja tidak ada yang melihatnya karena letaknya setelah tikungan.
Pelari2 bersiap,ketika pistol tanda mulai meledak bagaikan anak peluru mereka melesat. Beberapa tertinggal sedikit dibelakang,beberapa di depan. Pelari dideretan depan berlari sekuat tenaga,matanya sekilas memperhatikan tanda cat di pinggir lintasan. 50 meter......aku bisa....150 meter.....sedikit lagi......200 meter ....yeah..!! Semua pelari yang hampir bersamaan masuk garis itu memperlambat langkah dengan muka ceria. Yah...mereka berhasil sampai batas yang ditentukan.
Tapi sang pelatih datang dan marah2 kepada mereka. "Kenapa kalian berhenti? Bukankah kalian belum mencapai pita kemenangan?Kenapa kalian tidak berusaha untuk lebih lagi?"
Semua pelari itu dengan kecewa berjalan kembali ke garis start untuk mengulang lagi. Tapi tiada semangat dan percaya diri yang tadi ada dalam diri mereka.
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Tewasnya foto ultah
Sabtu kemarin Pei,Hen,Len,La and aku ngasih surprise Pitria buat birthdaynya. Sampe di Excelso kita makan and minum trus Pe yg ngajak Pit ketemu dulu baru diajak ketemu kita. Alhasil sih lumayan berhasil karena si Pit seperti yang kita harapin, surprised!! hahahaha.
Trus karena kamera ku malang lagi nggondok, kita pake kamera Hendry.
Hari ini maunya sih kita transfer ke komputer untuk diliat - liat,eh kompie ku langsung teriak2 "VIRUS......VIRUS....." gitu. Alhasil aku suruh si Norton cari tau penyebab keributan itu.Trus si Norton balik lapor kalo sudah dibereskan 20 pengacau yg membuat keributan.Tapi sayang telah jatuh korban dalam peristiwa tersebut.Hanya 3 nyawa yang selamat.Sayangnya itu nyawa cadangan yang nga bisa hidup tanpa nyawa yang asli. Hiks..........let's remember it in our mind.
Trus karena kamera ku malang lagi nggondok, kita pake kamera Hendry.
Hari ini maunya sih kita transfer ke komputer untuk diliat - liat,eh kompie ku langsung teriak2 "VIRUS......VIRUS....." gitu. Alhasil aku suruh si Norton cari tau penyebab keributan itu.Trus si Norton balik lapor kalo sudah dibereskan 20 pengacau yg membuat keributan.Tapi sayang telah jatuh korban dalam peristiwa tersebut.Hanya 3 nyawa yang selamat.Sayangnya itu nyawa cadangan yang nga bisa hidup tanpa nyawa yang asli. Hiks..........let's remember it in our mind.
Thursday, September 08, 2005
My life in a Month
It's been a long time since I wrote here. Separuh karna males,separuh karna terlalu repot (maklum akhir quartal),separuh lagi karna too much yang mau di tulis,separuh juga karna internet yang kayak keledai tua ini.
Jadi aku buat summaries aja ya (^.^)
2/9/2005
Temenku yang "kecil" alias Imut pergi ikut seorang samurai.Hehhehehe akhirnya dia merit dan tinggal di negeri impiannya....Jepang. Bukan hanya itu, dia juga sedang menantikan datangnya buah hatinya bersama Hiro (ato pepe ya? tauk ah ...huaha just kidding). Pesta meritnya diadain di Dian Istana,kecil aja tapi akrab. Walau banyak aa ii oo ee uu dalam persiapan pesta ini tapi akhirnya senyum itu terlukis di bibir kedua mempelai.
Setelah 6 taonan kenal orang narcist ini akhirnya dia pergi melanjutkan hidupnya di Korea untuk beberapa taon sebelum balik ke Jepang. Kangen juga sih, biasanya slalu ndegerin dia ngoceh.Hehehe..... mumpung dia nga bisa ngapa2in aku. Yah...congratulations aja dah.Take a good care
1/9/2005
Suatu hari yang aneh. Dimana untuk pertama kalinya aku bekerja seperti layaknya "orang normal" hehe maksudnya...ke kantor pagi pulang sore. Tapi ya itu masalahnya,trus kalo malem mau ngapain???
Bingung juga mau apa,mau les?mau olahraga?mau jalan2? nga tau ah gelap
30/8/2005
Kali ini tentang seorang bestfriend sejak masuk kuliah di WM dulu,temen senasib seperjuangan,temen munguti gelas/botol aqua bekas di kampus buat nutupin kerugian kegiatan Senat, temen makan durian,temen ndekor di kampus juga.
Akhirnya today dia berangkat kerja + blajar di Washington D.C. untuk 10 bulan ke depan.Sebuah kesempatan emas untuk otak dan kemampuannya yang cukup encer.
Tepat hari ini adalah ultah si Cindy, jadi kami buka grape juice di bandara dan toast bersama untuk mendoakan suksesnya Lilik and juga birthdaynya Cindy. What a day! Good luck deh...take care juga.
uhmmmm trus apa lagi ya?
Yah pokoknya mulai bulan lalu I juga ketanggungan kerjaan sebagai wakil ketua untuk panitia Surabaya Gaul 2005. Pada awal mulanya cukup mengasyikkan karna orang2nya lumayan bisa bekerjasama,tapi akhir2 ini rada jengkel juga sih karena ternyata dewan yang ada diatas kami yang nga kompak sendiri. Jadinya kami kayak terombang - ambing nga tentu arah gitu.
Sebel,kirain nga ada kerjaan kali?!
Jadi aku buat summaries aja ya (^.^)
2/9/2005
Temenku yang "kecil" alias Imut pergi ikut seorang samurai.Hehhehehe akhirnya dia merit dan tinggal di negeri impiannya....Jepang. Bukan hanya itu, dia juga sedang menantikan datangnya buah hatinya bersama Hiro (ato pepe ya? tauk ah ...huaha just kidding). Pesta meritnya diadain di Dian Istana,kecil aja tapi akrab. Walau banyak aa ii oo ee uu dalam persiapan pesta ini tapi akhirnya senyum itu terlukis di bibir kedua mempelai.
Setelah 6 taonan kenal orang narcist ini akhirnya dia pergi melanjutkan hidupnya di Korea untuk beberapa taon sebelum balik ke Jepang. Kangen juga sih, biasanya slalu ndegerin dia ngoceh.Hehehe..... mumpung dia nga bisa ngapa2in aku. Yah...congratulations aja dah.Take a good care
1/9/2005
Suatu hari yang aneh. Dimana untuk pertama kalinya aku bekerja seperti layaknya "orang normal" hehe maksudnya...ke kantor pagi pulang sore. Tapi ya itu masalahnya,trus kalo malem mau ngapain???
Bingung juga mau apa,mau les?mau olahraga?mau jalan2? nga tau ah gelap
30/8/2005
Kali ini tentang seorang bestfriend sejak masuk kuliah di WM dulu,temen senasib seperjuangan,temen munguti gelas/botol aqua bekas di kampus buat nutupin kerugian kegiatan Senat, temen makan durian,temen ndekor di kampus juga.
Akhirnya today dia berangkat kerja + blajar di Washington D.C. untuk 10 bulan ke depan.Sebuah kesempatan emas untuk otak dan kemampuannya yang cukup encer.
Tepat hari ini adalah ultah si Cindy, jadi kami buka grape juice di bandara dan toast bersama untuk mendoakan suksesnya Lilik and juga birthdaynya Cindy. What a day! Good luck deh...take care juga.
uhmmmm trus apa lagi ya?
Yah pokoknya mulai bulan lalu I juga ketanggungan kerjaan sebagai wakil ketua untuk panitia Surabaya Gaul 2005. Pada awal mulanya cukup mengasyikkan karna orang2nya lumayan bisa bekerjasama,tapi akhir2 ini rada jengkel juga sih karena ternyata dewan yang ada diatas kami yang nga kompak sendiri. Jadinya kami kayak terombang - ambing nga tentu arah gitu.
Sebel,kirain nga ada kerjaan kali?!
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
600 th Cheng Ho di Semarang
Baru balek dari Semarang. Dari Kamis uda disana dalam rangka penjurian Cheng Ho Lion Dance Championship 2005. Kejuaraan tingkat nasional nih.
Katanya sih Semarang rame banget di klenteng,di laut,katanya dimana2 ada arak2an. Tapi...hiks..aku nga menyaksikan semua itu. Aku terdampar di GOR Jati Diri di pinggiran kota dalam rangka persiapan pertandingan. Judge pertandingan kali ini diketuai langsung oleh Suhu or Master Siauw dari Malaysia.
Lalu 4 hari berikutnya baru aku melihat yang namanya semarak kota dalam perayaan besar2an Cheng Ho ini yaitu di malam terakhir sebelum ke stasiun untuk kembali ke Sby.
Kami sempat mampir di semacam bazar,pekan raya gitu.Lokasinya besar dan ramai,tapi sayang dan anehnya kenapa orang Semarang ini nga terlalu menonjolkan ke khas-an kotanya?Banyak sekali barang2 yg dijual adalah barang khas luar Semarang.Apakah akunya yang nga melihat?
Sudah cukup capek kami selama 4 hari bekerja di sana.Kami memesan kereta jam 23.30 wib untuk pulang ke Sby.Tak disangka penderitaan masih mengikuti kami. Kami harus tergeletak dan tertidur-tidur di lantai stasiun karena kereta mundur kedatangannya sampai jam 02.00 wib.
Akhirnya kami tiba di Sby jam 06.00 wib.Langsung bobo deh.Trus siang uda masuk kerja lagi.Ngantuksss....
Katanya sih Semarang rame banget di klenteng,di laut,katanya dimana2 ada arak2an. Tapi...hiks..aku nga menyaksikan semua itu. Aku terdampar di GOR Jati Diri di pinggiran kota dalam rangka persiapan pertandingan. Judge pertandingan kali ini diketuai langsung oleh Suhu or Master Siauw dari Malaysia.
Lalu 4 hari berikutnya baru aku melihat yang namanya semarak kota dalam perayaan besar2an Cheng Ho ini yaitu di malam terakhir sebelum ke stasiun untuk kembali ke Sby.
Kami sempat mampir di semacam bazar,pekan raya gitu.Lokasinya besar dan ramai,tapi sayang dan anehnya kenapa orang Semarang ini nga terlalu menonjolkan ke khas-an kotanya?Banyak sekali barang2 yg dijual adalah barang khas luar Semarang.Apakah akunya yang nga melihat?
Sudah cukup capek kami selama 4 hari bekerja di sana.Kami memesan kereta jam 23.30 wib untuk pulang ke Sby.Tak disangka penderitaan masih mengikuti kami. Kami harus tergeletak dan tertidur-tidur di lantai stasiun karena kereta mundur kedatangannya sampai jam 02.00 wib.
Akhirnya kami tiba di Sby jam 06.00 wib.Langsung bobo deh.Trus siang uda masuk kerja lagi.Ngantuksss....
Thursday, August 04, 2005
Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough.
Now, I don't want to lose you
but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you
but I don't want to be the one to cry.
And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.
(Chorus)
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.
Now, I could never change you
I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.
It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.
(Chorus)
And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?
And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No
but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you
but I don't want to be the one to cry.
And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.
(Chorus)
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.
Now, I could never change you
I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.
It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.
(Chorus)
And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?
And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No
Thursday, July 28, 2005
Happy Family
Mirip siapa?
Akhirnya Owen Raphael Rasmono kemarin keluar dari tempat persembunyiannya setelah hampir satu minggu di selidiki keberadaannya oleh pihak yang berwenang.
Hehehhee,another baby has come. Why I feel so old now?
Friday, July 22, 2005
Different Path
Stay back please...It doesn't work this way.
We have a very different way to go.
Stay back please...You better go now.
Take the plane and leave
I'll stay here with my dear dolphins
Swimming in this lonely and secluded beach
Drink this heavenly water
Dream my own dream
Sleep with thousands of stars hug me
Protect me from the storm
Just go now before it's too late.
Before U fall in love to the beauty of this island
And trapped here before U exploring
Thousands of big and beautiful city that you're looking for.
== Me ==
We have a very different way to go.
Stay back please...You better go now.
Take the plane and leave
I'll stay here with my dear dolphins
Swimming in this lonely and secluded beach
Drink this heavenly water
Dream my own dream
Sleep with thousands of stars hug me
Protect me from the storm
Just go now before it's too late.
Before U fall in love to the beauty of this island
And trapped here before U exploring
Thousands of big and beautiful city that you're looking for.
== Me ==
Sunday, July 17, 2005
New baby born --- Abigail
Today,at about 6 a.m. a new baby girl coming to this world. The first baby in my circle of friends. It's Melky & Lily's baby.Her name is Abigail. So cute, and thanks to God they all in a good condition. Congratulations!!!! Coming soon in a couple of days....Ardi & Dj's baby!
Abigail n her mother
Abigail n her mother
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
About Anarchist
Don't u wondering about how can Law of Nature still happens here?
In this big and metropolitan city?
Do we have a lot of wild and uneducated animal among us? We can meet them in our office,street,government office,campus,mall,market,everywhere even in our house.When they're angry or not satisfied then there'll be a riot. They're more aggressive and wild than our pet in home.
Do U have some way to feed them all? They're unlimited and you just hv your both hand.What'll you do if they can't feed themselves,they can't help U hunting even it's for them,and they also can't calm down and back U up. They just shout and force U to your limit and maybe they'll eat U if u're not feed them as soon as they want. They ruin everything in their way even the trees that standing still on the side in silent.
Now,can U say? Are we live in a big city or just in a wild nature???
In this big and metropolitan city?
Do we have a lot of wild and uneducated animal among us? We can meet them in our office,street,government office,campus,mall,market,everywhere even in our house.When they're angry or not satisfied then there'll be a riot. They're more aggressive and wild than our pet in home.
Do U have some way to feed them all? They're unlimited and you just hv your both hand.What'll you do if they can't feed themselves,they can't help U hunting even it's for them,and they also can't calm down and back U up. They just shout and force U to your limit and maybe they'll eat U if u're not feed them as soon as they want. They ruin everything in their way even the trees that standing still on the side in silent.
Now,can U say? Are we live in a big city or just in a wild nature???
Friday, July 08, 2005
Cinderella ?
Should all of us being like this one of the lifetime fairy tale icon? I don't think so...and I'm very agree with this song. I'll depend of myself before I find the key to man of my dreams's heart.
Cinderella by Tata Young
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
[Chorus]
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me
I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing
[Chorus]
I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
Cinderella by Tata Young
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
[Chorus]
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me
I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing
[Chorus]
I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Happy Birthday to me :-)
Hummm so lazy to write lately....but today I feel that I'm in the mood of write something because today's so special to me. Yeah...today is my birthday.A quarter of century.Being 25.
25 years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this
Brotherhood of man
For whatever that means
Some sms from lovely friends wherever they are, some phonecall, some e-mail from long lost friend,all of my colleagues and boss who celebrating it with me, dinner with family,and another dinner with my dear old friends (yeah...I'm sooo full :p) are brighten this day. A warm smile, wishes and congratulation words make it very special.Some surprise present also make it wonderful.
My colleagues and I
Second Dinner :p
Thanks to all of you my friends....wherever you are.I really appreciate all of your attention. I feel blessed cause u still remembering me that way.
25 years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this
Brotherhood of man
For whatever that means
Some sms from lovely friends wherever they are, some phonecall, some e-mail from long lost friend,all of my colleagues and boss who celebrating it with me, dinner with family,and another dinner with my dear old friends (yeah...I'm sooo full :p) are brighten this day. A warm smile, wishes and congratulation words make it very special.Some surprise present also make it wonderful.
My colleagues and I
Second Dinner :p
Thanks to all of you my friends....wherever you are.I really appreciate all of your attention. I feel blessed cause u still remembering me that way.
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Key of Love
The only problem is everything I'm looking for,
Is there in you
Lock there and become a treasure
Everyone trying to find and have it
Where did U put the key
To your treasure island?
Will I find it?
--Me--
Is there in you
Lock there and become a treasure
Everyone trying to find and have it
Where did U put the key
To your treasure island?
Will I find it?
--Me--
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Lilik's Poem
Oh beautiful sea
Do take me
To thy wonderful journey
Beyond what eyes can see
I promise to obey thee
And never be weak
Just one guarantee
Not to ever desert me
----Ave----
Do take me
To thy wonderful journey
Beyond what eyes can see
I promise to obey thee
And never be weak
Just one guarantee
Not to ever desert me
----Ave----
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Maybe this is the end?
Remember about my decision to take both ways in front of my life lately? To work both on my parent's office in the morning and also at the beloved Excellogix office at noon until night(where I got my first job until now).Maybe I should end up one of them (the nice and friendly one)??
Yesterday my boss announced that they will close the night shift on September because of some reason. Then?? For my future,it's definetly I hv to choose to work on my family company.Oh Excellogix, You don't give me another choice again this time.You close your shiny way for me?Hummm I don't know what should I do,but for now, all I can see it's mean goodbye for me.
Hoaaaaa???Than what should I do at night?I'm not used to have so much free time.
Yesterday my boss announced that they will close the night shift on September because of some reason. Then?? For my future,it's definetly I hv to choose to work on my family company.Oh Excellogix, You don't give me another choice again this time.You close your shiny way for me?Hummm I don't know what should I do,but for now, all I can see it's mean goodbye for me.
Hoaaaaa???Than what should I do at night?I'm not used to have so much free time.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Like Old Days
Tonight, the routine May Fiesta that we,ve been celebrate for some years was held. It's to honor some of almost half of the '98 gank birthday. The hosts/hostesses : DJ+Ardi,Vei+Hen,Pauw+Jovita,C'Lun. And tonight,maybe the last May Fiesta we have (who knows?).Next year will gonna be a lot of changes.Ardi-Dj will be busy with their child.Mut will live in Japan with her husband(even it's still unbelievable).Vei-Hen uhmm who knows? I'll be the one who still here maybe??
A lot of changes between us, especially with one of us. He choose not to come to this celebration because of no reason but the price of the food??? Hey man,do u really the one I know in that old day? Do u know that sometimes I also don't feel comfortable when I hv to come to this kind of celebration? Especially tonight when I am the only single there.But, come on they've some footprints in our life.We cross our path since we're nothing but a student.
Am Back
To where I used to belong
The quiet small room
Which used to be teh center
Of the whole world around
Flash of memory
Come and go constantly
Lugubrious joy
Grorious sadness
Such an overwhelming feeling
It has never been forgotten
Will never be
Why did we ever let go?
Because we have to move on...
-----Ave-----
All of u must be know where is it guys...Let's move on but please don't forget about this old Friendship story in this old dusty book.
A lot of changes between us, especially with one of us. He choose not to come to this celebration because of no reason but the price of the food??? Hey man,do u really the one I know in that old day? Do u know that sometimes I also don't feel comfortable when I hv to come to this kind of celebration? Especially tonight when I am the only single there.But, come on they've some footprints in our life.We cross our path since we're nothing but a student.
Am Back
To where I used to belong
The quiet small room
Which used to be teh center
Of the whole world around
Flash of memory
Come and go constantly
Lugubrious joy
Grorious sadness
Such an overwhelming feeling
It has never been forgotten
Will never be
Why did we ever let go?
Because we have to move on...
-----Ave-----
All of u must be know where is it guys...Let's move on but please don't forget about this old Friendship story in this old dusty book.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
About Marriage
Lately I'm wondering what's the meaning of marriage for today people?
Lately I'm wondering what's inside those couple marriage people mind when they like to have a baby even their condition isn't supported?
Lately I'm wondering what's the meaning of couple?
Lately I'm wondering what's the meaning of the phrase "....in good and bad time until die do us apart..." when a couple do the marriage ceremony in front of the church?
Lately I'm wondering should we marriage as soon as possible no matter what?
Lately I'm wondering is marriage just a joke,to get what we're dreaming on?
Lately I'm wondering is it that bad to be a single these days,before u find the right person to marriage?
Lately I'm wondering is it just a matter of a piece of legal paper?
I'm not an expert, I'm just wondering...
Lately I'm wondering what's inside those couple marriage people mind when they like to have a baby even their condition isn't supported?
Lately I'm wondering what's the meaning of couple?
Lately I'm wondering what's the meaning of the phrase "....in good and bad time until die do us apart..." when a couple do the marriage ceremony in front of the church?
Lately I'm wondering should we marriage as soon as possible no matter what?
Lately I'm wondering is marriage just a joke,to get what we're dreaming on?
Lately I'm wondering is it that bad to be a single these days,before u find the right person to marriage?
Lately I'm wondering is it just a matter of a piece of legal paper?
I'm not an expert, I'm just wondering...
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